Hi ~~~ hahahhaha ~~ this post is like SOOooooOOOOO overdue >< ~~ been so busy these few days ~~ with project and like essay submission... no time to sleep... me at this state is like the most sleep deprived i have ever been...tooo much projects :( !! ~~ been seeing a LOT of things lately...as in like i can confirm that i saw a message that someone send through notification~~~but there was no message.. and i kept seeing things wrongly also ~~ a bit worried for myself 0.0 ~~ need find one day to slp haha
BUT ANYWAYS ~~~ HAPPY (very belated) 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!! ~~ 生日快乐 ~~ 생일 축하해 ~~ *insert claps & music & balloons ~~~ 21st already ~~ i guess thats like the official adult age or something ~~ but like wadever haha ~~ its not like imma gonna grow up instantly and become an adult after my birthday ~~ its like everyone assume u will like change after your 21 bday ~~ Maybe i should be more responsible around money though ~~ thats one thing that i should change ~~ but other than that.. im still me... the same me haha ~~ life goals and beliefs are still the same ~~ hehe ~~ but i can go casino now !! YEAH ^^ !!! i can see what its like and stuff ^^
So my birthday was kinda SUPER SUPER awesome this year ^^ ~~ like it has been a while since my bday was such a big event with like party and stuff ~~ i decided that this year i wanted to celebrate my bday at like that moment when 18 oct turns to 19 oct ~~ actually i wanted that for quite sometime already ~~ but i guess 21 is like a free pass to do whatever you wan so yeah !! haha ... but somehow planning it was like more difficult than i thought it would be ~~ cause diff ppl have like diff plans :( ~~ soo not all the people that i wanted to be there were there ~~ but its alright haha ~~ in the end only dar and sam did the 12 midnight thingy ~~ but that's already very awesome ^^
Me and sam when to Teoheng at like 10pm ~~ before that i went to collect my choc fondue for the party ~~ the fondue was at such a weird place >< and i went at 8pm by myself ~~ soo scary 0.0 ~~ but anyway we book the teoheng from 10 to 1am ~~ all people changed plans until only left me and sam went for teoheng ~~ "changed plans" haha~~ anyway we sang crooked like 3 times and there were coffee shop also ~~ and kinda scream through bap songs randomly cause no lyrics!!
Then at 11.50 or something~~ sam said her 'dad' called ~ so she left the room ~~ then she came back with a balloon and dar haha ~~ and said surprise !! ~~ haha okay actually when dar told me she cant make it ~~ i was like upset cause it was like really last minute ~~ then due to some signs i gathered haha *not telling how :P ~~ i kinda know that maybe she coming to surprise me~~ as in not confirmed but kinda knew abit ~~ but still THANK YOU SAM AND SUETLIAN (caps okay ~~ seeee APPRECIATION !!! )
But in all seriousness really thank you ~~ *ahem im explaining now ~~ cause i always treat festivals very importantly ~~ cause festivals suppose to be happy events and everyone shld be happy ~~ i guess this thought kinda been with me since primary sch until to now which i why i always want to be able to bring happiness and fun to ppl during festivals ~~ i guess i have doing it for soo long its kinda became a habit and i kept planning and doing stuff for people... i feel happy when the people receiving also feel happy ^^ ~~ i nvr really thought of people giving back to me ~~ and i guess thats because very little ppl really treat festivals as anything ~~ but when you guys surprise me and put so much thought in it ~~ i was really reallly touched :') ~~ i mean u guys kinda know right cause like i kinda cried (soo stupid >< ) ~~ but as in its really nice to be on the receiving end ^^ ~~ it was really reaallly juz wow ~~ :') 真的很谢谢你们
BUNNY CAKE♥♥♥
BAAALLLLOOOONNN!!!
~^^~
So after teoheng ~~ we all walk back to my house ~~ and fetch ruilin along the way ~~ i think by the time we reach my house everyone was like tired haha ~~ everyone wanted to eat ramyun but somehow they ended up all sleeping when i finish bathing 0.0 ~~ so i decided to just let them slp and cut deco myself ~~ but suddenly dar and sam woke up 0.0 (gave me a shock) ~~ haha ... then i cook ramyun for them and we ended up cutting heart shapes and stars until like around 5 am?? ~~ and we woke up the next day at around 11am i think ~~ had breakfast and bought stuff and started decorating ~~ wow holding a party is sooo hard and tiring >< ~~
Breakfast
So later shiyun, eehui and esther came to help with decorations too ~~ thank you guys soo much ~~ for doing so much haha ~~ ~~and thank you EEHUI hehe (See caps also ... APPRECIATION :P ) ~~ for designing the logo thingy for me !! that was seriously really really awesome !!! ~~
so like after all the decorating i went up to change... Hiphop top princess bottom haha ~~ i was really afraid that my mum will want me to wear like the gown dress ~~ but lucky dun have... i actually didnt want to put on make up also ~~ but i did in the end ... since my mum compromise with dressing... i dont hate make up but i juz dont understand why everyone have to do make up for their bday >< ~~
So after very much chaos ~~ party stared .. very bad at the keeping ppl occupied thingy ~~ so i kinda juz walk everywhere and stuff ~~ tell ppl about guest book and choc fondue and balloon guy (which will be explained later) ~~ so after the talking to ppl thingy ~~ it was cutting cake time ~~ haha ... I kinda had two cakes cause my dad did one and i did one ~~ my dad said that the cake was the one that he ordered for me when i was young so he wanted to do one too ~~ for my 21st :') ~~hehe thank you ♥ ~~ and after all the 客套 pictures and stuff ~~ then the fun began......muhahhahhah
Smearing cake on people face !!! MUHAHHAHHAHAHHHA ~~~ as always hehe ~~ that was like the most fun thing out of the entire party !! ~~ i managed to almost smear everyone i guess haha ~~ ^^ YEAH !!! how awesome... smear people before they smear you :P ~~ but i gotta give props to shiyun though.. she took the crown with cream and came towards me ~~ i totally juz put down my head to let her put it on me .. wow good one seriously !! *clap for you ~~
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But although some of the party didnt really work out as planned ~~ but it was good ~~ okay it was kinda awesome ^^ ~~ people were happy and they enjoyed themselves... i would like to have like games and stuff though to make it more fun ~~but im glad people enjoyed themselves ^^ ~~if i neglected some of u im really sorry >< ~~ sam said i stayed at eehui's table most of the time haha ~~ but i thought i kinda move throughout the room ~~ but anyway thanks to everyone that came ^^
