Friday, October 10, 2014

All that are left of the long long holiday ~~

I think I am finally finish with recapping the last of what happened to me during the long summer holiday ~~ with the exception of me being stuck in singapore and not going overseas ㅠㅠ ~~ as much as i have always gone to hong kong and shenzhen ~~ not going there also feels weird ~~ like it is a kind of habit kind of thing ~ :(

I was so close to going to hong kong ~ partly or mostly >.< cause of the 'Best of Best' concert ~ cause B.A.P was there and then Seungri was there ~~ how often will both of them be at the same concert that I have a possibility of going for ?? ~ but then cause of the ghost month cannot fly and stuff ~~ i didnt went in the end ~~ my mum gave me hope for going and then no more ~~ *cries ㅠㅠ

And another part of the holidays ~ I WENT TO WORK \^^/ ! ~~ like normal normal work !! ~~ like office work from morning to evening ~~ and i did that for 2 weeks ~~ i am very proud of myself for doing it !! ~~ cause i didnt think i would be able to survive an office environment for so long since i dont really feel right in it ~~ it makes me kinda feel very constricted like i don't know how to describe it too >.< ~~ i was a project co-ordinator (?) ~~ my job scope was fairly simple ~~ i had to call people to inform them about the event and then send email and call them again to see whether they have received the email and call them a few days after to check on their attendance ~~ it is actually really simple and relaxing ~~ but doing routine stuff ~~ i really dont like it very much ~~ but I am glad i did it ~ on one point i truly know that i really dont like office work ~~ on another ~~ i have money to pay for B.A.P n BB ~~ ._.

My desk featuring Shishi, Dada & Toto ^^

Another interesting thing that happen to me was I MET FINN & JAKE !!!! ㅠㅠ !!!! such an emotional day ~~ I cannot believe that I actually got a chance to meet Finn & Jake in Singapore !! It was at suntec city and i totally did not expect to meet them when i walk into the mall ~~ so i went forward to take photo and hug them ~~ I also got my hand painted by a very awesome person ~~ she drew it super fast and like swift !! i was very impressed hehehe ~~ that was such a happy day !! 

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Princess Bubblegum ^^

Lastly, another thing that i remembered from my holidays was the sleepover I had with Sam at eehui's house !! ~~ we initially planned for a staycation but then we ended up with a sleepover instead ~~  first we meet and went to teoheng ~~ and of course with teoheng comes Nene chicken haha ~~

La La La ~

And after that we went to her house ~~ and we watch videos ~~ as we always do ~~ and somehow sam went on a GOT7 spree ~~ like she got so interested in Got7 ~ i forgot who she was interested in though >.< ~~ but she got so interested in them ~~ and we saw a lot of got7 vid due to that and exo stuff too since sam was so interested in Tao ._. ~~ and we bought snacks to eat and so coincidental when i put the candy down ~~ pinky hand was inside the candy~~ haha i dunno what to say and i immediately took a photo of it !!

Pinky wants candy too !!

Then we all watched videos until really really late ~~ again ~~ as we always do and then we went to bathe ~~ sam was so tired she slept immediately ~ i think after that eehui slept and i was the last to sleep ~~ when i sleep i think the sky was already bright >.< ~~ we had to wake up around 12 (?) the next day as we were planning to go playnation ~~ n guess what ??!! ~~ I WAS THE 1ST TO WAKE UP !!!! omg hahaha and i actually woke them up ~~ i cannot believe it too

Then we went to play at playnation ~~ i cant remember what we played though ~~ cause it was so long again >.< ~~ but we played quite a couple of games ~~ then after that we went to play basketball at the court cause since i brought the basketball and there was a court ~~ and SOMEONE STOLE OUR COURT >:( !!! Seriously dude !! NOT COOL !!! how can you just come in and like steal our court !! it was a bunch of guys somemore >:( ~~ 

Sam's paparazzi shot that made us look quite cool haha !!

