~~ 2 Years with Best.Absolute.Perfect ~~

안녕하세요~ 우린 비에이피 ~ Yes Sir !! 반갑습니다 ~ haha yes nice to meet you guys indeed ~~ (such a smart way to start this haha :p ) ~~ anyway ~~ as i said in my BB post last year ~~ i would dedicate a post to these 6 boys during their anniversary ~~ so this is me keeping my promise !! *clap clap 

Happy 2nd year anniversary 밥 ~~ hehehe ~~ it has only been two years but it feels longer than two years ~~ but yet sometimes i still think they are a very young band ~~ Technically speaking they are not that young after all ~~ i mean look at the influx of bands nowadays ~~ but to me ~~ there are still very young and fragile haha ~~ soo not in a position like rookies but newcomer ?? ~~ i dunno how to explain haha 

With B.A.P ~~ my journey with them is quite different i would say ~~ I never thought that i would have like really really like another band quite as much as Bigbang ~ With B.A.P~~ i never went through the stage of spazz(?) / fangirl when i watch their video ~~ like i did with BB when I 1st saw them ~~ With BB it was always like 'wow they are doing their thing and being awesome' when i see them on stage ~~ but i have sort of a protective mindset over B.A.P (maybe cause got dongsaeng?)  ~~ i wont be extremely harsh on them but when they do well or perform well i would be very proud~~ In fact i think im harsher with BB than with B.A.P haha ~~ when I see BB live in concert ~~ i was like '我哥哥们真的很厉害' ~~ but when i saw B.A.P in concert ~~ i was like ' I am so proud of them doing this ' with a little of ' wow Zelo is really REALLY good ' ~~ maybe to me ~~ success comes very easily for BB now (cause they already been through alot and proof themselves) ~~ i mean they are such an established band ~~ but for B.A.P ~~ i really want them to go far and support them to reach success to the point where i can safely let go ~~ not quit fandom but ~~ for them to be like BB and achieve success and recognition everywhere

27/1/2012-27/1/2014

Just similar to how Gtop bought me into BB ~~ someone bought me into B.A.P as well ~~ but it was soo different ~~ I like Gtop music and thus i heard BB and i like them too ~~ for them ~~ one fine day i heard this guy rap ~~ and i was like ~~ wow ~~ like WOW ~~ and the hoodie over his head was a big bonus too :p ~~ but i didnt pay that much attention ~~ then 'I Remember' came out ~~ woah ~~ woah ~~ red hair too ~~ n the MV was so awesome ~~ i remebered telling everyone to watch this mv ~~ cause i thought the mv itself was really nice ~~ and then i recall seeing this guy before ~~ then i was like WOAH ~~ need to pay attention ~~ cause i really like how he sound ~~ then one fine day my friend told me that he was going to be in a group and i was so upset ~~ cause at that time kpop group to me is all like you know SHINee ~~ not that i have anything against them but they are not my style ~~ then Bang&Zelo came out ~~ the teaser ~~ WOAH ~~ i was so happy for the teaser ~~ and then 'Never give up' ~~ wow wow wow ~~ i was totally not expecting it ~~ like i was sooooo disappointed ~~ but suddenly B.A.P teaser came out ~~ so i was like if the mv is turning out to be so diff from the teaser ~~ imma just be majorly upset ~~ but it didnt haha ~~ so which is why im typing this now~~ ^^

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B.A.P also went through a hit and pass with me ~~ i almost stop during Power era ~~ but im glad i didnt ~~ although it is a bit financially difficult to be supporting two bands >< ~~ especially with them releasing so many albums at once ~~ but i got a very good feeling about them ~~ i see that many people are slowly giving up on them cause they may have not achieve what other group that debut at the same time have ~~ all the xmm are like they are still the kings but they wan people to know that they are kings  ~~ but those older than me are so upset that they are not on par with other groups ~~ too me ~~ i think they are still very young ~~ give them a few more years ~~ Im sure they can prove that they are really awesome to many people in the future~~

