~~Dream~~

Its a bit late now and like a few more hours to STGCC !! OHMIGOSH ~~ excited haha... i think that i shld probably blog now because i will definitely do a post on STGCC and then i will forget about this post ~~ :P

So on Wed i have to go for this talk by Simon McBurney at Singapore Repertory Theatre as a part of the acting mod im taking as an extra mod. But the wed was so super tiring for me :( ~~ measurement tut at 9-11 then the scheduling tut at 11-1 then my acting mod lec from 1-2 then this talk at 5-6.30.... so wed was a really long day for me

after the lecture... i went to have lunch with my classmates from the theatre mod... i thought it would be awkward but it went pretty well ^^ ... like i juz talk to everyone n everyone was like so friendly.. cause i mean the class pretty much like know each other ~~ n after lunch we all headed to SRT together for the talk

when we reached clark quay, we were like all looking at the map... then this guy was like " are you guys going to see simon mcburney' n turns out he was also going to SRT ~~ so we kinda went together ... he was like so cool... he seen all play that simon directed/acted ....i cannot afford to watch so many plays 0.0 ~~ n he asked why we were going for the talk... n one of my classmates answered that we were all theatre students ... i dunno why.... but when he said that... i was really happy :') ~ like im mean ~~ this is what i really wanted and to be known as a theatre student (even though it was only one mod ) instead of PFM...  i was really really happy... like happy from my heart inside out :')

The talk was really interesting... but i kinda doze off a bit here n there because it was a long day for me... n i didnt slp alot the other night too :( ... im so sorry for dozing off :( but i cant help it... simon talk about how directors n acting n his experience n stuff~~n he said something that made a great impact on me

"you can't just sit there and wait for chances, you have to go out n asked everyone, do everything u can, n if that dont work, try going into the middle of the streets n scream, maybe someone will pay attention to you" i mean what he says makes sense n i know it ... but i mean CHERYL TAN WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE!!... i know that i have to go out n do stuff n not juz wait for ppl... cause ppl dont wait for you!! isnt this ur dream n ur passion !! why are you not working harder for it ?? why is ur life stuck at things u really hate n that makes u really miserable!

i dunno why ?? isit because i have no courage to pursue my dreams.. i have already lost count how many times i have cried..how many times i feel so heart-broken since sec school because i want to do this so badly but i juz cant do it... either my parents dont approve or my grades are not good enough to get into the sch... but aint these juz EXCUSES !! ~~i mean if i really want this i can juz be brave n email all the theatre companies in SG to see if i have any casting opportunities n stuff.. but im not doing anything.. im juz living my life waiting for something to happen WHY CHERYL WHY !!

there is no amount of words n expression good enough to describe how i feel on stage when i perform.. the adrenaline my emotions ~~ i really really like the stage so much ~~ it makes me really happy when people enjoy my performance... nowadays i keep hearing young girls about how they can become kpop stars n be famous and have alot of ppl to like them ~~ i feel very annoyed when i hear this... i want to break into the  industry not to become famous !! i juz want a stage that belongs to me ~~ even if no one is in the audience ~~ juz a chance for me to perform ~~ i will be very grateful and happy~~~ alot of shows talk about dying on the stage because it is their happiest moment~~ i totally get that !! because if i had to choose a way to die ~~ i would like to die on the stage too after a great performance

Perhaps it is time i be brave and gather all my courage ~~ i classify myself as quite a confident person... but i dunno why i have so little confidence when its comes to my passion... be it art/music/acting... maybe because i really care about these kinds of things and i am super strict of myself ~~ i mean people can juz sing freely but when i want to sing.. i always hesitate abit ~~ 我要唱了 haha..only 2 people will know that reference~~ i dont think im a great singer but i think i can sing pretty well ~~ like many people told me that but if u ask me to sing on the spot.. i will juz hesitate again n over think it .. either i dont sing or i juz anyhow sing stuff~~ i mean how many of my friends actually hear me play piano before, sing properly before, hear my self-composed songs, see me act, seen my art~~ if you actually know i do this kinds of stuff thats means u r a really close friend of mine ^^ even though u probably nvr seen/heard me do them~~ but u have a high place in my heart haha as i only say this to people that knows me and are close with me