Then comes the highlight of the day !! THE SLEEPOVER HAHA !! ^^ ~~~ Eehui, dar and sam stayed over..... so i mean .... if u put all of us together ~~ how calm can we get :p ~~ we all bath and opened present and then we played dance central/ Just dance... YES WE PLAYED THAT in the middle of the night ~~ like a bunch of crazy people haha ~~ then after that we went to suck helium from the balloons and like it was soooo epic !! ~~ like drug addicts haha ~~ we all sounded really adorable and cute too haha~~and i think i inhale too much that i actually got a bit dizzy from it :P ~~~ then after that sam juz slept haha ~~ then the 3 of us started playing the category game but KPOP style hehe ~~ so like naming people of a certain bands ~~ songs titles of a certain band ~~ and the loser will get flick on the forehead ~~ >< so unfair ~~ I have sooo limited kpop knowledge other than that 2 bands.. so i pretty much got flick ALOT !! haha but it was really fun ^^ ~~ but stiil >:( next time!! REVENGE MUHAHHAHAHHAHHA
Sooooo now is present appreciation time haha ~~ regarding the balloon guy ~~ my cousin got me a balloon guy for my bday party !! IT WAS SO AWESOME~~ haha like really that was just wow ~~~~ I always wanted a person to make balloons in the party and it happens thank you ~~ I recived ALOT of presents this year ~~ thank you everyone ^^ ~~ im really grateful ~~ especially those that put a lot of thought into it ~~ u guys know who you are haha ~~ with the screaming and stuff haha ~~ ahemliketheadventuretimebookandtheromerobrittostuffandthebluerosesandthehellokittyphonecaseandlikehhahahhahhashishimatoheheheandtheaccessoriesandthepokemongameandlikartbookandalltheotherawesomestuff
♥♥♥♥♥
And also thanks for the awesome message in the book thingy and also the cards ^^ ~~ i really like when people give me cards/handmade things because i really appreciate the effort put into it ~~ so i like each and every one of the messages in the book ~~ as well as the cards ^^
♥♥♥♥♥
And after thanking everybody ~~ there is also another person that also made this birthday super super amazing ~~ Bang Yongguk shi ~~ really wow ~~ i know this is like very fan-girling and stuff ~~ but i said on the 18 oct that if you would tweet or even better post a pic ~~ it would be like really really awesome... when i said that my head was thinking how would that be possible haha ~~ i mean Bbang dont really tweet and give pic ... like seriously the chances of that happening is like low low low... BUT WOW seriously .... you really tweeted WITH a photo on 19/10/2013 and just right at 7.00 pm when my party started 0.0 ~~ i couldnt believe it ~~ i was so busy that when eehui told me about it ~~ i was like "WHAT!!*insert screams and nonsense language" ~~ and i couldnt take the time to see it cause have to say hi to ppl .. but like JUZ WOW ~~ i mean seriously what are the chances !! Quoting from my twitter "虽然你不懂我的存在，可是你昨天做的事真的谢谢" ~~ Really it is by chance that u choose that day at that time ~~ it may be nothing to you ~~ but it really made my day ^^ (*ahem 我那五位哥哥，三个有Twitter都没有tweet, 真是的 >:| , but 你有就more than enough haha *shy)
♥용국오빠 고마워요 ~~~ 진짜♥
But wow ~~ seriously this bday is one of the days that i will always remember ~~ thanks to all the people that took time to come to my party ^^ ~~ and to those that helped me with my preparation and clearing too .. really thank you guys ~~ you all didnt have to do it ~~ it all because you all helped that made it all possible .. especially the 3 of you (*cough Ahem u know who u guys are ~~i already thanked you all personally~~ and most prob the only 3 that reads this blog *cough haha) ~~ really thank you and i mean it ~~ i really glad to have known you guys and have you guys in my life (so mushy but yeah ACCEPT IT haha )
Found this 30 days B.A.P challenge on tumblr and i thought it was interesting ~~ then i decided to do it juz for the fun of it haha ~~ n then me and dar will both do it n upload it on our blog instead ^^... soo i will type one question a day for 30 days and saved it in draft and finally upload on the 30th day
*Photo credit to respective fansite logo and TS Entertainment/B.A.P twitter/Instagram
P.S ~~ this is PURELY just for fun and is just nonsensical haha
Start date: 16/9/2013
End date: 15/10/2013
Day 1: Your first impression of Best Absolute Perfect
Well~~ how do i start.... In one line ~~ my 1st impression of B.A.P is 'Bang Yongguk and gang' ~~ >< im sorry ~~ you cant really blame me though since i knew Bbang before B.A.P ... so when i first saw the teaser for B.A.P i was like OMG SO COOL~~ Totally what i like !! Even people around me knew that i would like this group... but i couldnt recognize them :( except for Bbang and Zelo
But i can say that i was attracted to them since i really like this kind of concept and style ~~ plus i was keeping an eye on Bbang to see how he would turn out ~~ and in my mind i was like this could become another group that i will really like... and they didnt disappoint me at all with their debut ^^
~Tadah ~
I like the blond one :P
Day 2: Your favourite member and why
Fav member ~~ hehe ~~ ahem ~~ Bang Yongguk shi ~~ ^^
Well...i did like him as 1st but i didnt really have a fav member up till hajima era i think ~~ then hajima era i did focus a bit more on him and then one shot kinda confirmed him as my bias haha
Why do i like him.... i dont really know though ~~ i mean i respected him when i first saw him... his strong stand on the type of music he wants to do (which i feel that he is really lucky that the company allow him to have so much freedom in his music cause this kind of freedom is super rare) ~~ how hard he work to prove to everyone his passion ~~ and when i knew that he place much importance on the society and its problem i was like woah .. because me myself don't really pay attention to the world issues and him being still young and trying to change the world is like wow ~~ But i guess i got attracted by his charisma ~~ haha i dunno .. or because he acted as a the gang leader 0.0 ~~
So in total~~i guess like him for his passion that he puts in his job... and the kind of care n concern that he show people around him and the world ^^ ♥~~ but i think there is not really a definite reason for why his is my favourite member... i guess it just happened~~ like *poof haha
♥용국오빠♥
Day 3: Your favourite moment in the Warrior MV
Fav moment was when Bbang smashed the car with a hammer haha ~~ It was really cool okay ~~ i didnt have a bias during warrior era so im not bias :P ~~
~♥♥♥~
Actually i like alot of things in the mv ~~ i like the choreography esp the puppet and the puppeteer part... the whole wardrobe ~~ n props ~~~ the matoki DJ ... ^^ i really like this mv
~♥♥♥♥♥♥~
Day 4: Your favourite song from the Warrior single album
U.N.B.R.E.A.K.A.B.L.E ~~ haha ... actually im torn between unbreakable n burn it up ~~ burn it up is technically an intro so not really a song right haha ?? ... but i really like unbreakable ~~ the lyrics n beats n melody ... one of my top B.A.P song even up till now ^^
나 절대로 부서지지 않아 나 죽어도 부서지지 않아
절대로 쓰러지지 않아 죽어도 포기하지 않아
폭풍이 나를 집어 삼키려 해도 어둠 속에서 날개가 짓밟혀도
I’m Unbreakable You Know? I’m Unbreakable
\^^/
Day 5: Your favourite B.A.P lyric(s)
Lyric(s) ?? that means a few right haha ~~ as mentioned above i like unbreakable.. but i will list a few of my fav one up to now~~
No Mercy
음악이 장난이가? 고마 우린 아이다
Is music a joke? It's not for us
This line was the line that i got attracted to when i first heard the song.