Bbang 's determination and dedication make me really glued to the group ~ his beliefs and views are really something ~~ and i am waiting for the day where he will release an album that he really wants to release and there will be no restriction from the company ~~Himchan ~~ Oppa im sorry >< ~~ i dont really pay that much attention to you compared to others cause ~~ erm u not dongsaeng ~~ and there yongguk >< ~~ haha but i was waiting for a day where your voice really shine ~~ and i found it in '1004' teaser ~~ i was so amazed ^^ ~~ and you please take care of urself ~~ same for ur chingu ~~ eat more >< ~~ Daehyun ah ~~ you also take care of urself ~~ with all the long notes pulling ~~ ur voice must really take care cause once you are not careful :( ~~ Ya ~~~ Youngjae ~~ you relax a bit haha ~~ i feel very contradicted with you ~~ sometimes u very stern/serious ~~ sometimes u very crazy and loose ~~ haha i dunno ~~ and you ~~ 越来越帅哦~~  jonguppie ~~ hehe ~~ i think i abit 疼  you the most ~~ must be the same age as my brother thing ~~ that moment when u got a solo in gayo i was soo proud haha ~~ and sometimes i feel that you should have a bit more confidence in urself~~ but \^^/ yeah jongup ~~ and zelo ~~ junhong i think u are juz one awesome dude ~~ so young yet u do so well ~~ stage presence ~~ photo presence ~~ everything ~~ but dont hurry up to grow up k ~~ cause i got a vibe from you like a bit 小大人 ~~ but in general ~~ B.A.P ~~ waiting for one day that you guys are able to control the stage really well ^^

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B.A.P have bought me many new experiences too ~~ 1st overseas concert in Hong Kong ~~ haha that was crazy packing lightstick there and stuff ~~ a totally different concert experience both in HK and SG ~~ my 1st press con that i went ~~~ that was sooo crazy i genuinely wanted to juz leave the venue~~ i mean please do know when to keep quiet >< ~~ B.A.P got me a bias which i thought was not very possible ~~ haha ~~ B.A.P like BB allow me to make friends too ~~ but B.A.P got me cross country friends ~~ that was pretty different haha ~~ and as much as i dont wan to say this cause i dunno whether you read my blog often haha ~~ B.A.P is kinda like one of the reason why eehui and me became pretty close ~~ cause i mean we talk about them very often ~~ Im really lucky to have friends that like the same band ~~

Anyway B.A.P is still young ~~ dont ask me to choose between BB and B.A.P ~~ because its really not possible ~~ although some times it may seem that i like BB more than them or the other way around ~~ but lets put it this way ~~ I am proud of BB but I 疼 B.A.P (?) ~~ i dunno haha ~~ to be fair ~~ i was with BB longer but i have been with B.A.P from the very beginning ~~ give them time ~~ i keep sayin this ~~~ but really give them time ~~ you will never know what they may turn out to be ~~ and its gonna be a good one~~ ^^ ~~ their 1st album is coming out too ~~ after hearing the medley today ~~ im anticipating ~~~ hehehe 화이팅!!

~\^^\~ ~/^^/~

방용국 김힘찬 정대현 유영재 문종업 최준홍 비에이피

사랑해 ~~

♥♥♥♥♥♥

Happy 2nd year anniversary ^^

Ahem ~~ 용국오빠 ~~ hehehe  /.\ ~~ ^^/♥

Hugs and Kisses, xoxo

Merry Christmas ~ and a Happy new year ~~

hahahaha ~~~ this is sooo late ~~ but hahaha ermmm ~~ Merry Christmas ??  ~~ haha my favourite holidays like EVAR!!

This year i spent Christmas in SG~~ which is a change since usually i would be in HK/Shenzhen at this timing ~~ so it is exciting since i get to put up a Christmas tree ^^ !! ~~ i cant remember when was the last time that i put up a christmas tree ~~ i like Christmas tree soo much ^^ !! haha and of course the presents that comes underneath it 

~Soo many presents ^^ ~

This year was fun~~ and tiring as well ~~ i ALMOST died in orchard road ~~ YES DIED !!~~~ from shopping ~~ OMG wow ~~ soo much people i cannot man ~~ wow ~~ lesson learnt ~~ shall go xmas shopping WAY earlier next year~~ and since im in SG this year ~~ i decided to do a little surprise for everyone haha ~~ and it worked out great ^^ hehe

I decided to make a snowglobe ~~ and wow ~~ my clay and my oven kinda spoilt -.- ~~ my clay were super hard and the clay softener did nothing to soften it ~~ then halfway my oven spoilt !!! ~~ oh my >< the wire was loose or something and it kept turning off and on ~~ and i burnt the clay -.- ~~ haiz what a wrong timing ~~ i wanted to go shopping for small figurines to put in the snowglobe but i couldnt find any ~~ and i was pretty poor at that time too haha ~~ so have to make do with the clay ~~ but im glad it turned out fine ^^ ~~ and the fake snow is sooo soooo pretty!!!