i really admire people that overcome all odds to pursue their passion !! I know many people that have done it ~~ i mean look at Bbang also ... he studied really hard juz to proof to his parents that he want to do what he likes... i can nvr do that.. studying is juz really hard for me... like u have no idea how much stuff i overcome when i first started to study in JC ~~ i know alot of people will say that im juz having 明星梦 ~~ cause thats my parents excuse .. but it has been about 9 years ... how can 明星梦 last so long??!!  I used to think that if i cannot do what i want ~~ i can juz be nothing because thats my one and only option ~~ so i guess im pretty much useless now ~~

but im taking a step forward... my theatre mod teacher is involved in a play and she asked if any one is interested in playing extras in that play..i immediately said yes despite the commitment level.. ~~ although its a really really small role like juz an extra ... at least i get to see how a play is made ~~ how rehearsals are done ... backstage n stuff ~~ it will be a really great experience ^^ n this may open up doors to many things in the future....but if i did this i wont be able to go F1 to see bigbang :( ~~ but this is what i want !! Its time i go pursue my dreams instead of watching people live theirs~

I really hope that one day my parents can see me on stage when i get cast for a proper role ~~ to see how much i really want this n how i really like it !! perhaps one day they will support me :') n maybe someday i will be doing the things i really want too because its up to me to make my dreams come true ~i would give up anything for this~

Xoxo, hugs and kisses

~~B7GBANG~~

So today is a special day ~~ 19/8/2013 .... Bigbang 7th anniversary ^^ !! .... i normally dont blog about this kind of stuff... but since not alot of people know about the existence of this blog and i will probably laugh about it in the future ... i can type whatever i want and this will be a good memory haha :P 

Anyway !! 7 years... WOW thats very long for like any band/singer ~~ although i didnt spend the full 7 years with them (3 years and counting ^^) ~~ im still proud that they have come so far ^^ ... Bigbang led me to alot of stuff  ... and without them... i could not have met so many awesome people and much more ~~ haha

 ^^

I remember how like the k-craze 1st started in secondary school about Goong/Princess hours ~~ and everyone was like KDRAMA ... haha but i nvr really like watch any dramas other then like English drama.. so it didnt affect me... then the real KWave hit during JC days??.. i remember it sort of started with like Wondergirls-Nobody and like Suju-Sorry Sorry .... I remember how i hated those songs cause it was EVERYWHERE (Urgh n i still do >< ) ~~ n when this hallyu wave hit!! EVERYONE around was like so fascinated with it 0.0 !! suddenly people started annyeong each other n like saranghae n i was like WOW (fantastic baby *ahem haha) ...but i didnt like it ... i didnt like kpop AT ALL !!

Reasons why i didnt like kpop...Kpop group was like a group of people performing very strict choreography with every one in sync with each other ... many people like it and was so amazed how everyone can be in sync with one another .. but to me ... i like it when things are free and like flowing?? (I guess) ...I like to see people enjoying themselves on stage being free to express who they are and what message they want to deliver ... because if i ever get on stage one day ... i will want that .. so the very perfect choreography part totally don't attract me... i feel like they are a bunch of puppets/robots juz repeating moves?? Kpop has also quite a few electronic elements in their song... I dont really like songs being too techno or like synthesize... i mean i dont hate them ... but juz they dont attract me ... but these kinds of songs are usually really catchy and stuff ~~

But one thing that really caught my eyes when i first saw kpop ~~ THE STAGE !! omg ~~ all the inki and mubank and like their stage was AMAZING !!! it was so pretty compared to all the plain old stages ... it was so nice ^^ i was so attracted to it.... all the lights display for each group and the props and all !! OMG !! It was so pretty and awesome to me !! But still i didnt enjoy Kpop music as much ~~

BUT IT ALL CHANGED ONE DAY !! haha it was so funny ~~ cause i literally  told everyone how i didnt like kpop n all .. n u guys !! Bigbang changed it all !! I kinda knew a bit about bigbang before i really knew bigbang.... but i nvr really noticed them ~~ it all started with GD & T.O.P ... i think i was randomly scrolling youtube one day and i chance upon their performance/MV.... i was like this is cool ~~ so i search up Bigbang and i was like ~~ they do HipHop OMG !! .. Hiphop was kinda like a hidden part of me cause i really like hiphop from young...I bought alot of snapbacks n like colour hair extension and my rocker-like outfit haha ~~ I only wore sneakers and like *ahem did act cool a bit (maybe more than abit) ... oh not to forget the draggy ties and like long socks haha !!

