I have too much drafts piling up O.O ~~ need to clear all post ASAP haha ~~ lucky now its like recess week !! ~~ so i shld clear as many drafts that i have ~~if i have time that is >< ~~~ since i have a mid-term this sem have to study 0.0
Lets see ~~ New Year 1st ~~ well as always ~~ i spent new year at home ~~ but i think a few days after the new year ~~ my family decided to go on an impromptu trip to Johor ~~ like 3 days 2 nights haha ~~ so it was cool since we didnt go on a holiday in december ~~ and well Johor is still a getaway right :p
We stayed in KSL as like the last time we went to johor ~~ but my dad told me that there was a dinosaur park tickets that was given free with the hotel stay ~~ i was so excited you have no idea ~~ cause i mean ~~ A DINOSAUR THEME PARK ~~ and guess what -.- ~~ turns out ~~ it was juz a small kid pool like park ~~ like wow man ~~ wow ~~ come lets talk about disappointment... but at least there were really cool moving dinosaur figures ~~ that was cool ~~ but comeon ~~ it is no where near like theme park >:|
Very impressive entrance
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Johor was pretty standard though ~~ we went to Johor Premium Outlet ( or peanut world as my mum pronounce it that one time wrongly haha ) ~~ this time round it was good haha ~~ i got quite a bit of clothing and it was good ~~ cause i mean kinda dont have to worry about CNY ~~ but i bought like skirt and jacket :p ~~ so i mean haha ~~ then again at least i have new clothes ^^ ~~ nothing pretty much happened ~~ juz shopping and stuff ~~ so yeah !! ~~ and i found something really amazing ~~ a coconut ~~ like a round flesh and juice only coconut !! ~~ 0.0 ~~ the guy was so skillful in cutting all the husks off it ~~ and it ended up with a round plop of edible flesh that pop-out of the husk 0.0 ~ super duper awesome
Coconut 0.0
Nxt would be CNY ~~ I never really anticipate CNY alot ~~ cause i have quite a ~~ lets put it 'dramatic' family background and i do not even interact with this one uncle due to reason and i think i only saw him like really once a year no joke ~~ and if that uncle is there ~~ my mum wont be and so on ~~ so ya ~~ CNY is quite umm standard i guess ~~ since i dont really fancy nomnom-ing CNY goodies too ~~ so CNY is just like gambling n angbao ._.
This year CNY was epic though ~~ cause me ~~ yes me ~~ i got a fever 0.0 ~~ i dont even rmb the last time i got a fever ~~ i think it was like super long ago ~~ its so ironic cause dennis gets sick every year during CNY ~~ so i guess this time round ~~~ its me ~~ haha fever somemore ~~ not like a normal cough or flu ~~ n guess what ~~ during the eve of CNY ~~ i heard really loud siren noises ~~ like omg the next moment i saw fire engine entering my condo 0.0 ~~ THEN I SAW POLICE CAR ~~~ OMG i was so scared >< !!! i didnt see any smoke though ~~ but im super confirmed that there must have been a fire in my condo 0.0 ~~ like omg man !! i was so afraid >< ~~ fire is well ~~ fascinating yet terrifying ><
And then there was this lame joke about 马上有钱 ~~ and then dennis took out his horses and did it too haha ~~ it is quite adorable actually ^^ ~~
马上有钱
There is one thing i always see during CNY ~~ is that ppl will post photo of OOTD ~~ haha i think if fine ~~ but it is kinda funny when they put #mandatory ~~ cause my cousin was sayin ' its like people forced you to take the photo and post it on insta' haha ~~ but i wore very colourful and print like for the 1st day ~~ very very jap i would say haha ~~ VERY JAP :p ~~ i did take a photo but did not put it anyway so ~~ here it is haha ~~ #notmandatory
OOTD #notforced :p
The 1st day is pretty basic ~~ gamble and angbao ~~ Second day i went houses without my mum n dad ~~ cause of 'drama' ~~ and i went to visit my uncle dogs ^^ ~~ and then ~~ i met that uncle ~~ and his wife >< ~~ Im not one to really be annoyed but his wife ~~ lets just say ~~ I feel that she is really really not a good person ._.
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The hightlight of this year CNY would prob be the 3rd day ~~ haha it was so cool !! ~~ I played firecrackers for the 1st time ever !! It is way louder than i expected haha ~~ but it was sooo dope !! we hanged it up at my uncle house in Johor and dennis lit the thing ~~ haha we were all scared at 1st ~~ only one of my uncle where like juz fearless ~~ cause when opening/hanging some of the firework will drop ~~ so you can actually lit a single firecracker~~ and he just lit it and threw it ~~ like wow 0.0 ~~ and since dennis was the bravest one among us ~~ he decided to lit the big one ~~ and he kept hesitating until my uncle went to hold the firecrackers for him to lit it ~~ i mean wow ~~ my uncle is soo brave 0.0 ~~ and then bakbakpakpakbakbakpak hahhaha ~~ it was cool to have at least played it once ^^
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The aftermath haha
So i guess that is a very brief summary on new year haha ~~ cause i mean i guess nothing very intresting happen~~ sick/fireworks ~~ shld be the highlights haha ~~ OH YA ~~ and flappy bird yes ~~ flappy bird was ~~ ummm ~~ very time occupying haha >< ~~so yup ~~~ ummm happy belated new year :p
I wanna dance dance dance dance dance ~~~ Fantastic Baby !!! ~~ haha okay ~~ Im a bit out of my mind (yes a bit) ~~ having lecture now and blaming sam for why i am in sch (as usual) ~~ i really wonder why i bother to come sch even though i dont hear anything the lecturer have to say ~~
So lets talk about me ~ lets talk about you ~~ lets talk about love ~~ hahahahaha ~~ ahem no ~~ lets talk about end year gayo daejun (or daejoon (?) i dunno ) ~~ 2014 still blogging about 2013 ~~ i am not slow ~~~ i am just .... you know.... creating suspense heheheh ~~~okayIadmitImlazy -.-
There is a reason why I'm blogging about it ~~ cause technically its juz another performance haha ~~~ but there is something else that i want to say ~~ which is why i am doing a post on gayo ~~ sooo i only watch SBS and MBC one ~~ cause BB obviously go for SBS ~~ and then BAP only went for these two ~~ oh yup ^^
