#MTVSESSIONSBAP \^^/

What a timing to type about this ~~ well for starters ~~ EXAMS ARE OVER \^^/ ~~ How awesome is that !!! ~~ Holidays ~~ Holidays ^^ ~~ YEAH!! ~~ so im planning to clear as many blog post as possible ~~ if it is possible haha

On a fine day which was September 11 2014 ~~ was as of now ~~ one of the finest memory I have of them ~~ the first time that i met them & him ~~ face to face ~~ I never thought i would be able to have such a chance though ~~ how often do you get to a chance like this ㅠㅠ ~~ even more so of the situation now ~~ And really thanks to eehui's friend amelia for this chance ~~ if not ㅠㅠ ~~ really thank you

So MTV ~~ as usual ~~ they dont do tickets sales >.< ~~ that was my first concern when they first announce the news ~~ it would be some contest usually that is either by a popularity contest or by pure luck ~~ which is just demoralizing cause what are the chances that I will get tickets ~~ cause it is usually not by luck ~~ >.< Look at me at not winning the hi-five passes or autograph passes or meet &  greet passes .-. ~~ and the list goes on and on ...

So the first stage of get ticketing was by a question on why do you want to meet B.A.P ~~ and i think it is done by lucky draw and they dont really read the answers ~~ and then there was the RWS one where they ask what is ur fav B.A.P song and which friend and why you want to bring them ~~ and .... haiz ... i didnt win both ㅠㅠ ~~ even though i know the odds are not that high ~~ it was still upsetting ~~

And then ~~ you know what ~~ MTV held another contest ~~ a dance contest .-. ~~~ let me repeat this ~~ A dance contest .-. ~~ and you know what the funny thing ~~ Eehui actually said this before all the contest started ~~ she said that to win a popularity contest we can dress up like stitch and tigger and dance .___. ~~ wow ~~ haiz ~~ and... so we did it ~~ we ... both... yes... us both ~~ did the dance contest ~~ and we danced .-. ~~ and just leave it as it was a stupid and embarrassing yet fun memory /.\

feat. Shishi & Tats

On that day itself ~~ I went down after theatre class ~~ then we waiting to collect tixs and wait for a staff to bring us in for the meet & greet ~~ I wasn't very nervous ~~ i didnt know why ~~ but i do indeed was very excited ~~ and eehui made mickey mouse ears hairband for me hehe (gomawo) ~~ so i wore it to meet them ^^

After a while ~ the person brought us in ~~ and there they were ~~ the 6 of them O-O ~~ wow ~~ then i was getting a bit nervous ~~ So I went up ~~ and I stood next to Bbang ~~ to be honest I think i didn't really had a good look at the rest of the 5 members ~~ /.\ ~~ the first thing i did was to look at him ~~ and the 1st thought in my mind was 'Wow, his eye makeup is a bit thick 0.0' ~~ the other girl in front of me was freaking out and the first thing i thought of was makeup .-. ~~ my brain ... ~~ then following my brain ~~ my subconscious decided to speak .-. ~~ I was not prepared for it ~~ i totally did not think of anything to say ~~ but i would like to thank my subconscious for talking to him because ㅠㅠ ~~ I'm glad I talked to him ~~ and if i never rmb wrongly the convo was

Me: 용국 오빠, 안녕하세요. 

BYG: Hey! *Long pause ~ How chu doing?

Me: Fine. How about you?

BYG: Yeah ~ Good. 

I totally did not expect the convo .... and just wow ~~ haha ~~ it was a really good memory ~~ and i managed to shake his hand before the guard pushed me away >:( ~~ but still wow ~~ I still cannot believe it that i actually spoke to him~~

But i was a bit upset that i did not really felt anything when i meet him ~~ I was like one chill dude ~~ like compared to the other girl ~~ I was super chill ~~ I thought i would feel something when i meet him ~~ But i'm happy ~~ cause I'm smiling thinking about it haha /.\ ~~ maybe my brain is just .-.

Pretty tickets ^^

And the studio was pretty damm cool ~~ with the camera and the sound console system behind ~~ it was pretty awesome ~~ I have never attended any live recording for music programme so it was pretty cool for me to see the studio haha ^^ ~~ and the MTV VJs came out ~~ and i recognize the guy ~~ it was alan!! ~~ haha ~~ he was pretty good looking and like I managed to get a high five from him cause i called out his name and i guess not many people there knew who he was ~~

~ VJs ~

Then BAP came out and like it was madness ~~ the whole atmosphere was so so good ~~ they were doing their thing and we were enjoying them doing their thing ~~ It was pretty fun ~~ I had a really good time ^^ ~~ although for the Q&A I couldn't really hear what there were saying though ~~ but overall it was really really fun and really really awesome to be able to see them perform like that ^^ 

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After that, Eehui fetched me to the airport ~~~ because ~~~ I have to fetch dennis later haha ~~ and also you know to try if we could see them at the airport if they were gonna go back on that day itself ~~ but no ~~ we did not meet them and they did not go back on the day itself ~~ But still I was really glad that I had a chance to go for this event ㅠㅠ ~~ and seeing the situation ~~ this was the last event that I could see them before their lawsuits ~~ so i am really really grateful ㅠㅠ ~~ I took photos though ~~ using my phone~~ and i took burst shots ~~ and I realize that they actually look like videos when i combine them together ~~ So i managed to do Gifs for the two oppas haha ^^