I wanted to buy stockings too ~~ but i couldnt find one of an appropriate size ~~ so i ended up sewing them~~ and lets just say my sewing skills is still... hmm .... need improving ~~ haha ~~ i nvr did so many things at one go and i kind of overestimated myself with the time~~ its okay when u do one ~~ but when you do 3 ~~ its >< wow ~~ i was so worried it wouldnt arrive before xmas !!! ~~ cause you know mail during the season ~~ wow but singpost is so efficient !! ~~~and i am so happy that the response was good ^^ !! haha SURPRISE !! It must feel really good to receive something by mail during xmas ♥ ~ so i felt really happy doing it ^^ 

And i made cards also ~~ for my family too ^^ ~~ and put it at their bedside ~~ hehe so surprise too !!! ~~ so proud of myself :P ~~ this year was a good xmas~~

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TADAH !!!

Xmas was sooo awesome ^^ ~~ opening the gifts at midnight !! ~~ thanks to everyone that got me gifts ~~ whether it was belated or not ~~ thank you !! ^^ ~~ and wow ~~ dennis bought me earphones on top stuff he already bought for me ~~ i was soooooo touched :') ~~ cause he said his beats were lousy and like he wanted me to have something good ~~ and wow ~~ just wow ~~SOOooo happy ^^

And Christmas morning came ~~ and TADAH!!! Xmas cake ^^ !! hehehhehehehhehehehheeh~~~ and i did managed to get the snowman cake that i wanted ~~ my dad did ordered it in the end !! and it taste good eh ~~ i nvr though polar cakes to be good ~~ but this cake was good !!! and its so adorable ^^~~

SNOWMAN!!

Since my relatives came over for Christmas ~~ we spent Christmas showing them around ~~MBS and stuff ~~ and went to eat at night in Town ~~ and they were SOOO many people there !! ~~ and i met a really cool guy there ~~ he was on the street holding up a sign ' say what i can do to make ur day ' ~~ and like no one was paying any attention to him at all ~~ which was really sad ~~ i stop my family and i walked towards him ~~ i asked him ' so i tell you what you can do to make my day and you will do it' ~ he say that he would try ~~ so i asked him to sing me a christmas song ~~ then he said he cant really sing and he dont know any xmas songs haha ~~ then i ask him why he was doing this ~~ then he said he wanted to just give back to the community in his own way ~~ after much persuation he still didnt sing ~~ so i asked him for a hug instead haha ~~ he was so nice and even offered to buy a drink for my cousin ~~ that was really cool of his to do it ~~ ^^

Then the next day ~~ i bought my cousin to USS and the adults went around sentosa ~~ USS is still the same haha ~~ but i didnt know the roller-coaster were close down ~ >< ~!!! that was soooo upsetting ~~ and they changed the track of the Mummy roller-coaster to a shorter route ~~ Dennis was so disappointed >< !! i was too~~~ and it was so sad that i couldnt allow my cousin to sit on the rollercoaster :( ~~ then my uncle took alot of photos and we also did a mandatory shot (-.- yes mandatory) in front of the USS globe ~~ and wow i didnt realize this ~~ but Dennis is SOOO TALL 0.0 !! look at the height difference !!

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So Chirstmas this year was really awesome~~ but SG really lack Christmas decoration though ~~ Hong kong ones were really pretty ~~ and i thought orchard deco were a bit lacking :( ~~but still it was good ^^ ~~ i can spend Xmas with my friends which was something that was awesome ~~ although i do miss HK Disneyland fake snow and Christmas spirit ~~ USS did not really have any Christmas atmosphere at all >< !! so sad ~~ but still it was a good Christmas !! with the tree and the presents and the friends and family ~~ and not forgetting all the gingerbread mans that i bought *cough or made my parents buy for me *cough ~~ it was a holiday filled with love ^^♥♥♥

XOXO, Hugs and Kisses

♥v♥

Just some stuff ~~

Well HAPPY 2014 haha ~~ i still haven posted about xmas ~~ still lying in my draft somewhere ~~ will post it some haha ~~ when im done with it :P ~~ and have to deal with cleaning my room too ~~ so wow ~~ and a lot of stuff that i want to do ~~ oh and about Gayo ~~ and stuff ( yes >:( my upsetness with some )

Anyway thats was not why i wanted to type this ~~ i just wanted to say something too about the current very popular issue ~~ revolving around my friend/schoolmate ~~ Some points that she mentioned where some points that i have always been telling my friends about ~~its just some thoughts i always had and not directed to that issue ~~ and some stuff i learnt about this issue~~ so ya ~~ juz something i want to say~~