Firstly SBS Gayo ~~ it was a bit difficult for me to stream it cause like i was outside that day ~~ and i dont have to worry for GDYB cause i mean ~~ confirm their stage is towards tha back ~~ Im only afraid of missing B.A.P one ~~ and the Hip-hop collab thingy~~ so I kinda open streaming and queue for show luo autograph session at the same time haha ~~ so amazed that I can stream and walk at the same time ~~ it was a shock that mobile streaming was not laggy though ~~ I don't remember much from B.A.P performance ~~ they did a dance intro together right ~~ that was kinda cool ^^ !! ~ then GDYB was cool too ~~ YB sang 1am ~~ I wan that song YG ~~ release his album already !! >:( ~~ then there was a combine performance thing by everyone at the end ~~ GDYB had soo much screen time in the song hahha ~~ not shock but still very happy ~~ they filmed YB until like angel with the light shining behind him ~~ and wow B.A.P ~~ their screentime ~~ I dun even have time to react and then they are gone -.- ~~ wow ~~ but like ya ~~ still relatively young and from small company ~~I can understand ~ I know a lot of ppl complain about it ~~ but I realize brown eyed girls also has little time ~~ that is more unfair ~~ so ya SBS >:|
~ GDYB ~
The camerawork ~~ wow the camerawork >< !! It was sooo wow >< !! ~~ SBS don't u usually have really good cameraman ?? ~~ wad happened ?? ~~ I was very upset but I was most upset during the Hiphop stage were they TOTALLY didn't film bbang at ALL when it was his part to rap -.- ~~ and then waaaa when GDYB ended ~~ they hugged ~~ and what did u film ?? Their feets from under the stage -.- ~~ wow I get it ~~ they have nice shoes and ur stage is cool ._.
How can you miss this kind of moment -.-
Cr: With-gdragon
I usually really like SBS cause they are really good with BB ~~ u may say a little bias ~~ BB inki stage time allowance ~~ and many more ~~ but there is a rumor that SBS was rude to a lot of people ~~ I'm takin it with a grain of salt cause u nvr know if it is true ~~ but they were like 'who is bap' and they were rude to babyz and many other fans ~~ wow -.- ~~ that is so unprofessional of SBS~~ i mean even if a band who is not famous were to go to your show ~~ you shld at least know that there is that band ~~ its like if a reporter were to write a report about B.A.P ~~ they may not have to recognize who is who ~~ but they shld know that they are a kpop boy band and there are 6 members~~ so i am upset and disappointed at them >:(
~B.A.P~
Now to MBC Gayo ~~ I was so proud of jongup having a dance solo haha ~~ i think i nvr seen them with a solo stage before with the exception of Bbang ~~ or maybe i forgot ~~ but jongup looks cool in his solo ^^
Sooo the main point of why i am writing this post ~~ is because im a bit upset ~~ okay maybe more than a bit upset ~~ >< ~~ because what i was really looking forward to was the hip-hop collaboration ~~ I even made sam alight the MRT cause the stream was soooo not loading underground when their performance was coming ~~ *hehehe thank you sam ~~~ but i was a bit disappointed at it ~~ the stage overall was pretty good though ~~ although it is a bit messy and stuff ~~ and camera !!! yes the camera ~~~ AGAIN -.- ~~~ i mean Bbang only got like have such a little part ~~ and when he did his part ~~ U TOTALLY NO CAPTURE HIM!!! SERIOUSLY -.- ~~~ imma upset man ~~ :( ~~ i mean not only him but zico/baro/rap monster ~~ all only have a little part too ~~ I'm actually not very upset about them having a little part ~~ Im more upset over other stuff ~~ but it was good to see him enjoying himself on stage :) ~~ he seems to really have fun over it.
Cr: Killerbang
What im really upset about Tiger Jk treated the performance >:( !! ~~ i mean i can understand that there will be may fans that will anticipate the performance cause their idol are performing in it ~~and they will be upset cause their idol didnt get alot of showtimes ~~ because i myself thought it will be more like random rap combination performance together ~~ something like epik high/ dynamic duo/ simon D did before ~~ so i can understand how Tiger Jk wan to make it clear that their performance time wont be alot ~~ and like how it more of a show-up ~~ but the way he put it was upsetting ~~
It was already upsetting enough that SBS state it was a collab but it technically was not really ~~ Tiger Jk wrote on his twitter that the performance was not a collab ~~ but more like a cameo to support MFBTY ~~ okay ~~ cameo ~~ seriously ~~ cameo >:( ~~ i know it may not be such a big deal but to me it kind of is ~~ like how bbang name is not really under producer in the album ~~ Cameo is quite a not very good way to put things ~~ and he being someone who do hiphop/music shld know this well ~~ which is why u see in alot of hiphop track they put 'Featuring"/Feat instead ~~ and like even if someone have a short appearance in a film ~~ featuring is also used instead of cameo ~~ it is a professional courtesy thing~~ so i dunno ~~ i m very upset by maybe his usage of words ~~ cause i mean idk ~~ it sounds very 自大 to me ~~ like 'look they are juz hear to support me that's it' ~~ it could be that they all really have fun and enjoy it ~~ but i thought he could have been more careful of his choice of words ~~i mean for someone that stood up to music ~~ he definitely shld have know the diff between cameo n feat ~~ so ya ~~ i was very upset :(
Anyway ~~ this post took be damm long to complete haha ~~cause it keep sitting in my draft and i didnt have time to finish it ~~ but ya ~~ i still have quite a lot to blog about ~~ they are all in my draft ~~ but i have other things to do ~~ sooo haha willl blog when im more free (?) ~~ :p
안녕하세요~ 우린 비에이피 ~ Yes Sir !! 반갑습니다 ~ haha yes nice to meet you guys indeed ~~ (such a smart way to start this haha :p ) ~~ anyway ~~ as i said in my BB post last year ~~ i would dedicate a post to these 6 boys during their anniversary ~~ so this is me keeping my promise !! *clap clap
Happy 2nd year anniversary 밥 ~~ hehehe ~~ it has only been two years but it feels longer than two years ~~ but yet sometimes i still think they are a very young band ~~ Technically speaking they are not that young after all ~~ i mean look at the influx of bands nowadays ~~ but to me ~~ there are still very young and fragile haha ~~ soo not in a position like rookies but newcomer ?? ~~ i dunno how to explain haha