B to the I to the G

B to the ANG

I got so amazed by Bigbang ~~ they were so different from the usual Kpop.... they had very little perfect choreography ~~ their music to me at first was like they were so westernized ... I got in REALLY fast.... i started to see all their MV.. see their live performance.. watch past variety shows!! n i told sam all about it !! which brought her also to daesung and into the V.I.P family with me.... I started to giggle when i see them n stuff when they acted all funny...I wanted to have all their stuff... i started to become like a fan girl 0.0

This is like super new to me ... i mean i have always been listening to music but i dont think i was ever SO INTO a group before... i got so excited every time i see something new about them ... n one day they announced that they were coming to SG and i got SO EXCITED ( i think i blog of it before) ... i was like i finally will get the 'heart beating very fast' feeling when seeing an idol .. but it didnt happen >< i was still calm (which i was so disappointed in ><) ~~ i had fun and enjoyed their performance but i didnt get like u know ... the 'see ur idol' feeling .. but its all good now haha

2006-2013

Without bigbang, i probably will not met the V.I.P friends that i know now ^^... My 1st concert that i paid for was for them !! queuing overnight was also for them ^^... these kinds of things which i used to laugh at people for doing (opps ><) ~~ without bigbang, i wouldnt have so much things to talk about daily with sam and stuff ^^ 

Without bigbang.. i  probably will not have known Bang Yongguk which lead me to knowing B.A.P (another AWESOME bunch of guys that i would dedicate a blog about them on 27/1/2014 haha )... If i didnt know BB... i would have nvr click the article about how another guy sounded like T.O.P... n i would have nvr heard that guy rap .. and would have nvr been so eager/angry to know why he cant be a solo artist but to ruin his talent in a typical boyband...n later to find out that the boyband was not typical but unique and awesome as well ^^  ( not to mention that i found my 1st bias and  Ahem ♥♥♥ haha) 

♥고마워요 빅뱅♥

Bigbang's music attracted me into the kpop world but their personalities made me stay...Our Kwon leader who work so hard to produce both the group album n his own solo.. who tried so many weird and bizarre things so that he can stand out n to keep getting ppl's attention so that they will not forget him ... who is afraid to slow down and take a break in case people lose focus on him.... Youngbae oppa who is always lookin out for camera and dancing randomly >< .... who always smile so brightly when many people cheer for him.. the one that translates into english for us when the other members speaks in korean... T.O.P oppa the one that i have the most in common with haha.. the childish oppa that always make people smile with his cutely dumb things.... who cares alot and work very hard for us V.I.P even though with his injury .... Daesung oppa who is the smiling angel... always trying to make everyone happy around him... who lets people know its ok and tell us to be happy even though he is suffering ... ( n thanks for pointing at me when i pointed to you during Alive SG haha ^^) .. and lastly uri maknae seungri oppa who puts in alot of effort ... i feel that he changed so much... from a person that always want to be in the spotlight to someone that knows when to step back and let others have a say .. seeing panda oppa grow up ^^ and he always care so much for V.I.P too

The group that makes me want to protect them and support them.. seeing how hard they have worked and through all the ups and downs.. even though they may seem weird to alot of people now .. but if you really get to know them... they are really five lovely boys ^^

I can always remember the day they won MTV EMAs because it signify that they are still going strong n didnt break up....the touching moment when all V.I.P n BB sing haru haru together ~~ n many more memories that i shared with BB ^^ 

권지용 동영배 최승현 강대성 이승현 V.I.P 우리 빅뱅

Until whenever ~~ ♥♥♥♥♥

xoxo, hugs and kisses

지용오빠 영배오빠 탑오빠 대성오빠 승리오빠

정말 고마워요 :')

~사랑해~

Leftovers of HK ~~ ^^

/-.-\~~ sch have officially started :( ~~ haiz sad....year three now i guess haha ... so looking forward to December holiday !!! its like sch hasn't even started for a week and im already lookin forward to breaks haha ~~~ but this sem im taking like an acting module from theater studies so that shld be something that im actually interested about and looking forward to ^^ !! 