Coffee Shop I actually like the whole story of Coffee shop~~ i cant choose specific lines ~~ i juz like the whole story it tells haha Stop it I like the whole of stop it too. Very cute and like sweet haha
Day 6: Your favourite Warrior performance
Hmmm... I dont really have a favourite cause like i mean all is kinda about the same haha... but i have one performance that stood out to me and i remember until now...the 120128 debut performance on Music Core ... I was so amazed cause like wow haha ~~ i dun really watch music shows also and to me it was soo cool that their performance was in a warehouse instead of like on stage... so till now ~~ i still can remember this performance ^^
Cr: Hazel Kim
Day 7: Favourite Warrior outfit (from the MV or photoshoots
or performances)
HAHA ~~ this is like DUH ~~~ the misfits jacket ~~ paint splatter ~~ hi-tops
Love Love Love ^^ !!!!
^^
♥
Day 8: The most entertaining moment in Tadah It’s B.A.P so
far
wow ~~ Tadah was soo long along.. i cant really remember much ~~
Hmm .... i think i really like the amusement park episode .... i like them and i like amusement park ~~ soo add these two n BAMMM haha ~~ especially the snow white storytelling part
I also like the part where Yongguk figure out how to attract fans ~~ the car parking thing n the being mistook for umbrella seller haha
I also like the commander competition thingy ~~ that was really funny ~~ at least in my head it is haha
~MATOKI~
Day 9: Funniest quote from any of the B.A.P members
This is like a memory test 0.0 !! How do i remember what is the funniest thing they say ~~ I mean like they say alot of stuff that don't make sense haha ~~ hmmm this is hard >< ~~ can i just skip this q haha~~ -end- :P
Day 10: What do you like most about Bang Yongguk?
hehe~~ didnt i kinda answer this during day 2 ~~his passion for music attracted me to him ~~~ that was the thing that captured my attention...n then his heart n stuff ~~ hehehehhee ~~ ~ ahem ~~ ya~~♥♥♥♥♥~~~ hehehehehhehe please refer to day 2 ~~ hehe
♥빵오빠♥
Day 11: What do you like most about Kim Himchan?
Himchan oppa ~~~hmmmm~~~ I think Himchan is a really nice person... it seems to me that he really cares about people around him~~~~ he is a person that knows himself well and is a confident person..... what I like the most about him is that the love he show towards his fans ~~ when he started Strong Babe i was like wow ~~~ that was a really nice thing to do and he didnt have to do it....... and he really took the thing seriously and even apologize when he was unable to update pic on the site as quickly as he wanted to~~It was really very sweet of him to do that ^^ ♥♥♥
♥힘찬오빠♥
Day 12: What do you like most about Jung Daehyun?
Jung Daehyun ~~~~ I know a lot of people prefer him during Ta-Dah when he was a ninja n all quiet and stuff~~ *no comment *ahem haha ~~~but i kinda like him better when he spoke~~ n when he spoke he cant stop haha..... I found that it was really entertaining to watch him just speak whatever he wants~~ and it makes him real ^^~~ n also he tweets a lot alongside with Himchan ~~ that nice of him ... although sometimes his selca all looks the same haha ~~ but the one of him recently where the hand puppet bit him ~~ that was really cute ♥♥♥
♥대현♥
Day 13: What do you like most about Yoo Youngjae?
I have to say that Youngjae is the one among B.A.P that i don't really know well ~~ 0.0 ~~~~ from Ta-Dah he gave me an impression that he is no-nonsense/follow rules type person....like really strict and stuff ~~ but as time goes by he seems to be more fun~~~ what i really like about him is that~~~ he always has the moment about him when he reacts to what other members says ~~ the babo-like laugh haha ~~ i think when he does that ~~ its really adorable ^^♥♥♥
♥영재♥
Day 14: What do you like most about Moon Jongup?
Jonguppie ~~ haha~~ he is just full of cuteness and innocence... i feel close to jongup because he is the same age as my bro ~~ so like automatically I want to show concern for him.....n he says the most random stuff and does the most random things haha ~~I like him cause he is like soooo squishy or something ~~ but when he is on stage for the charismatic song like badman, one shot~~ woah ~~ the look in his eyes ~~ wow ~~ like totally different side of him ~~ but overall.. he is just like a really curious kid exploring the world ^^ ~~like a kid forever in the candy shop ♥♥♥
♥종업이♥
Day 15: What do you like most about Choi Junhong (aka Zelo)?