With B.A.P ~~ my journey with them is quite different i would say ~~ I never thought that i would have like really really like another band quite as much as Bigbang ~ With B.A.P~~ i never went through the stage of spazz(?) / fangirl when i watch their video ~~ like i did with BB when I 1st saw them ~~ With BB it was always like 'wow they are doing their thing and being awesome' when i see them on stage ~~ but i have sort of a protective mindset over B.A.P (maybe cause got dongsaeng?) ~~ i wont be extremely harsh on them but when they do well or perform well i would be very proud~~ In fact i think im harsher with BB than with B.A.P haha ~~ when I see BB live in concert ~~ i was like '我哥哥们真的很厉害' ~~ but when i saw B.A.P in concert ~~ i was like ' I am so proud of them doing this ' with a little of ' wow Zelo is really REALLY good ' ~~ maybe to me ~~ success comes very easily for BB now (cause they already been through alot and proof themselves) ~~ i mean they are such an established band ~~ but for B.A.P ~~ i really want them to go far and support them to reach success to the point where i can safely let go ~~ not quit fandom but ~~ for them to be like BB and achieve success and recognition everywhere
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Just similar to how Gtop bought me into BB ~~ someone bought me into B.A.P as well ~~ but it was soo different ~~ I like Gtop music and thus i heard BB and i like them too ~~ for them ~~ one fine day i heard this guy rap ~~ and i was like ~~ wow ~~ like WOW ~~ and the hoodie over his head was a big bonus too :p ~~ but i didnt pay that much attention ~~ then 'I Remember' came out ~~ woah ~~ woah ~~ red hair too ~~ n the MV was so awesome ~~ i remebered telling everyone to watch this mv ~~ cause i thought the mv itself was really nice ~~ and then i recall seeing this guy before ~~ then i was like WOAH ~~ need to pay attention ~~ cause i really like how he sound ~~ then one fine day my friend told me that he was going to be in a group and i was so upset ~~ cause at that time kpop group to me is all like you know SHINee ~~ not that i have anything against them but they are not my style ~~ then Bang&Zelo came out ~~ the teaser ~~ WOAH ~~ i was so happy for the teaser ~~ and then 'Never give up' ~~ wow wow wow ~~ i was totally not expecting it ~~ like i was sooooo disappointed ~~ but suddenly B.A.P teaser came out ~~ so i was like if the mv is turning out to be so diff from the teaser ~~ imma just be majorly upset ~~ but it didnt haha ~~ so which is why im typing this now~~ ^^
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B.A.P also went through a hit and pass with me ~~ i almost stop during Power era ~~ but im glad i didnt ~~ although it is a bit financially difficult to be supporting two bands >< ~~ especially with them releasing so many albums at once ~~ but i got a very good feeling about them ~~ i see that many people are slowly giving up on them cause they may have not achieve what other group that debut at the same time have ~~ all the xmm are like they are still the kings but they wan people to know that they are kings ~~ but those older than me are so upset that they are not on par with other groups ~~ too me ~~ i think they are still very young ~~ give them a few more years ~~ Im sure they can prove that they are really awesome to many people in the future~~
Bbang 's determination and dedication make me really glued to the group ~ his beliefs and views are really something ~~ and i am waiting for the day where he will release an album that he really wants to release and there will be no restriction from the company ~~Himchan ~~ Oppa im sorry >< ~~ i dont really pay that much attention to you compared to others cause ~~ erm u not dongsaeng ~~ and there yongguk >< ~~ haha but i was waiting for a day where your voice really shine ~~ and i found it in '1004' teaser ~~ i was so amazed ^^ ~~ and you please take care of urself ~~ same for ur chingu ~~ eat more >< ~~ Daehyun ah ~~ you also take care of urself ~~ with all the long notes pulling ~~ ur voice must really take care cause once you are not careful :( ~~ Ya ~~~ Youngjae ~~ you relax a bit haha ~~ i feel very contradicted with you ~~ sometimes u very stern/serious ~~ sometimes u very crazy and loose ~~ haha i dunno ~~ and you ~~ 越来越帅哦~~ jonguppie ~~ hehe ~~ i think i abit 疼 you the most ~~ must be the same age as my brother thing ~~ that moment when u got a solo in gayo i was soo proud haha ~~ and sometimes i feel that you should have a bit more confidence in urself~~ but \^^/ yeah jongup ~~ and zelo ~~ junhong i think u are juz one awesome dude ~~ so young yet u do so well ~~ stage presence ~~ photo presence ~~ everything ~~ but dont hurry up to grow up k ~~ cause i got a vibe from you like a bit 小大人 ~~ but in general ~~ B.A.P ~~ waiting for one day that you guys are able to control the stage really well ^^
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B.A.P have bought me many new experiences too ~~ 1st overseas concert in Hong Kong ~~ haha that was crazy packing lightstick there and stuff ~~ a totally different concert experience both in HK and SG ~~ my 1st press con that i went ~~~ that was sooo crazy i genuinely wanted to juz leave the venue~~ i mean please do know when to keep quiet >< ~~ B.A.P got me a bias which i thought was not very possible ~~ haha ~~ B.A.P like BB allow me to make friends too ~~ but B.A.P got me cross country friends ~~ that was pretty different haha ~~ and as much as i dont wan to say this cause i dunno whether you read my blog often haha ~~ B.A.P is kinda like one of the reason why eehui and me became pretty close ~~ cause i mean we talk about them very often ~~ Im really lucky to have friends that like the same band ~~
Anyway B.A.P is still young ~~ dont ask me to choose between BB and B.A.P ~~ because its really not possible ~~ although some times it may seem that i like BB more than them or the other way around ~~ but lets put it this way ~~ I am proud of BB but I 疼 B.A.P (?) ~~ i dunno haha ~~ to be fair ~~ i was with BB longer but i have been with B.A.P from the very beginning ~~ give them time ~~ i keep sayin this ~~~ but really give them time ~~ you will never know what they may turn out to be ~~ and its gonna be a good one~~ ^^ ~~ their 1st album is coming out too ~~ after hearing the medley today ~~ im anticipating ~~~ hehehe 화이팅!!