Then afterwards we went to 313 to eat dinner ~ we wanted to eat haidilao but then it was like 2 hrs wait .-. ~~ so we ended up at that food court ~~ and somehow we came up with a story about a town and like how i was part of a gang run by my gege and B.A.P was another gang ~ and how eehui stayed next door to himchan so they can walk past each other every day and how infinite was in town as another gang and i would always mistook sunggyu for GD ~~ haha if i have time ~~ i will write about that story !!

But i guess thats about it ~~ the end of my holidays ~~ \^^/ yeah !! ~~ and the only thing that i didnt achieve in the holidays ~~ as always ~~ is to clean my room >.< ~~ my room is uncleanable (._.) (.-.) (._.) ... UNCLEANABLE I SAY /.\ ~~ *run away

Hugs & Kisses, XOXO


Wednesday, October 08, 2014

To me HAPPINESS is the most amazing feeling one can have ~~

Firstly !! STOP CORRECTING MY MISTAKE ON MY BLOG >:( !!!! you know .... you can whatsapp me to tell me got spelling mistake right ~~ ppl ~~ Come on ~~ you bunch of evil people !!

Okay the main point of this ~~ the end of ways of wandering ~~ which was a couple months ago >< ~ continuing the being way overdue trend ~~

In general ~~ it was a good end to everything that happens ~~ no more really early morning rehearsals that are super super tiring cause the things we do are soo physically demanding ~~ after the 1st day i had muscle ache ~~ that is how physically demanding it is >.< ~~ but im glad to be able to work with that bunch of people in which we have very good chemistry together ^^ ~~ caused we had to learn a lot of things very fast and im amazed at how well we all are able to create pieces and able to move so fast with these pieces !! and it was also nice to be able to this with N again with all our usual nonsense and stuff ~~

Look at my zebra pants that I got !! haha
This is against my no track pants policy ~

I learn quite a lot from doing this show ~ not just things but also about myself ~ Learning to accept changes to your work ~ something what we produce in perfect in our mind but sometimes in order to let it fit into other people work changes are need ~ 'Don't be too precious!' ~was the biggest thing that i learnt from this ~ i mean i'm always open to criticism in my work but still i may a bit defensive about it sometime ~ but learning to let go of it feel actually pretty good ~ letting go of something could let you discover much better things then you actually had in the first place ~ and learning to not hold grudges for people that changes your 'perfect' work is harder than i thought haha ~ i mean i spend a lot of effort/time and you want to change it ~ it is reasonable to feel frustrated/upset right?? ~hahaha 

And adding to that ~ the actual performance that was put up consists of Impromptu stuff ~ many last minute changes and unexpected lags and wow ~ it amazes me how did we pull it off so naturally cause it was literally made up on the spot !! ~ so amazing the bunch of people that i was with ^^ ~ but there was a certain set that we did ~ that india kungfu thing ~ called kalari(?) ~ i forgot but that was SUPER TIRING -.- ~~ wow that is juz one word 累 ~ 

这个~ 累死我

And also ~ thank you to the people who came down to see it ~~ i mean it was like so early in the morning 0.0 ~ I'm a bit questionable on why did i ask my mum and dad to go ~ cause this was not a typical show and it was quite experimental so ~ but im kinda glad they came ~ at least they get to see what i am doing ~ and thank you eehui n sam for coming too ~ i know it was super early >.< ~and thanks for the flower n the cupcake ^^ ~and dar i know you read this so its okay you couldnt come haha !! 

hahah this is just pure awesome that sam took

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To summarize ~ i enjoyed this whole thing ^^ even though it is super super tiring ~~ community theatre is awesome ~ sharing your story with other people and seeing the impact these leave on them ~ people's reaction are the best payback you can get !! ~ it doesn't have to be an applause ~ a simple smile or a nod is just as powerful ~ Sharda said someone "aw~" when i blew my kisses ~ that was awesome haha ^^ ~ it just kinda brought me back to why i love performing ~ this is not just about doing something that i like ~ it is also about the impact that i can leave on someone else ~ even if it was just a little moment ^^

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

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