Maknae ^^ ~~~ This guy is full of confidence and know what he is best at ~~~ his stage presence is soo amazing ~~ and yet off stage he is just this little cute guy haha~~~ that is what i like most about him ~~~ He somehow can look really grown-up and manly one day ~~ and really cute and kid-like the next ~~ and everytime during tv program he has this blank look on him and he blinks alot ~~ that really cute ^^~~ and he with his experimental fashion 0.0 ~~ but he is still young so let him try wadever he can haha~~ he is also really sweet with his recent tweets ~~ all the ~쪽 ~ 쪽 ~ 쪽 ♥♥♥ ~~ hehe very cheesy but u got my attention haha :p
♥준홍♥
Day 16: Your OTP
Lets make it clear that to me OTP is not in a sense of the love couple thing ~~ but as the i like their friendship kinda way ~~ ok so ~~ hmmm .... i dun really know eh ~~~ i like to see the interactions between all of them ~~ so i dont really have a specific pair that i like ~~ but as of recently .... i think i like himchan + jongup ~~ himup right ~~ the name ... haha ~~ i like how himchan is like protective and like looking over jongup ~~ but like jongup is juz rebelling/in his own world and not listening to himchan :p haha ~~
^^
Day 17: Member who you think would be your best friend
Haha~~ hmmm this is hard..... well ~~~i dont really know whether to choose a person that has similar personality or one that has an opposite personality as me .... maybe Jung Daehyun ~~~ in terms of we can most probably have fun together saying nonsense stuff ~~ haha ~~ since he is kinda dramatic too n loud n stuff :P~~ i want to choose Jongup since we both play games and stuff ~~ but he is too young ~~ and like we both will be probably in our own world and cant understand each other~~ opps haha
Day 18: Member who you think would be your brother
Younger brother or older brother?? ~~~hmmm~~~ for younger brother can i choose a mix between Jongup and Zelo??~~ Like I would want zelo because we can kinda talk about like fashion and stuff together ~~ but it would seem like we wont talk very often cause he is kinda independent n stuff n like dont really talk much ... and i think Jongup would be those brother that wants to share everything new with you .. about how his day went and stuff ~~ a mix between them both would be good ~~ actually if you mix them ~~ its like kinda how dennis is ~~ a bit similiar :p
For older brother, I would want Himchan~~ cause if like something were to happen to me ~~ I feel that he may be really protective or something and like go scold the person haha... and like i feel that if I were to talk to him about stuff ~~ he will really listen and like give me advice ~~ I always wanted an older brother to stand up for me hehe ... and also that he will always listen to my problems and help me solved them ~~ I didnt choose Bbang because although i think he will be a really good older brother...we may not talk alot together and stuff .... and he may be too over-protective 0.0.. and i maybe cannot do alot of stuff :p ~~ plus he will probably educate me about politics and stuff 0.0
Day 19: Best dancer
Well i guess this is between Jongup and Zelo ?? ~~~ haha ~~~ to me... i like to watch Zelo dance more than Jongup though ~~ I thinks that he feels the music a bit better ~~maybe cause he raps also so he gets the beats easier ~~ Jongup is really good too though ~~ Jongup's move are pretty sharp with the right amount of force and to the point ~~ but to me ~~ i like zelo a bit more ~~ just a tiny bit more haha
~Break it down now ~
Day 20: Best rapper
Hmmm so this is between Yongguk n Zelo ~~~ this is a bit unfair to say who is better ~~ cause they have different styles ~~ but haha ~~ no bias intended ~~ but i like Bbang's rap better ~~ Zelo's rap is more of the lively and smooth style.... then Bbang is more of the power and passionate stye ~~ i dun really know how to say it but ~~ ya ~~ I like to listen to both of them.... but i like Yongguk's rapping a bit more :p
~B.A.P Leggo~
Day 21: Best singer
It is like day 19 - 21 is all asking you to choose between two ppl 0.0 ~~ well actually for all 3 ... i have one person that slightly wins in my heart ~~ For singing .... i like Youngjae's voice a bit more that Daehyun's ~~ Daehyun can reach a higher range and like everyone is impressive by his high notes ~~ but to me i like depth and like soul (i dunno how to describe it 0.0) a bit more... so i like Youngjae a bit more... but when Daehyun sang at the start of 'Badman' ~~ i like his voice there haha ~~ but in general... i like Youngjae's singing a bit more~~
~oohh oohhh ~~
Day 22: Funniest member
Isnt this like similar to the funniest quote thing ?? ~~ im so not good at the funny thing 0.0 .... hmmm how to choose the funniest member ~~ 0.0 sooo hard .... lets narrow it down ~~ maybe himchan or daehyun ..... jongup is kinda funny too with his randomness ~~ can i just skip this too haha ~~ i already narrowed it down to half of the group ~~ dont ask me about funniest ~~ im not good at this >< ....*run away and hide
Day 23: Cutest member cutest as in 最可爱? ~~ haha i will say zelo ~~ maknae ~~ hehe maknae is always in charge of cuteness :P ~~ He does quite a lot small adorable action .... ^^ ~~ In general ~~~ he is just really cute haha .... *pinch his cheeks
~귀요미 ^^~
Day 24: Your favourite B.A.P selca
How to choose only one haha ~~ i shall be fair to all 6 people ~~ A favourite selca for each member ~~ LEGGO ~~ ^^
Okay this is kinda hard than i expected 0.0 ~~ i cannot choose one haha ~~ himchan n daehyun have alot to choose from ~~ jongup and youngjae 0.0 ~~ no very good at the selca thingy ~~ and bbang ah ~~ haha i cannot choose ~~ hmmm i will just choose from recent selcas then
~BYG~
~KHC~
~JDH~
~YYJ~
~MJU~
~Zelo~
Day 25: Favourite B.A.P fancam
0.0!!! ~~~ I dun really watch Fancam eh ~~ like i really dont 0.0 ~~ i have only like watch a few fancam... only because the song was not out in album n i can only see the performance in concert... I think i only watch like sexy clap (quite a few times haha) and Bbang's sacramental confession (after very very very long) ~~ oh n maybe when they perfomed 'Excuse Me' at Live On Earth Seoul WANTED...So my fav like quite obviously is Sexy Clap in LOE LA .. cause thats the one that i watched the most haha ^^ ~~ since its clearer n can hear them clearly
Cr: YanisRei
Day 26: If you could swap personalities/bodies with one of
the members, who would it be and why?