hahahaha ~~~ this is sooo late ~~ but hahaha ermmm ~~ Merry Christmas ?? ~~ haha my favourite holidays like EVAR!!
This year i spent Christmas in SG~~ which is a change since usually i would be in HK/Shenzhen at this timing ~~ so it is exciting since i get to put up a Christmas tree ^^ !! ~~ i cant remember when was the last time that i put up a christmas tree ~~ i like Christmas tree soo much ^^ !! haha and of course the presents that comes underneath it
~Soo many presents ^^ ~
This year was fun~~ and tiring as well ~~ i ALMOST died in orchard road ~~ YES DIED !!~~~ from shopping ~~ OMG wow ~~ soo much people i cannot man ~~ wow ~~ lesson learnt ~~ shall go xmas shopping WAY earlier next year~~ and since im in SG this year ~~ i decided to do a little surprise for everyone haha ~~ and it worked out great ^^ hehe
I decided to make a snowglobe ~~ and wow ~~ my clay and my oven kinda spoilt -.- ~~ my clay were super hard and the clay softener did nothing to soften it ~~ then halfway my oven spoilt !!! ~~ oh my >< the wire was loose or something and it kept turning off and on ~~ and i burnt the clay -.- ~~ haiz what a wrong timing ~~ i wanted to go shopping for small figurines to put in the snowglobe but i couldnt find any ~~ and i was pretty poor at that time too haha ~~ so have to make do with the clay ~~ but im glad it turned out fine ^^ ~~ and the fake snow is sooo soooo pretty!!!
I wanted to buy stockings too ~~ but i couldnt find one of an appropriate size ~~ so i ended up sewing them~~ and lets just say my sewing skills is still... hmm .... need improving ~~ haha ~~ i nvr did so many things at one go and i kind of overestimated myself with the time~~ its okay when u do one ~~ but when you do 3 ~~ its >< wow ~~ i was so worried it wouldnt arrive before xmas !!! ~~ cause you know mail during the season ~~ wow but singpost is so efficient !! ~~~and i am so happy that the response was good ^^ !! haha SURPRISE !! It must feel really good to receive something by mail during xmas ♥ ~ so i felt really happy doing it ^^
And i made cards also ~~ for my family too ^^ ~~ and put it at their bedside ~~ hehe so surprise too !!! ~~ so proud of myself :P ~~ this year was a good xmas~~
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TADAH !!!
Xmas was sooo awesome ^^ ~~ opening the gifts at midnight !! ~~ thanks to everyone that got me gifts ~~ whether it was belated or not ~~ thank you !! ^^ ~~ and wow ~~ dennis bought me earphones on top stuff he already bought for me ~~ i was soooooo touched :') ~~ cause he said his beats were lousy and like he wanted me to have something good ~~ and wow ~~ just wow ~~SOOooo happy ^^
And Christmas morning came ~~ and TADAH!!! Xmas cake ^^ !! hehehhehehehhehehehheeh~~~ and i did managed to get the snowman cake that i wanted ~~ my dad did ordered it in the end !! and it taste good eh ~~ i nvr though polar cakes to be good ~~ but this cake was good !!! and its so adorable ^^~~
SNOWMAN!!
Since my relatives came over for Christmas ~~ we spent Christmas showing them around ~~MBS and stuff ~~ and went to eat at night in Town ~~ and they were SOOO many people there !! ~~ and i met a really cool guy there ~~ he was on the street holding up a sign ' say what i can do to make ur day ' ~~ and like no one was paying any attention to him at all ~~ which was really sad ~~ i stop my family and i walked towards him ~~ i asked him ' so i tell you what you can do to make my day and you will do it' ~ he say that he would try ~~ so i asked him to sing me a christmas song ~~ then he said he cant really sing and he dont know any xmas songs haha ~~ then i ask him why he was doing this ~~ then he said he wanted to just give back to the community in his own way ~~ after much persuation he still didnt sing ~~ so i asked him for a hug instead haha ~~ he was so nice and even offered to buy a drink for my cousin ~~ that was really cool of his to do it ~~ ^^
Then the next day ~~ i bought my cousin to USS and the adults went around sentosa ~~ USS is still the same haha ~~ but i didnt know the roller-coaster were close down ~ >< ~!!! that was soooo upsetting ~~ and they changed the track of the Mummy roller-coaster to a shorter route ~~ Dennis was so disappointed >< !! i was too~~~ and it was so sad that i couldnt allow my cousin to sit on the rollercoaster :( ~~ then my uncle took alot of photos and we also did a mandatory shot (-.- yes mandatory) in front of the USS globe ~~ and wow i didnt realize this ~~ but Dennis is SOOO TALL 0.0 !! look at the height difference !!