But tuesday was fun !!  Hijacked a lec room to watch alive tour with eehui and sam haha !! wee kiat joined us later too ~ 1st day of sch i wore LOE jacket and then 2nd day of sch i wore BB jacket ~~ like fangirl *ahem ..... but haha ~~ BADMAN ON THE BIG SCREEN WAS LIKE SUPER AWESOME !!! .... very cinematic haha !! n for BB ^^ me and sam even bought lightsticks to sch haha ~~ like super epic !! Eehui had lightstick too~~ cause she is a lightstick HAHAHA !! *bow sorry haha !! anyway SUPER AWESOME to hijack lecture room ~~ that could be my favorite thing about sch :P !

Anyway ~~ to finish off with the rest of my hong kong trip.... so other than the usual staying up to read textbooks and also the nom nom of maggie mee ~~ we went to disneyland and macau ~~ and also lamma island?? i think for sch tour haha !!

Our super awesome door !

Oh ya ~~ and gomawo dar !! for spending time to write letter to me ^^ !!! really touched that u really took time to send us ~~ cause i really wanted to receive something at my letter box/hole thingy in the sch office !! I love you  haha ^^

something in my mailbox ^^

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Oh ya ~~ and apparently one fine day me and sam went to eat at this korean restaurant in like causeway bay ? ~~~ then suddenly i noticed that the person across my table looks kinda familiar .... so i asked sam whether they were like hong kong actors and then sam juz started spazzing >< !! haha... like i nvr see her so excited and like panicky before ... OMG it was so epic like WOAH!! .... she even called eehui after i suggested it to her .... haha and like after 30-45 mins of watching her spazz~~ we finally went up to them and sam asked for their autograph ... but ~~ i dunno was it that sam was too soft or like she spoke unclearly? ...they couldnt understand her ~~~ haha so i asked and they did sign for us .... one was called kevin cheng and the other i cant really remember now >< im sorry .... i wasnt the fan !! sam was haha

autographs ~

The second sch trip that we went for was to lamma island ~~ supposedly for like seafood meal and stuff.... but it was kinda like a lie >< !! haha i mean what kind of seafood meal do you expect from the school... the island didnt really have anything to see also.... kinda juz like souvenir shopping i guess... and like food...but the boat ride was super awesome n cool though \^^/ !! i dont sit boats very often so i really enjoy the rides ^^... letting my hair fly in the wind and feeling the water being splashed on my hands when i stretched them  !! ~~ AWESOMENESS

MUHAHHAHHAAHAH >:)

~ The island ~

and after the trip to the island ~~ we went to find golden harvest ~~ because OMIGOSH... Bigbang alive tour movie is being shown in HK ^^ !!! so exciting ... i couldnt catch the one in SG cause i was still in HK but !!! I can watch the HK one haha ^^ ~~ then eehui was super nice.. she wanted to go back to the dorm to slp but she helped us find the cinema and even watch the movie with us ^^ ~~ thank you *muacks haha ~~But when we went to watch.. the crowd was like so chill ~~ i asked ppl to shout and on their crown lightstick ^^ ~~ but still quite a chill crowd haha ...

BIGBANG BAM !!

We all went to macau too for a 2 day 1 night trip ~~ me, eehui, sam and jiayin .... i think this is my 1st time there though~~ or maybe second.... not very sure... but like cannot go into casino >< !! need to be 21 by birth date... so we walked around shopping centre and like walk to other hotels and stuff on the 1st day ~~ we also went to eat at hard rock cafe !! OMG ^^ i love hard rock so much ~~ n i finally like have western food like REAL western food ^^ my quesadilla ~~ n we listen to a live band too ^^ LOVE LOVE LOVE these kinds of things ~~\^^/~~ 

No photos plz :P

then on the second day ~ we went to St. Paul ruins and like the kinda street market there ... the market was so >< ... i dun like places that have so many people ... n they will all like pushing each other n like knocking ppl :( i dun like that >:( !! haiz.... chill people chill ~~ but the St. Paul was kinda nice n cool ^^ ... like they have a mini museum too.. it was kinda amazing :) 

Hard working pinky ^^

pinky  is a good girl haha ^^

St. Paul

super duper awesome durian mascot !