I am happy with myself eh haha ~~ hmmmm....maybe .... wow i really dunno.... I like myself haha :P ~~ Hmmm in turn of bodies ~~ i would want to trade bodies with Zelo .... based purely on the fact that he is tall and if i traded bodies with him ~~ i can try on a lot of clothing and many clothing would look nice on me/him ~~ haha... yup thats it ~~ next day !!! :P
Day 27: If you had the choice to create B.A.P’s official
fandom name, what would it be?
wow.... this is hard >< ~~ hmmmm .... maybe ' Bunnies ' or like ' Tokki ' ...since it kinda fits in with their matoki thingy ~~ Bunnies will be pretty cute haha ~~ I'm a bunny :p ~~ well technically im kinda a rabbit so ~~ haha... but i doubt guy fans will like to be called bunny also hehe
Day 28: If you only had one thing to say to B.A.P, what
would you say?
Other the the obvious 'Saranghae' 'you guys are awesome' haha ~ i would probably tell them to not lose focus of what made them start in the 1st place.... their passion ... which is like the most important thing~~~ its easy for the industry to kinda 'eat you up' ~~ slowly develop both as an individual and as a group... find what is unique to B.A.P ... dont try to rush and try too many things at once (which is kinda what you guys are doing) ~~ if u do too much in a short time... you probably wont really grasp the attention of the public since they wont be really curious about you.... just stay real and be yourself.... and try not to overwork >< (though its happening now but ... ) ~~ anyway you guys are still young~~ so there is a lot of space to explore and develop ~~ slowly you will find your stand in the industry ^^ ~~ Hwaiting !!!
^^
Day 29: What would you do if you were stuck in the lift with
your B.A.P bias?
wow ok ~~ wait ~~ if i was stuck in a lift with anyone/alone i would probably scream and panic 1st and at the same time try to be like really calm~~ n then if there is no light i would probably be really scared and like start thinking of nonsense stuff >< ~~ so yup ~~ no like to be stuck in lift LIKE EVER ~~ no matter who is inside
sooo after all the panic/weird thoughts.... i would most probably be like ... 'Hi ~~ I really like what you are doing.... You guys are really awesome and keep up the good work with the music ^^ !' follow by maybe a 'Oppa saranghae ♥ !' ~~ then after that i would probably ask him about how he do music and stuff ~~ how it is like being able to create music that is heard by so many people .... where you get inspiration from .... own musical stand vs company musical stand ~~ so practically a lot of questions on music i guess haha ~~ or maybe can talk about Picasso ~~ since we both like it... i dunno 0.0 ~~ but most prob just music ~~ i really want to know
Day 30: “The reason why I love B.A.P is because…”
They really want to be doing what they are doing ~~ and are striving to achieve it....to be passionate is like really important... I always thought i would probably get not so deep into them ~~ but as time goes by ~~ instead of just liking their music... i like the group ~~ probably because you can really see that they are trying very hard to gain recognition in general .... so i really wan to see them succeed ^^ ~~ I find that they complement very well with each other too .... they may not be at the top yet in many areas but i can see that they are a group to look up for in the future.... Why I love B.A.P?? ~~ because they are Best , Absolute , Perfect ~~ haha such a smart ending :P ~~
I finally went to my 1st fashion show haha ~~ chanced upon it and saw that tics was like $40 for a day pass and $20 per show ~~ which i think is super cheap for a fashion show 0.0 ~~ It was FIDé Fashion Week 2013 and apparantley this is asia’s first complete fashion season ~~ there were quite a diverse amount of designers coming for the event but mostly around asia region ~~ I decided to go for the Pierre Balmain as well as the Bread & Butter show since i thought that would be the more age appropriate shows haha ~~ and since it was the kind of clothes that i really like too ~~ thanks to Eehui and Joey for accompanying me to the show hehe ^^ ♥♥♥ ~~
The day i chose was kinda like the opening show ~~ It was a wednesday so i went down after my theatre class ~~ kinda met joey halfway since i took mrt and then met eehui at the venue ~~ the show started late though ~~ there were like so many ppl with dresses and stuff 0.0 ~~ so kinda like not fit into the crowd again ~~ but i guess im used to it ~~ every time i go for something like art/drama stuff also like im the youngest there ~~ :p
When we finally enter the venue there was like a ballroom thingy ~~ for like guest to mingle around and stuff ~~ then u enter to the show area ~~ WOAH ~~~ i was so impressed when i walked into the show area.... i was expecting just a simple runway and stuff ~~ but an actual set was built up !!! ~~ with trees and shophouses ~~ it was really pretty ^^ ~~ but the space was like a bit small >< ~~ they wrote on the stage plan that there will be 5 rows in total ~~ but there were only 3 rows of chairs ~~ so we ended up standing for the 1st show ><
~Awesome set design~
~Runway~
The actual show was very disappointing though in my opinion :( ~~ I dont really think the collection was very cohesive and the clothes were not really to season too ~~ :( ~~ i really like the make-up though ~~ i thought the make-up was really well done ~~ but the clothes in general were quite :( ~~ I didnt really like any from Bread & Butter and i only like one of the vest/coat thingy for Pierre Balmain ~~ so i was a bit sad
I like this skirt ♥