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So Chirstmas this year was really awesome~~ but SG really lack Christmas decoration though ~~ Hong kong ones were really pretty ~~ and i thought orchard deco were a bit lacking :( ~~but still it was good ^^ ~~ i can spend Xmas with my friends which was something that was awesome ~~ although i do miss HK Disneyland fake snow and Christmas spirit ~~ USS did not really have any Christmas atmosphere at all >< !! so sad ~~ but still it was a good Christmas !! with the tree and the presents and the friends and family ~~ and not forgetting all the gingerbread mans that i bought *cough or made my parents buy for me *cough ~~ it was a holiday filled with love ^^♥♥♥
Well HAPPY 2014 haha ~~ i still haven posted about xmas ~~ still lying in my draft somewhere ~~ will post it some haha ~~ when im done with it :P ~~ and have to deal with cleaning my room too ~~ so wow ~~ and a lot of stuff that i want to do ~~ oh and about Gayo ~~ and stuff ( yes >:( my upsetness with some )
Anyway thats was not why i wanted to type this ~~ i just wanted to say something too about the current very popular issue ~~ revolving around my friend/schoolmate ~~ Some points that she mentioned where some points that i have always been telling my friends about ~~its just some thoughts i always had and not directed to that issue ~~ and some stuff i learnt about this issue~~ so ya ~~ juz something i want to say~~
About creativity ~~ I would hands down agree if u ask me this a few years back~~ but as i think about throughout the years ~~ indeed there are increasing no of artistic venue being build and stuff ~~ like the schools ~~ and SG also increase arts events and also the free museum thing (Which make me a very happy girl) ~~ but i feel~~ what shld be changed ~~ is not to encourage creativity but to embrace it first ~~ people need to embrace the concept of creativity before even trying to be creative ~~ i do agree that it is also the people you meet that matter ~~ but being someone ~~ that was very very badly criticized by peers and teachers about creativity ~~ it leaves a scar on you (a huge one) ~~ and lets not talk about it (i scared i cry) ~~ unless i wan to in future posts ~~ its not about not liking the ideas but saying the idea is wrong ~~ how can an idea be wrong ??!! ~~ i think people need to except that not only 'normal/usual/ things are right and the rest are wrong ~~ what makes those thing 'normal' in the 1st place is due to the widely acceptance of that idea~~ so what makes something new/different wrong ??!! ~~ people's perspective is still a very important factor~~
And also ~~ if every single person were creative ~~ there would be lesser ppl to you know ~~ be amazed/wow/appreciate the creative product of that person ?? ~~ Its like someone with no piano background could be amaze at someone playing a very basic and simple piece~ while someone who knows piano ~~ would know that its actually quite simple~~ so if everyone were like soo creative ~~ who is to appreciate them ?? ~~ and what makes the creative idea unique then? ~~
Education system ~~ nvr like the system ~~ prob never will ~~ but then again ~~ i dont like sch ~~ so ~~ cant say this is all the system fault ~~ but our system 'punishes' people that cant study and make them feel bad about themselves ~~ have to say that thats not right ~~ im quite lucky that my parents somehow do no enforce grades on me ~~ and neither do i care bout it ~~ but still homework literally ALMOST kill me ~~ and study ~~ like people have no idea ~ during JC ~~ my whole personality changed and it was soo hard for me ~~ and what can i do ~~ nothing ~~ because the thought of a degree is so important ~~ it is not getting one that counts ~~ but not getting on that matters
However ~~~ you can always make time for things you like ~~ like me ~~ i learned to do stuff i want ~~ even if it is so small scale that only i see it ~~ such as vlogging or this blog ~~ or drawing ~~ and sure i sacrifice my time to sleep ~~ but at least i am happy about it ~~ you always make time for stuff u like doing ~~ and not juz blame it on having very little time ~~ so ya ~~
Another thing ~~Music~~~ you do not ~~ i REPEAT ~~~ DO NOT come to me about music if you have no valid point or like nothing better to say ~~ ANY MUSIC ~~~ LIKE music in general !! ~~ or i dont know what i will do man ~~ like seriously ~~ it's okay if you hate a song or like a song ~~ its a preference ~~ but to say a song shldnt exist or like its so bad ~~ that is not okay ~~ or any personal attacks on the artist ~~ and for someone who wants to be in the industry ~~ the more you shld know to be respectful about it ~~ when i was 12 and i wanted to be in the industry ~~ i made a promise to myself to never download illegally any music as it was a form of respect to the people that made them ~~ cause if i were to be in the industry one day ~~ i would not want people to 'steal' my music ~ and i kept the promise until now ~~ that like almost 10 years~~ so i dont get it ~~ that someone doesn't respect music and yet wants to pursue it ~~ all form of music are music ~~ there is no genre of music that is less awesome than another genre ~~ it a preference
Do I like my country ?? yeah ~~ my friends and family are here ~~ i have stuff to look forward to every year ~~ and the good thing about SG is that i kinda do not have to worry that much about politics ~~ so ya ~~ i do like living in this place ~~ but will i migrate if i have to fulfill my dreams elsewhere ?? ~~ i would actually ~~ cause to me ~~ my dreams are very important
And i have meet some pretty nice people ~~ or strangers i may add ~~ that we just talked randomly ~~ so not all singaporeans are stern ~~ although i do like saying HI to everyone when i was in the states ~~ i think SG is slowing warming up ^^ ~~ and you must talk to ppl ~~ to expect them to talk to you