About creativity ~~ I would hands down agree if u ask me this a few years back~~ but as i think about throughout the years ~~ indeed there are increasing no of artistic venue being build and stuff ~~ like the schools ~~ and SG also increase arts events and also the free museum thing (Which make me a very happy girl) ~~ but i feel~~ what shld be changed ~~ is not to encourage creativity but to embrace it first ~~ people need to embrace the concept of creativity before even trying to be creative ~~ i do agree that it is also the people you meet that matter ~~ but being someone ~~ that was very very badly criticized by peers and teachers about creativity ~~ it leaves a scar on you (a huge one) ~~ and lets not talk about it (i scared i cry) ~~ unless i wan to in future posts ~~ its not about not liking the ideas but saying the idea is wrong ~~ how can an idea be wrong ??!! ~~ i think people need to except that not only 'normal/usual/ things are right and the rest are wrong ~~ what makes those thing 'normal' in the 1st place is due to the widely acceptance of that idea~~ so what makes something new/different wrong ??!! ~~ people's perspective is still a very important factor~~

And also ~~ if every single person were creative ~~ there would be lesser ppl to you know ~~ be amazed/wow/appreciate the creative product of that person ?? ~~ Its like someone with no piano background could be amaze at someone playing a very basic and simple piece~ while someone who knows piano ~~ would know that its actually quite simple~~ so if everyone were like soo creative ~~ who is to appreciate them ?? ~~ and what makes the creative idea unique then? ~~

Education system ~~ nvr like the system ~~ prob never will ~~ but then again ~~ i dont like sch ~~ so ~~ cant say this is all the system fault ~~ but our system 'punishes' people that cant study and make them feel bad about themselves ~~ have to say that thats not right ~~ im quite lucky that my parents somehow do no enforce grades on me ~~ and neither do i care bout it  ~~ but still homework literally ALMOST kill me ~~ and study ~~ like people have no idea ~ during JC ~~ my whole personality changed and it was soo hard for me ~~ and what can i do ~~ nothing ~~ because the thought of a degree is so important ~~ it is not getting one that counts ~~ but not getting on that matters

However ~~~ you can always make time for things you like ~~ like me ~~ i learned to do stuff i want ~~ even if it is so small scale that only i see it ~~  such as vlogging or this blog ~~ or drawing ~~ and sure i sacrifice my time to sleep ~~ but at least i am happy about it ~~ you always make time for stuff u like doing ~~ and not juz blame it on having very little time ~~ so ya ~~

Another thing ~~Music~~~ you do not ~~ i REPEAT ~~~ DO NOT come to me about music if you have no valid point or like nothing better to say ~~ ANY MUSIC ~~~ LIKE music in general !! ~~ or i dont know what i will do man ~~ like seriously ~~ it's okay if you hate a song or like a song ~~ its a preference ~~  but to say a song shldnt exist or like its so bad ~~ that is not okay ~~ or any personal attacks on the artist ~~ and for someone who wants to be in the industry ~~ the more you shld know to be respectful about it ~~ when i was 12 and i wanted to be in the industry ~~ i made a promise to myself to never download illegally any music as it was a form of respect to the people that made them ~~ cause if i were to be in the industry one day ~~ i would not want people to 'steal' my music ~  and i kept the promise until now ~~ that like almost 10 years~~ so i dont get it ~~ that someone doesn't respect music and yet wants to pursue it ~~ all form of music are music ~~ there is no genre of music that is less awesome than another genre ~~ it a preference

Do I like my country ?? yeah ~~ my friends and family are here ~~ i have stuff to look forward to every year ~~ and the good thing about SG is that i kinda do not have to worry that much about politics ~~ so ya ~~ i do like living in this place ~~ but will i migrate if i have to fulfill my dreams elsewhere ?? ~~ i would actually ~~ cause to me ~~ my dreams are very important

And i have meet some pretty nice people ~~ or strangers i may add ~~ that we just talked randomly  ~~ so not all singaporeans are stern ~~ although i do like saying HI to everyone when i was in the states ~~ i think SG is slowing warming up ^^ ~~ and you must talk to ppl ~~ to expect them to talk to you

Oh and ~~ some things i saw ~~ people tend to be swayed very easily by any opinions ~~ like cause someone say something ~~ doesnt mean that thing is absolutely right ~~ have to think about it abit~~ and also ~~ personal attacks are mean ~~ so dont judge people that you dont know ~~ its not good ~~ cause it makes you no different from them ~~ people think ~~ common sense ~~ its kinda important you know ~~

But i think in SG ~~ to get into the arts ~~ you will have to have connection and like be in that circle ~~ to get opportunities and stuff ~~ i do not include our mainstream media company ~~ yes the one starting with M ~~ cause i was lucky enough to meet a director from there and i heard they treat actors very badly ~~ acting is not juz acting okay haha ~~ i learn that it is really difficult

i think i shld stop ~~ its 5.30 am ~~ i have to wake up at 9 0.0 ~~ haha ~~ maybe when i think about something i will say haha ~~ since i would be very free during sch ~~ because someone abandoned me to suffer alone >:( ~~ you know who you are :p

XOXO, Hugs and Kisses