As i mentioned before ~~ the set was like super awesome ~~ the shophouses had actual lounge in them for people ~~ most of the lounge were quite empty or in construction ... but the MCM lounge was awesome for certain reasons :P haha ~~ There were the figurine inside ^^ ~~ i got sooooo excited ~~~ cause i kinda look at them before .. and when i went to HK i went to look at them again ~~~ but the price is too much and not really worth for me to get them since im not a fan of MCM ~~ But they are still soooo adorable ^^ !!! ♥♥♥♥♥
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The whole show ended at around 9+ close to ten ~~ so ate dinner together (after rounds of walking around and finding places to nom nom ) ~~ and ended up at the food court haha ~~ It was kinda fun though ~~ despite the disappointment in the clothes display ~~ it was a cool experience since i nvr really went for a fashion event before~~ and i was happy that eehui and joey got along so well haha ^^ ~~ thanks again for going with me ^^ ~~ woooooooooohooooo ~~ haha
\^^/ i have officially ended my first paid theatre performance~~~ It started on 10/9/2013 to 22/9/2013 ~~~ this is definitely an awesome experience of my life~~~ and something that i would probably remember for a long time ^^
As mentioned before, I am taking a theatre mod so i knew of this performance as my teacher, nora samosir, was acting in it~~~she asked if anyone was interested cause they were looking for people ~~ so i said yes ~~ without thinking ~~ then i realize this clashes with F1 ~~ but everything work out in the end ^^ ~~ i went for both this performance and F1 ~~ Wooohhooooo ^^ hehe
The title of this play is called 'LIFT, love is flower the' by theatreworks~~ it is suppose to be love is the flower but LITF won't make sense haha ~~ this play is really abstract 0.0 ~~ when i saw the full run of the rehearsal ~~ i didnt really get the whole play ~~ until the director explained it ~~ i was like oohhhhhh ~~ haha #fail ..... It is suppose to be a play on how ur brain works ~~ the random thoughts flowing in and out of your mind ~~ which explains the randomness of the play ~~ it is really cool though once i understood the play ~~ something that will keep ppl thinkin even after the play ~~
This play was kinda about happiness too ~~ and they had the happiness event before this and so people kinda knew everyone ~~ but i managed to talk to people around me ~~ everyone was so nice and lovely ^^ ~~ i really enjoyed going there everyday even though it was tiring .... I could chat to everyone and i meet really nice people and had a lot of fun with them :)
Waiting Area
We also has a waiting area ~~ and there were 2 awesome beanbags !!! ~~ haha everytime i went there i would just plop and i will sink inside haha~~ sooooooooo AWESOME !! ~~ and they had a small pantry for us ~~ with old school cookies too ^^ ~~ like those traditional biscuits and they had sooo many variety ~~ I ate quite a bit of cookies hehe
*plop*
Although it wasn't a very big role..... i really enjoyed it ~~ mostly due to the people there ^^ ~~ I was part of a group of people and we were suppose to create a soundscape ~~ so i did alot of 'whoosh whoosh' sounds and 'tsk tsk' haha ~~ and the crew and cast were sooo nice ~~Noorlinah was one of the cast and she was really lovely ~~ she could remember my name after i told her once 0.0 ~~ i was soo amazed ... and i was nice seeing how the theatre works and how everything gel together and stuff ^^~~
Near to the end of the performance there were notes for us to write messages to each other.... I wrote letters to the people that i talk too ^^ ~~ i only been with them for a while which was really little ... everyone have been with everyone for months ~~ but i still meet really nice people so i wrote messages to them.... to my surprise i got many letters back too ^^ ~~reallly thank you because i wasnt expecting any letters since my NUS friends didnt write to me haha ~~
~Letters~
And in addition to the letters.... i got other gifts too ^^ ~~ I meet a girl , Biyu, and she is really lovely ~~ we talk a lot too and had a lot of fun with her ~~ she bought a flower and made a card for me :') ~~ sooo sweet ... i was soooo touched ... and she remembered that i like pink so she got me a pink flower ... it was so nice of her :') ~~ thank you sooo much
Thanks ^^ ♥
And i got Hershey kisses from ppl and cakes too ~~ ^^ ~~ from super lovely people ~~ It was all together a super fun experience and it made me super happy ^^ ~~ and to add to this already awesome experience ~~ i got paid 0.0 !! like woah ~~ i did not expect it but like ^^ !! my first paid performance ~~ as a rookie actor you dont get paid to perform very often so this is juz wow 0.0~~
And i am really glad i decided to sent N a text on the first day to ask if she wants to go to this event together ~~ I had tons of fun with her as well as her friend, Xiang.... and also philip that we met at 72-13~~ haha the NUS ppl as they call us~~ Super awesome time with them ^^
~Soundscape ppl~
On the last day of my performance, sam came to meet me and surprised me with a pink rose haha ~~ ^^ she said she wanted to get me a blue rose but it was all out of stock~~ haha thanks ^^ ~~ i was surprised that you brought me a flower~~ and even though u said u wanted to watch me perform ~~ i told you it was not necessary since i only appear for a while ~~ if i get casted for a real role ~~ then u can come watch with a blue rose haha :p
Thanks ^^
So me and sam decided to celebrate by eating korean BBQ~~ since we were near to chinatown ~~ and we ordered one bottle of soju to celebrate ~~ the outlet was amazing ~~ they played epik high song ~~ B.A.P mv and Bigbang/GD mv !! haha ^^!! awesome way to end my performance ~~ and the food was good too ^^
GOGI!!