Oh and ~~ some things i saw ~~ people tend to be swayed very easily by any opinions ~~ like cause someone say something ~~ doesnt mean that thing is absolutely right ~~ have to think about it abit~~ and also ~~ personal attacks are mean ~~ so dont judge people that you dont know ~~ its not good ~~ cause it makes you no different from them ~~ people think ~~ common sense ~~ its kinda important you know ~~
But i think in SG ~~ to get into the arts ~~ you will have to have connection and like be in that circle ~~ to get opportunities and stuff ~~ i do not include our mainstream media company ~~ yes the one starting with M ~~ cause i was lucky enough to meet a director from there and i heard they treat actors very badly ~~ acting is not juz acting okay haha ~~ i learn that it is really difficult
i think i shld stop ~~ its 5.30 am ~~ i have to wake up at 9 0.0 ~~ haha ~~ maybe when i think about something i will say haha ~~ since i would be very free during sch ~~ because someone abandoned me to suffer alone >:( ~~ you know who you are :p
Since I did a 30 days B.A.P challenge ~ now its time to do a Bigbang one haha ^^ ~~ BOOM ~~ this time i will do BB while my dar will do infinite's one .... soo like the previous time ~~ i will type one question a day for 30 days and saved it in draft and finally upload on the 30th day
*Photo credit to respective fansite logo and YG Entertainment/Bigbang's twitter/Instagram
P.S ~~ this is PURELY just for fun and is just nonsensical haha
P.S.S soooo hard to find BB photos >< B.A.P photos were like easier to find
Start date: 1/12/2013
End date: 30/12/2013
Day One: Big Bang Song That Made You A Fan
Well I dont know whether this counts ~~ but i kinda heard GD & Top before i heard BB ~~~ so the song that made me a fan was not a BB song but their sub-unit song ~~ I actually heard a few of BB songs before i kinda knew that they were by bigbang ~ but 'High High' caught my attention when i was YouTube surfing one day i have no idea why ~~~ then i went on to research about them and found BB ~~ and poof ~~ haha VIP baby !! :P
~High High ~
Day Two: Favorite Big Bang Song
Hands down 'Haru Haru' ~~~ There is just something special when we all sing this song together ~~ BB+VIPs ~~ I think this song is the song that all VIPs should know ~~ cause it is that song during concert where we all sing it together ~~~ the our song ~~ I know 'Until Whenever' was also an important VIP song back in the days but i wasn't a VIP then ~~ and not a lot of people know about that now ~~ so to me ~~ 'Haru Haru' is the song ~~ Like everyone cry and sing the song together :')
돌아보지 말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회 없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아 볼만 해 그럭저럭 견뎌 낼만 해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야 돼 하루하루 무뎌져 가네 eheheh ~
Cr: T-DRAGON
Day Three: Favorite Big Bang Photoshoot
SOOoooOOo many photoshoot to choose from !!! I really like any photoshoot that Leslie Kee shot for them~~hmmm I also like the Dazed n confused shoot they did like a few years back ~~~ Gmarket one also not bad ~~ since that's like casual style~~ >< It would be easier if you ask which is my least fav haha ( cause i do have some in mind haha ) ~~ but does photobook shoot count as a photoshoot ?? hehe ~~~ I like the Extraordinary 20s shoot alot !! super pretty and really awesome ^^ !! ♥♥♥
♥♥♥♥♥
Day Four: Favorite G-Dragon Hairstyle
HAHA this !! I have a few favourites but I also have a few dislikes !!!! Hair colour wise ~ i like him in like blond the most i think ~ brown also looks nice on him ~~ i think i like all his hair colour ~~ but hair style wise ~~ haha very very questionable :p ~~ I think i like it alot when he styles his hair up ~~ ^^
~지디 오빠 ^^~
Day Five: Favorite Taeyang Eye Smile
What kind of question is this?? ~~ i can see that this 30 days challenge must have been set up very long ago ~~ i seldom hear people say this anymore ~~ don't his eye smile all look the same though haha ~~ but still ~~ imma miss this youngbae :( ~~ and his hair too ~~ me no like 小辫子 >:(
~태양 오빠 ^^~
Day Six: Favorite Daesung Eye Smile
This!!! i still hear people say~~ haha smiling angel ~~ this i have recent pictures haha !!! cause his is really ~~~ forever smile cannot see eyes :p hehehe ~~ mianhae oppa ~~ but its cute ^^
~대성 오빠 ^^~
To prove that his eye smile really cannot compare ~~ bonus picture of him and danny ~~ oppa ah ~~ where are your eyes?? ~~ hehehe
hehehe :P
Day Seven: Favorite Seungri ‘Panda Eyes’ Picture
Hahaha ~~ what kind of question is this ???!!! ~~ don't he have panda eyes in every picture ~~ hehehe~~ am i suppose to choose my fav photo of him then?? ~~ shall find a photo with him and a panda then :P
~승리 오빠 ^^~
And i saw this ~ might as well put inside haha ~~ do not doubt ~~ the following photo is indeed him !! ~~ haha THIS IS THE MOST PANDA EYES EVAR !!! :P
~판다 ㅎㅎㅎ~
Day Eight: Favorite TOP Outfit
0.0 ~~ How do you expect me to choose ???!!!!!! what is this man >< !!! how to choose a favorite outfit from like hundreds and thousands of outfit ~~ I think i only remember one outfit the most ~~ cause i wanted it haha ~~ whether or not its my favorite thats another question haha !! But i really like this red coat !!! and i really wanted it !!! hehehe ~~ give it to me pwlease *puppy eyes
~탑 오빠 ^^~
Day Nine: Favorite Big Bang Pairing
This is easy haha ~~~ I think I like nyongtory the best ~~ GD and riri ~~ cause i mean seungri seriously can make GD going crazy and do stuff that he doesnt want to do~~ like aegyo and stuff ~~and GD can tolerate all seungri's nonsense and always laugh at him~~~ and i mean even they pair themselves up ~~ who even does that ??!!! calling each other oppa and like straight up calling themselves nyongtory ~~~ 0.0 even YG official photo ship Gri !!