L-O-V-E

Mr panda n Mr frog haha

Ps. Gomawo Eehui ^^ 

n then Disneyland ^^ ~~ i always go to disneyland everytime i go HK ... n sam was so excited... its like i have always been showing her pic n this time she can be there to see it for herself !! ... like in real life ~~ but the trip was disappointing... i have nvr been so depressed in disneyland before !! like NVR ~~ it was so sad.... all the magic was gone :( ... because there was a typhoon that day... all the outdoor stuff was closed ~~ even the food stalls ... that was really sad... in addition we all got really wet ... like our shoes were really squishy :( !! in the end... there were no fireworks too ><... sorry sam ~~ maybe next time we can go other disneyland *ahem orlando ... then u can feel the magic that i always feel ^^

But on the bright side, i FINALLY met tinkerbell !! n i traded really good badges.. but still >< it feels as if i nvr been to Disneyland at all... haiz :( its really sad .. because i really like disneyland and i always like the atmosphere when i go Disneyland...I'm kinda a Disney girl....and  its like i nvr felt so sad before ~~ i blame u Mr Typhoon :( 

Wishing well ~~

Met a really cool character :P 

Evil jelly >:(

MICKEY SUSHI ^^

Aww~~ this was so cute i have to put it up :)

N LASTLY farewell dinner ~~ we went to this hotel .. which i dont remember the name also >< oops ~~ everyone was like dressed up .. we had our names on our table and like wine (which was terrible >< ) ... so it was kinda really classy... but it was like buffet style ~~ which in my opinion totally takes away the classy feel !! but the food wasnt really good either... the presentation was good but the food was juz ok~~ and the wine.. haiz lets not talk about the wine ><  

the table ~~

FOOD.... thats juz~~ haha

The dinner was to signal like the end of this whole summer exchange ~~ :') i had really good memories of this trip .. probably because we were are all really crazy together ... EEHUI AND SAM haha you guys are awesome !! we spent like so many hours together ... more than 1000 hrs WOW .. >< ..thats scary ~~ and all the crazy and stupid things we do in the dorm and also in shenzhen n hongkong... n the times where u guys have to wake me up haha :p !! ~~ n also JIAYIN it was nice meeting you ... and you also joining in all the CRAZY things we do n stuff ^^ !! AWESOMENESS ^^

sam u are scary -.-

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and thanks to all the awesome dorm ladies that we talked to ^^ they were really friendly and nice... they even left mango pomelo sago for us on some dessert day ^^ ~~and even knocked on out dorm door to pass us ^^ ~~ which i may add tasted super nice too :) !!! 

^^

This trip was super awesome and i didnt regret coming for it at all ~~ the homework was tiring but ~~ haha since when i was ok with homework anyway ~~ actually its doesnt matter where you are going ~~ as long as ur company are as awesome as us ~~ haha ... but seriously !! this trip was really fun ^^ such a long time away from home and it was due to all the fun things we did that i didnt even have time to be homesick n stuff ~~love you guys haha ^^

xoxo, hugs and kisses 

RAWR !!

Staple bullets pyramid is juz too awesome

EVERYBODY PUT UR HANDS UP \^^/ JUMP JUMP JUMP ~~

KKKYYYAAAHHH ~~~~ haha ^^ im back in singapore now ... after the super awesome summer trip which i will blog about the remaining stuff soon because ~~~ waaahahhahahahhahahhhahahhaha ..... B.A.P ^^ ~~ must say thank you to sam if not they in SG we still in HK haha !!! 

Anyway, we came back on the 6th and the press conference was on the 7th and Live On Earth was on the 8th.... sooo no time to rest and unpack properly... haha >< although it was super tiring but it was worth it :)... to see them again after the very traumatizing experience from HK cause of the super far seats :( 

I woke up at 9am to head down to city square... okay >< maybe not 9am ... to be fair i didnt really sleep for the past two nights ... so i think at most only 2 hours sleep for those 2 nights... i went with dar to the press con cause wanted to give her birthday surprise haha (hope you like our surprise ^^) ... so i was suppose to meet her at 9am at the mrt station but i overslept >< oops .... then she have to come to my house cause she couldn't contact me...mianhae dar haha... i am slp deprived :p