And turns out ~~ we both got really red from soju drinking ~~ sam only drank like a small cup -.- and i drank like 3/4 of the bottle ~~ the soju itself was kinda not our taste so i mixed it with coke and spirit~~ woah ~~ my face was like really red afterwards and like im not drunk but like my body felt hot haha ~~ we took cab back and once i got out of the cab ~~ i got a bit dizzy haha ~~ so we wander around a bit before we went home~~ but thanks for celebrating with me haha ^^
Red face selca
hehe
I so far have done both school films and school theatre performance ~~ and i have done a short film outside of sch where i was involved in the whole process of making a flim directing/scriptwriting/acting (ECTV) ~~ and now i can add this theatre performance to the list ^^ ~~ I am really grateful for this opportunity and i hope that one day ~~ i will be able to do this as my job and do it forever ^^
"The default state of wisdom is nonsense~~The default state of the flower is love ~~The default state of the heart is broken, and yet it continues to beat~~ There is only one step to happiness" -insert whoosh whoosh sound -
F1 on 20/9/2013~~ Woohoo ~~~ this is the second time that they come for F1 ~~ the last time unfortunately they didnt come as 5.... but this is the first time all 5 of them are performing for F1~~ furthermore it has been a long time since i saw them as 5 ~~ their last comeback was almost a year and a half ago ... n i think alot of people are missing OT5 haha
Anyway F1 was on friday ~~ me and sam skipped lect for this ... n my performance was still going on but i didnt perform on friday for this ^^ ~~ i was sooo happy haha ... best of both worlds :p .... so on thurs night it was gala night for my performance.. details will be in another post~~ but the main point was that i had 2 glass of white wine on a semi-empty stomach .. n i got a text from my friend that people are queuing up already and there was a list 0.0 ~~ i was shocked cause i expected more people that last time but not overnight ~~ since i was the only one outside~~ i went to take a look at the queue ~~ but i wasnt feeling so well due to the white wine 0.0 ~~ and i didnt warn my mum about me potentially queuing overnight
When i reached there i was like shocked 0.0 ~~ i wasnt really in my right mind to think due to the alcohol but i was like ~~ ok im gonna juz write names on list and see how it goes~~ luckily Christine could come out and queue but i still needed someone to take over me cause i have to go home and wash up and take my stuff ~~ so thanks to weekiat that just came out juz to sit there and wait for Christine to come while i went home to wash up ~~ this whole thing was really unexpected and i was kinda annoyed too ~~ to be honest ~~ like i mean i did not expected this ~~ i was super shocked when i heard the 1st person actually started queuing since wed 0.0 ~~ so i took cab home..very briefly told my mum about the situation.. she didnt allow but like i told her i cant leave my friend there alone.. so she like 'just go ahead' ~~ i washed up and took cab back again ~~ but i am still in disbelief of the queue ~~ like wow .. and i kinda stayed up the whole night ~~ thanks to eehui for linking me videos that kept me occupied for quite some time~~ haiz things i do ~~ i was feeling really stupid then though.... like i could have slept nicely on my bed ~~and i think i like only sleep for less an hour
More than 100 infront of me :(
So the next day, Sam and Jessica took the 1st train here..... Christine went back home to sleep~~ i didnt go back because i thought it was not worth it ~~ and i wanted to get the stuff from fan sites ~~ YB518% were giving out fans at 8am ~~ that is really early in the morning~~ but i mean korea fansite stuff are like so nice ^^ .... so me and sam went to station around the area at 7.45 so that we could get the fan... so we were the 1st to get the fans and there were only like 2 small boxes available .. then when we went to get the fan i thought of buying breakfast since the hong kong fan site were giving out their stuff at 10am
When i bought breakfast n went back ~~ i suddenly saw a huge crowd of people around someone 0.0~~ it was like madness ~~ apparently there were a fansite that i didnt follow that were giving out stuff ~~ so there were giving out banners and fans ~~ i managed to get the fan but i didnt get the banner ~~ the banner ~~ woah 0.0 ~~ apparently people were fighting over it ~~ like fighting to the point of almost tearing the banner apart!! ~~ I have nvr seen that before like 0.0~~ and then the hongkong fansite started giving out the fans ~~ oh my ~~ the place was suddenly so chaotic ~~ like madness ~~ I have never seen that before 0.0 like never ~~ in terms of VIP ~~ people started running EVERYWHERE ~~~ and they push the fansite masters towards the barricade and like they just kept pushing her and took the fans themselves out of the bag ~~~ ITS SO RUDE -.-....i mean people are doing it for free and out of nice-ness so that everyone can support them together.... some of you guys never even say thank you... and then u take stuff out of ppl's bag n like ...juz .... im so disappointed....juz... wow (i will continue this at the end of this post)
Thanks for the fans ^^
At around 11pm, the guards arranged us to enter the barricade...so we all stood up and move into the barricade ~~ -.- wow ~~ when we stood up ~~ i can see the amount of rubbish that people threw on the floor... -.- seriously.... this will leave a very bad image of our fandom and like be responsible and throw away your own rubbish... at that point i was like already beyond mad....like suddenly the fandom was sooo different.... but seriously .. how hard is it for you to throw away your rubbish -.-
It was like super hot ~~ n i sweated like mad ~~~ if i sweated like mad ~~~ i cant imagine how other people would be feeling.... we were are in the same lane because the express lane was not yet opened ~~~~my only hope was the express lane because like i dun wan to stand at like far away when i stayed overnight to queue for this.....if i could get into the express lane ~~ there is still a chance that i will be able to be in the first row.....and the organizers were really nice too.... they started giving out free cups of water to all the people queuing there ^^ ~~ it was soo nice of them to do it
Queuing Tourture
~Gate 3~
At 3pm , the doors were suppose to open to let us in..... at 2pm i told my friends that we should leave the queue and like wait outside the express lane queue so that we will be able to enter the express lane....i dunno whether it was by luck or what.... once we got out of the queue ~~ the express lane opened 0.0 ~~ talk about good timing !! So we had 3 people in our group running ~~ once the gates open, everyone started running... we kinda had an advantage cause like we were here before and so we know the way to the stage ~~ n the people behind us didnt know where to go because i could hear then discussing ~~ i was really amazed that I still can run ~~ i was the last in our group to run but i ended up reaching there 1st ~~ YEAH \^^/ I still can do this ~~ im still not old 0.0 haha ~~ so we ended up at the 1st row of the extended stage .... *phew ~~ the overnight thing was worth it .... but the stage was really tall 0.0 !! ~~ like we were at the extended stage but we couldn't see anything at the main stage.... but i would choose extended stage over main stage since they always do their fan-service at the extended stage~~
My view ^^
At 1st i thought i wouldn' t be able to go out and walk walk because this time round... we were all like already in the fan zone ~~~ everyone was siting down and it would be difficult to get out and stuff .... i was really upset because i missed the sports car rounds :( ~~ but luckily i have to collect banner that i order from the fansite and the admin was in the other pen ~~ so i kinda very difficultly made my way out and then i was like FREEDOM ~~ haha ~~ i collected my banner and then walk walk time ^^ YEAH !! ~~~ when i went out ~~ I met Shuying and i was like wow ~~ so we walked together and she went to get drink n stuff while i waited for her by watching the 2nd round of practice~~ i stood there for 10 minutes without earplugs and i thought i was going to go deaf haha !! .... i semi had a headache due to the sounds but i was sooo happy ^^ ~~ at least i got to see some cars n not stay at the fanzone the whole day ^^
~the vintage cars that are always there ~
~Vroom Vroom ~
So this year~~ Bigbang was the only performance at the padang stage ..... so we have to sit there and wait until like 11.30pm 0.0..... everybody started standing up at 9pm and sit .. and then stand at 10pm and sit ..... n the cycle continue ~~ I just sat throughout cause the not sleeping thing was getting to me and i juz slept haha ~~~ but some fans were really -.- ~~ they were complaining why the F1 practice race were taking soo long... and how there shouldn't even have the F1 event ~~ 0.0 the last time i check the main focus of the event is F1 ~~~ just patiently wait for their performance ...... If there is no F1 ..... there would be no Bigbang too... ok??