I also like Todae too ~~ haha daesung is like TOP's babysitter :P ~~ and like TOP always bully daesung ~~ haha !!! and their interaction is also very epic !! ~~ daesung even said his role in BB is juz to take care of TOP ~
So i support Gri ~ Todae and taeyang forever alone :P haha ~~ or in other words i ship taeyang with himself or i ship taeyang with air *bow ~~ mianhae ><
hehehe
Day Ten: Favorite Award Show Photo
Hands down !!!! I have my answer !!! ~~~ like no need to think at all !! HANDS DOWN MAN !!! ~~ MTV EMA BEST WORLDWIDE ACT !!!! ~~ because i was so afraid that they would disappear ~~ this award brought them back and showed that they are indeed BIGBANG !!! ~~ this was also after things that happened to GD and Daesung ~~ so this award meant alot to me ~~ and i think this meant alot to other VIPs too ~~ I think i even blog about it before haha ^^
\^^/
Day Eleven: Favorite Big Bang MV
How to choose >< !!! out of so many many MVs ~~~ i think they are more than 50 0.0 ~~~ hmmmm i like quite a few of their mv ~~ i was thinking of 'Love Song' but i think for a favorite MV it should be fun and like fun haha ~~ they have a few artsy dark kind ~~ i like those ^^ ~~ but if you ask me to choose a fav ~~ i would choose 'Sunset Glow' ~~ cause i mean this whole video is fun ^^ ~~ leaving daesung to run after the bus hahahaha ~~ it makes you very happy after watching it ^^ ~~ very old school too
Cr: parkerlewisrocks
Day Twelve: Favorite Wink from the Come To Play Episode
OMG imma forgot this >< !!! ~~ shall go rewatch now ..... ok im back ~~ haha wow okaaayyyy ~~~ throwback haha ~~ hmmmm i think my favorite is daesung ~~ i think his looks the best ~~ followed by GD i kinda like his also ~~ then taeyang and seungri is tied from 3rd ~~ Top ahem ~~ oppa ah ~~ that is not a wink that is a blink :p haha ~~
Cr: sh3ttered
Day Thirteen: A Possible First Girlfriend for Taeyang & Why?
Hmmmmm ~~ IU ??? haha ~~ IU is such a big Taeyang fangirl... bbuuuuttt I wont want them to be together though~~ cause i heard IU has a really questionable personality ~~ and i dont want you know ~~ my brother to get hurt haha ~~ hmmm i would choose a really sweet girl for him ba ~~ like a 小女人 kind ~~ cause i think a suitable girl for him will be girl that is by his side always ~~ i think the girl should really love him alot since i think youngbae isnt really that kind of romantic thoughtful guy ~~ so any girl that can be by his side and keep loving him no matter what will be a suitable girlfriend :)
~~I need a girl~~
Day Fourteen: Big Bang Member You Would Date and/or Marry
WOW !!! okay >< ~~~~ NONE :P ~~~ hehehehe ~~~~ haha but if i were to choose i would choose GD i think ~~ cause he is a really thoughtful and caring guy ~~~ and quite romantic too ~~ and we can talk about music and stuff ~~ but ya ~~ i wouldnt date any of them cause i know too much of their stuff haha :p ~~ and they are 哥哥 ~~ how can i date my 哥哥 >< ??!!
GD or the teddy bear ?? :P
Day Fifteen: Big Bang Member You’d Like To Be Your Best Friend
Hmmmmmm ~~~ Seungri haha !! Seungri !! ~~~ cause i think Riri would be a really good friend ~~ he treats his friends very well and i guess we will have a lot of things to talk about ~~~ or maybe listening to him talking about himself :p ~~~ So ya !! I think in times of need he will be there to help ~~~ and he knows alot of people ~~ so i will get to know a lot of people ^^ ~~
^^
Day Sixteen: Big Bang Member You Would Want To Be Your Sibling
Choose one ???? haha cannot choose 5 ???!! ~~~ Hmmm i would probably choose T.O.P ~~ because he will do whatever to protect me (*alumni reference haha ) ~~~ cause i think we both have similar things we like and quite a lot in common so i guess i would want him to be my sibling ~~ partly cause when he buys stuff that i want i can take it from him :p ~~ haha ~~ and also the how I would like my brother to protect me if anything happen to me ~~~ so ya ~~ if i had to pick one ~~ i would pick T.O.P ~~ we can be the 5 years old sibling together haha
^^
Day Seventeen: Big Bang Song That Means A Lot to You or Speaks to You
Hmmm i dont really have eh ~~ like any specific song that speak to me :( ~~~ most probably 'Monster' ~~ cause that song came out after all the things ~~ and i think that song was a song about how they felt about it ~~ so when i first heard it i was very sad :( ~~ so probably ' monster'
I love you ~ Baby I'm not a monster
Day Eighteen: Favorite Big Bang Member & Your Favorite Picture of Them
Nope ~~ no favorite BB member ~~~ cause juz dont have haha ~~ i can list my fav pic of each of them ^^ ~~ but again its so hard to choose >< ~~ and im lazy to find photos hahaha :p ~~ so i guess i either take from recent photos or like photoshoot that i remember was my fav ><
~GD~
~TY~
~TOP~
~DS~
~SR~
Day Nineteen: Interview/Song/MV/etc. That Made You Fall For Your Bias
Nope ~~~ like i said ~~~ no bias ~~~ nope ~~~ refer to day one for how i started likin BB ~~ but nope ~~~ no bias ~~~ NEXT DAY :P
Day Twenty: Favorite Song Produced/Written By G-Dragon
Wow ~~~ isnt this like ~~ you know ~~ almost every song 0.0 ~~ I have a fav song not because the song is the nicest or have the best lyrics ~~ but because of the meaning behind it ~~ this song was written by GD for V.I.P ~~ and until now this song has not been release for sale ~~ it was hidden in their global warming DVD and GD did not want to release it as this song was meant for us and he didnt want us to buy a song meant for V.I.P ~~ so this song was technically never sold :')
Cr: ElectricLoveBB1
Day Twenty-One: Favorite Fancam
I dont really watch fancam as said before on the B.A.P one ~~ but fav hahahahha the moth one !!! hehehehehe ~~~ but the video got deleted >< !!!! HAIZ !!! but at least there is tumblr haha ~~~ but ya ~~ the one video that showed GD being curious of the moth ~~ went to call daesung which totally caused him to be so scared he jumped :P ~~ and riri avoiding it too ~~ then top touch it which caused it to die from top staring/touching it ~~ and finally youngbae to the rescue but throwing the moth of the stage ~~~ -the end- ^^
Day Twenty-Two: Favorite Big Bang Solo Song
As in favourite solo among all the solos ??? >< Which part of i cannot choose did you not understand haha :P ~~~okay lets go one by one
G-Dragon
This is hard >< ~~ like really ~~ i really like ALOT of GD songs ~~ mostly his non-title songs ~~ like 'She's gone' 'obession' 'light it up' 'black' 'window' 'R.O.D' ~~ haha tooo much >< !!! but i guess if i had to pick ~~ my favorite will be crooked ~~ cause it was the song that once i heard it ~~ i immediately like it !! ~~
~Crooked~
Taeyang
I really like '1am' but its not even released yet >< (stupid yge) ~~ I think my favorite is 'Only look at me' with 'I'll be there' '니가 잠든 후에' 'Superstar' coming in close ^^
~Only look at me~
T.O.P
This is hard too >< ~~ cause he has so little solo songs and i seriously like all the songs he sang ~~ like 100% ~~ all of his song i like ~~ My fav i think will be 'Doom Dada' with '오늘따라' coming in second ~~
~Doom Dada~
Daesung
Haha this is easy ~~ at least for me ~~ My fav solo from him will be 'Wings' ~~ i like 'I Love You' but because it is jap i dont really hear it ~~ so 'Wings' is my fav~
~Wings~
Seungri
Lastly maknae ~~ haha ~~ this is easy also for me ~~ My fav is ' GG Be' cause the whole song is so fun ~~ the Choreo too ^^ ~~ but i also like ' Yoo Hoo ' ' 창문을 열어' ' Let's talk about love' ~~ but for this GG Be wins hands down
~GG Be~
Day Twenty-Three: Favorite Big Bang Feature in a Song/MV/etc.