So we finally reached city square mall at around 10am ... there were already like around 50+ ppl in the queue? ... i wanted to reach earlier to be in front of the school girls crowd haha and also they were giving free poster to the 1st 300 people haha ~~ but the queue was filled up super fast.. by around 12 pm... the queue was fulled up and people had to queue outside...I was so tired i actually slept when i was in the queue haha ~~ and i meet meiyin...she likes daehyun and she was the same age as us haha ^^ !! n also i wore my hoodie to the press-con ~~ quite a lot of people asked me where i got it haha.. THANK YOU EEHUI ~~ for getting that for me ^^  *bow haha ... i clap for you ^^ ~~

Press-con area

wore my hoodie haha ^^

POSTER \^^/

but i have quite alot to say about the ppl queuing though -.- ... alot of people wore like other bands stuff to their press con.... i saw like quite a few 'One of a kind' shirt and like Gtop hoodie... also have ppl wear Exo shirts... actually i think its still ok to wear other band stuff for like press con... but apparently during LOE... alot of people wear exo shirts also >< ... i dunno...but to me thats juz disrepectful :( ... i mean you dont go supporting one band with stuff from another band... u dont see me wearing my BB hoodie to LOE and vice versa~~ 

Furthermore... there was this bunch of girls (i think either my age or older) that wanted to cut the queue during the press con.. i dunno whether it was that im slp deprived or something.. i actually said ' Can you please not cut the queue' in a really serious n deep tone >< ... but i mean everyone was moving very orderly and then u suddenly want break the barricade to cut the queue -.- ... Respect man Respect.... its kind of upsetting to be in the same fandom as these kinds of fans cause i mean like since we all like the same people... we kinda like 一家人 ~~ ><

But u know what !! turns out ~~ we definitely not 一家人... as if they cut queue not bad enough.. when we finally sat at the final public area.. they sat behind me ><.... the girl was like so rude... she keep swearing really loudly :( !! and also i found out she like not even a Baby... i heard her saying ' Himchan is who ah ! how himchan look like' ~~ eh girl ~~ u dunno who they are u still queue up so early for them... maybe i thought she accompany her friend... then i heard her friend say ' i only know who is Himchan, the rest i dunno' ... WOW SERIOUSLY MAN >< ... then they talk really loudly and rudely about ppl from other bands ... i think they supported infinite cause i heard a lot of infinite stuff .... then they said really rude and like R+ rated stuff loudly about B.A.P >< ... i mean there are many small kids around u eh.. u want to say also dont say so loud !! I was so close to turning around to say them -.- !! It is really disrespectful ok!!

But the whole press con was so chaotic !! ppl kept pushing ppl and like many people pushed to squeeze up to the front... i couldnt take any nice photo at all !! :( cause even though i was quite in front of the public area. I got blocked by people that got fan passes to enter the VIP area... and the irony was the day before...eehui told me to slp earlier n go earlier if not i will only see Bbang's hair.. turns out i go earlier also only see Bbang's hair >< haiz ... and everyone kept screaming and screaming until B.A.P themselves also cannot hear the questions :( ... n thus I not only cant really see them... i couldn't hear them as well !! But they do seem really tired though... but 容国的心情很好哦 haha ~ daehyun also gave alot of fanservice...Next time press con u all don't hold in shopping mall bah... as much as i wan to see you all ... u all hold in hotel/private at least can answer and hear media's questions better :) !! then u all will get better press coverage also ^^

My only visible/not shaky pic ><

THEN the day finally came !! LOE SG !! haha BAM !!! ~~~ this time I went to star vista at 9am ~~ cause wanted to buy hoodie !! since hoodie always sell out so fast >< ... but they never announce anything about merch sales eh ~~ so me and sam went there and the whole place was like empty 0.0 !! we went to ask the security guards and they said normally organizers will come at around at 3pm .... then sam and me juz stared at each other O.O !

Tattoo leftovers from LOE HK

B.A.P YESSIR /^^\

~~ Promotional Video ~~

So eehui told us to like organize a queue by ourself... so like i started to walk around n talk to ppl about it ... n so the unofficial queue kinda started ~~~ WOW ..... 1st time i doing this kind of thing... normally i juz follow people but this time i actually started something !! so we juz sat around asking people to add their names... n i went around talking to alot of staff so that they can recognize the queue and they actually have alot of interesting story to share haha... this sistic guy told me about ppl buying fake tixs and there was even this girl that paid money for a pic of the tickets 0.0 !! wow !! ~~ then alot of people can to ask me stuff i also dunno haha.... many asked whether i was selling the merch or like whether i was staff or admin... i m juz like u guys ... wanting to buy merch haha !! 