~The stage at night~
~Song List ~
So finally the concert started with photos of them on the screen ~~ the background was the same one as alive ~~and the live band was here with them too ^^ ~~ this was like a mini concert for them ~~ they perform about 15 songs and GD and Riri perform "crooked" and "gotta talk to you" ~~~ haha so awesome..... n this year the amount of crown lightstick was more than the first time they came for F1~~ so that was good ^^ ~~ i see a lot of people with merch n stuff ~~~ and also the fanchant was like awesome !! ~~ i saw a fan-account floating around that no one shouted anything for them esp for YB, DS n SR ~~ but it was not true eh ~~ my area the fanchant was like really good and we had alot of people shouting for everyone ~~
I put my hoodie over the barricade because i didnt bring my towel and i wanted to be fair so i didnt hang my 'Seungriya' slogan~~~then the girl beside me kept pushing over -.- ~~ she touch my hoodie then throughout the concert she slowly move towards me ~~ and i know i was pushed cause my hoodie was like my mark ~~ n waaahhh ~~ everytime riri was to walk over ~~ she will like lift up her slogan so high and it will totally block my view of the whole right of the extended stage -.- ~~~n she scream until like im super afraid she will lose her voice ~~ like i dont mind that u show support by raising slogan ~~ but hers is really blocking everyone ~~ n my audio n video can totally hear her 0.0 ~~ i tried to take photo but i just focus on video afterwards cause my pic is like totally blur ~~ haha ~~ sam took audio of the whole concert
♥T.O.P♥
♥Seungri♥
♥Daesung♥
Bigbang as usual was awesome~~~ i mean like they are bigbang haha ~~ no bias intended :P .....I think Daesung's voice really improved alot throughout the years ~~ It was good to see T.O.P out of his cave n he did beatbox ^^~~ Seungri improved alot too ~~ Youngbae did great as usual ~~ he did not do alot of ad-lib~~ i prefer it that way cause his ad-lib sometimes haha ~~ but the 'chilli crab and pepper crab and nandos' rap haha *clap *clap~~ I feel that GD was straining his voice throughout though ~~ a bit worried for him ~~ the poor guy needs some rest :(
As usual ~~ i was the pretty calm one ~~ i had no feeling again seeing them ~~ but i was really happy for them cause this year ~~ the screams was like WOAH !! ~~and the chant ~~ so proud haha ... and all of them was in a really good mood due to the awesome crowd response~~ Daesung waved at me again ~~ i always managed to get something from him ~~ maybe cause i kept calling out for him ~~ cause sam is afraid to call and i wanted daesung to look in our direction ~~ since sam is having a difficult time controlling her emotions haha :P ~~ i think youngbae heard me though ~~ he was saying stuff about his new album ~~ n went he finished he was looking at my directions ~~ so i shouted really clearly word by word ' Youngbae oppa, Hwaiting' ~~ then he was like looking at me when i said it n then look away when i finished ~~ so i dunno whether he was like staring into space or he saw me haha ~~ I kinda shouted 'Please rest' to GD too ~~ when he said about how he was really busy ~~ i think GD did spot my camera or something but I'm not really sure .... n Mr Choi Seunghyun ~~ i saw that u wanted to laugh halfway when u were singing haha :P
♥BIGBANG♥
So when the concert ended ~~ everyone crowded and went out ~~ like human traffic jam ~~ people didn't throw away their rubbish again -.- ~~ me and my friends did pick up some rubbish at our side since we are throwing away our own rubbish... people haiz ~~ and lucky I called taxi beforehand .... i heard people waited like 2 hours for taxi after the concert ~~ although it was tiring ~~ it was all good.... I feel stupid everytime i queue overnight and stuff ~~ but after the concert im like ~~ its all worth it after seeing them performance ~~ haha
One of my V.I.P friend said that this year will be her last year ~~ i don't know whether it is true haha ~~ but she is more of a cassiopeia~~ so i dunno also ~~and this kinda made me think when will i let bigbang go ~~ maybe nvr ~~ i dunno ~~ i have been with them for 3 years~~ Bigbang is pretty much very stable ~~ so i 放心 to let them go ~~~ but i mean ~~ i still really ♥ them ~~ but seeing how the V.I.P fandom change throughout the years ~~ i used to think that this fandom was one of the better kpop fandom ~~ we used to be so chill and like friendly with each other... but new fans starting to change it ~~ causing fan wars ~~ stalking bigbang (We never ever really had sasaeng fans until recently :( ) ~~ and during F1 ~~ pushing admin to get stuff .. snatching banners ~~ wow :( ~~and also scolding others members in Bigbang and saying they should not exist ... You can have a bias but if u truly like bigbang ~~ i think it shld always be OT5 > ur bias ... n u shldnt tell certain members that they shouldn't exist~~ i mean during alive tour ~~ people were still queuing up nicely to get fan site stuff ~~ people were all so nice telling you where you can get stuff ~~ but this time round at F1 0.0 ... i was really disappointed in the fandom :( ~~ but what to do :(
But as for me ~~ i will still be along with Bigbang ~~ as long as their hearts dont change... they are gaining more and more success which is really good for them ^^~~but it is true that the fandom do reflect on their idols ~~ maybe giving the new fans more time ~~ they will be more chill n respectful ~~ i can only hope right??
But in general ~~ Thank you Bigbang for coming to Singapore again ~~ I know you guys are very busy .. and you all still came to perform in Singapore... I am really grateful ^^ ~~ but remember to take a break k ~~ especially you Mr Kwon~~ Your fans will be able to wait patiently for you guys ^^