Hmmmmm this is pretty hard ~~~ For song probably GD & TOP in pixie lott song 'Dancing on my own' ~~ i quite like their voices here ~~~ but probably for MV ~~ i like the one TOP featured in 'Hello' by Red Roc ~~~ i really like T.O.P acting here haha ~~ and i think a lot of people dont really know this MV exist which is pretty sad :( ~~ but T.O.P role in this mv suits his looks very well haha ~~ very intimidating 0.0
Cr: shenobi1996
Day Twenty-Four: Whatever You Want!
Ummmm okay ^^ ~~~ Since its Christmas eve ~~ MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM BIGBANG !!! ^^
^^
And a more recent photo minus Todae ~
Merry Christmas everyone ^^
Day Twenty-Five: Favorite Clip From Big Bang TV
WOW seriously >< !!! how far back you wan me to flash back >< ~~ time to do some backtracking ~~~ but actually there were very little from BBTV no ~~ since most was 2NE1 TV and when its BBTV ~~ its mostly GD too ~~ soo ya -.- ~~~ shall no go into detail about this :(
But from what i can back track ~~ my favorite part will be where the 3 hyungs are eating gogi with riri~~ and they ask him to call daesung who was in hospital at that time ~~ haha and seungri was like i dont have his number aka why u ask me to do this ~~ since they were not very close at that time haha ~~ it was funny when the 3 hyungs bully seungri :P ~~
Cr: TheYGcrew
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Day Twenty-Six: Favorite Big Bang Performance
wow this is hard ~~~ cause i think they have alot of great performance ~~ hmm i mean ~~~ look at MAMA every year haha :P ~~~ i think one of my favourite would be MAMA 2012 ~~ this year MAMA was awesome but it was missing Daesung and they were more of solo than together as BB ~~ so i like 2012 MAMA a bit better cause it was BIGBANG ^^ !!!
Cr: Mnet
Day Twenty-Seven: Favorite Dorky/Funny Picture
Haha this is easy :p ~~ they have so much dorky photo that riri even once threaten to cancel twitter if his dorky photo was going to be everywhere haha :P ~~ i have one of top playing with the camera to make his face super long and fat ~~ many of riri stuffing his face ~~ haha but this one is all 5 of them together !! ~~ during one of their dome tour ~~ they did this during their concert haha ~~ like wow ~~ i would have want to see it !!
i mean look at them
HEHE :P
Day Twenty-Eight: Favorite Big Bang Concept
I have a love-hate relationship with their concepts haha ~~ some are sometimes too much >< ~~ like GD choice of clothes ~~~ Youngbae 's hairstyle ~~~ but I like them when they go really casual like their G-market photos ~~ i really like those ~~ not over the top and yet they look really nice in them ^^
The mascot is super cute too :p
Day Twenty-Nine: A Song by Big Bang & ? – Your Dream Collaboration
Dream collab ~~ like DUH ~~ i would hope both of them to collab ~~ BB & B.A.P ~~ but i think B.A.P may still need more experience before this is possible ~~ because im afraid BB will overshadow them if they did a collab now :( ~~ to be really honest ~~~ but the rappers could do a collab now !! ~~~ That is more possible ~~ Zelo can hold his stage REALLY well and i mean ~~ Bbang is bbang :P ~~~ they could probably do something with GTOP~~ that would be a really cool hip hop song ~~ GD can compose and top/bbang can write their own rap ~~ zelo could probably write his own rap too ~~ haha that would be AWESOME !!!
~BB~B.A.P~
Day Thirty: Why Are You A VIP?
I never thought i would get so deep into any band/singer ever ~~ but bigbang was different ~~ i don't know why ~~ probably cause I saw them go through many difficulties and still standing strong ~~ or maybe u can really see their love for what they are doing ~~or maybe cause of their hardwork to produce new and interesting stuff~~ or maybe because they are really nice to their fans ~~ or maybe because they are just BIGBANG ~~ 5 very different and strong personality put together to found a band ~~ you probably can never have another band like them because the 5 of them are all so different and yet have one colour as a band ~~ I am a VIP because im proud of what they have achieve and proud to see them perform and gain recognition from everyone ~~ seeing them enjoying themselves on stage and giving wonderful songs and performance to everyone ^^ ~~ BIGBANG ~~ V.I.P ~~ Until Whenever ♥♥♥♥♥
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