Although alot of people did thank us n stuff.... got some people were like so fierce to both me and sam ... they were like ' u sure they will recognize' ' U really think this will work' ~~ then they still wrote their names -.-... u think it wont work then u still write >< !! but after all the running n talkin to ppl... i finally meet the staff in charge of merch.. she told me if i can organize ppl according to the queue then i can go ahead... so i had a problem of how do i do that 0.0 !!

Luckily with some help from new friends that we met... we started calling out names and organizing people into a queue... actually me myself was also doubtful that whether the list will work .. BUT IT WORKED !! no one complain about it or anything !! WOW !! I WAS SO AMAZED !!! i mean i heard alot of stories about how unofficial queue always dont work out.. n the first time i started an unofficial queue... it worked out SO WELL !! *clap for myself !! so happy haha !! wow still in disbelief how i managed to organize so many people ... but it was a good experience haha ... i got so busy also i didn't eat anything the whole day 0.0

So i finally bought the goods and stuff ... YEAH HOODIE ^^ .... they also sold autographed Badman album ... i bought 3 for eehui and like 2 for me ~~ and i got like 5 Bbang's autograph haha !!... managed to trade away so i kept one Yongguk set and Himchan set for me ... and managed to get Himchan, Daehyun, Zelo set for eehui (Ahem im demanding claps) ~~ moral of the story !! perseverance works haha .... but shocking that many ppl didnt want Bbang's autograph eh :( so weird !! like many wanted Daehyun, Youngjae and like very little ppl wanted Yongguk and Himchan... and Daehyun's photocard was like SO RARE !!! i only saw 2 out of so many and the second one was like many hours later !! 

ALBUM ^^

Photocard ^^

So we went in finally at around 5.55 ~~ OMG the seats were so near ^^.... THANK YOU EEHUI again haha ( clap for you... 2nd clap already :P ) !! .. really gomawo (Send love ~~ even though u dont work on love :P)  !!! when they come out i could see them SOOOOO clearly ^^ !! omg so exciting ~~ i dunno whether it was that i was nearer to the stage compared to HK .. but this time i can really see and sense everyone's stage presence haha ^^ The sound system was like SO MUCH BETTER TOO !! as promised i did shout loudly for youngjae to make up for all the times i laugh at him haha !! 

I can see that Bbang really enjoyed the stage :) !! i can hear his passion too in his voice ^^ ~~ Himchan sounded better this time cause in HK i think something was wrong with his voice... and during Hajima when he changed the melody .. it was soo good haha !! This time i think that Daehyun's voice was much open and better compared to HK .... but i thought that Youngjae sounded better in HK... Jongup was like so manly 0.0 ~~ dunno whether is it because he got tanner haha ... even sam also subconsciously say he very handsome.. (ahem judging u sam).. but his voice got more stable too ^^ .... Zelo as usual was great ... awesome stage charisma haha but like for SG stage ... ahem maybe i was a bit bias ...but i think Yongguk had the best stage presence haha ! 

but Bbang's mic spoiled during fight for freedom >< ... so upsetting :( cause like that was one of my favorite songs..... n can see that he was really upset about the mic being spoiled >< !! but it was replaced later during the middle of Power... but still :( kinda sad that the mic spoilt 

Our tickets ^^

SEATS !!! 

Matoki sea ... but alot of holes eh :( 

N this concludes B.A.P in SG haha !! ^^ although i was very tired but all of these are worth it !! N i clap for you again Chew Eehui (3 claps already !! in one blogpost !!) even though i was very tired... u must be more tired running around n stuff... n u cant get to see the press con n concert properly :( !! and thanks for recording backstage stuff for me haha and getting me the tixs... i love you ^^ haha 정말 고마워 ^^ !! sam tried to record fancam for u but failed haha ... security too tight >< !! but we got represent u to shout for Himchan haha !! 

Thank you B.A.P for putting up a great show for us :) even though u guys are really tired  from preparing for comeback n stuff ~~ 

방용국 김힘찬 정대현 유영재 문종업 최준홍 고마워요 ~~ 

비에이피 고마워요~~ 

또 용국오빠  사랑해 ^^

xoxo, hugs and kisses

^^