Bbang Oppa 

Channie Oppa

After a while ~~ they showed the episode on TV ~~ It was pretty cool but they cut out the Q&A part and i guess it could be that because the studio was too noisy and they had a hard time doing audio ~~ and you know what else ~~ The camera crew flimed us doing reaction and i saw myself on tv O-O ~~ OMG ~~ like not even me in the crowd kinda shot ~~ It was just a me shot ~~ but i covered half of my face with the slogan and like it was less than a second haha ~~ but still i was shocked to see myself on TV O.o ~~

And also ~~ since i had photos ~~ why not put them on my blog ~~ I guess no one will take them anyway so i did not edit nor did i put watermark haha ~~ It's just for me and the few people that would be reading my blog ~~ So presenting to you ~~ Best Absolute Perfect ^^/ ♥

Yongguk ♥

Himchan ♥

Daehyun ♥

Youngjae ♥

Jongup ♥

Zelo ♥

My photos are not very pretty ~~ but they are for me to look at ~~ haha so it's okay ~~~ and I am far for being a decent photographer and photo editor haha ~~ and now for gifs

Maknaes VS Hyungs

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And also goodbye gifs ~~ 

*bow

*Wave

That's it ~~ I can't really remember much ~~ cause as usual ~~ this was in September and i am typing this only now ~~ But i am really happy that i got a chance like this ~~ I hope the best for them cause like i said ~~ I want them to be doing this because they themselves genuinely want to do this and this is a happy thing for them to do ~~ and as much as that is what i want for them ~~ as a fan ~~ my heart stills you know ~~ ㅠㅠ ~~ yeah ~~ but as much as all the memories and things that came along with them ~~ I am really glad that I had a chance to get to know them through their music and their performance ~~ and i did not regret supporting this group ~~ This group gave me a very very unexpected and yet incredible experience ~~ so 고마워요하고 사랑해요 비에이피 ^^

#ForeverwithBAP ♥

XOXO, Hugs and Kisses

^^/♥

STGCC ~~ 2014 ~~ *Bounce bounce

The event that happens once every year ~~ I almost forgot to post about it cause i didnt save a draft on it >.< ~~ but the main point is that i still have a post on it ~~ even though it is way way overdue ~~ it is still being posted :p ~~ every year other than thinking of what to wear ~~ i did something else too

Last year ~~ i made cookies for simone n devilrobots ~~ and when i gave simone the cookies ~~ i asked him if he like cookies ~~ and simone was like "yes, i love cookies" ~~ so COOKIES AGAIN this year \^^/ ~~ haha but it took me SOOO long ~~ making the dough ~~ cutting ~ baking ~~ and then icing 0.0 ~~ and i was so scared that i will decorate it badly that i cut out two of the same shapes just in case >.< ~~ so much work ~~ cutting and rolling again and cutting ~~ BUT IT WAS WORTH IT !!! TOTALLY \^^/ ~~ they turn out really pretty as well ~~ and i had so much dough that i did matoki and BB bears too haha

♥v♥

So we went pretty much on time and early this year ^^ !! ~~ and we were never really on time before ~~ i didn't know that there was this huge queue of people to enter ~~ i was so shocked 0.0 ~~ the queue moved pretty fast though ~~ but wow i never expected so much people !! but the main point is that we were on time this year~~ YEAH!! achievement unlocked ^^ ~~ we also had a little game this year ~~ there was a bingo sheet at the back of the pamphlet and me and sam were competing to complete it ~~ i think we ended with a tie ~~ i dont really rmb ~~ but sam was part of the box hahaha ~~ with her mario costume ~~

O.o the queue

BINGO

Annnnnnddddd our costume for this year ~~ Tigger and Mario ~~ haha ~~ hands down the easiest costume ever !! ~~ just have to put it on and that it :p ~~ and wow this attracts many small kids 0.0 ~~ like every single kids that i walked pass looked at me ~~ some even pointed and like "ooo tigger" ~~ haha ~~ there were a few parents that ask me to take photo with their kid too ~~ Tigger is sure popular character with kids haha ^^

Tigger x Mario

And the main point of stgcc hahaha !! Simone Legno !! eeeeeekkk ~~ the one that i truly feel the fangirl feeling haha ~~ the super huge reason for me attending stgcc and the reason for all the hardwork in the cookies ~~ every time queuing up for signing for him ~ i have to be super early because he is one of the popular artists ~~ this year i wanted to queue early but i didn't see the queue until it was too late and i was pretty much at the back ~~ okay not really the back but in the middle ~~ but it was still so far ~~ because the VIP ticket holder has to go 1st then the normal queue can go ~~ and the signing is only 1 hour ~~ i remembered the 2nd time i saw simone ~ we were the last ones before the line got cut ~~ i was so super worried that i couldnt get my stuff signed and most importantly pass him the cookies ~~ i think i would probably cry cause i spent a lot of time on the cookies >.< ~~ i kept looking at my watch but i knew that no way i was able to meet him during his hour ~~ BBBUUUTT omg ~~ he ask to extend his signing ~~ by right strictly one artist was supposed to have one hour but i think he signed finished everyone and took like 2 hour and more ~~ i was soooo happy cause i meet him like during the 1.5 hour mark >.< ~~ I gave him the cookies when i first walk up to him ~~ and his reaction is  ~~ㅠㅠ ~ he was soo happy ~~ i told him that he told me he liked cookies last year so i baked cookies for him again ~~ and sam captured his happiness when he saw the cookies ㅠㅠ #samisawesome ~~ i think i spoke nonsense but i dont remember >.< ~~ while he was signing, i asked if he remembered me ~~ and ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ  ~~ he did ~~ i mean he said it last year as well but this year he asked "Did you wear cat ears before?" ~~ I DID ㅠㅠ  during the 2nd signing which was two years ago ~~ I cannot believe he remembered that 2 years ago !! ~~ and i really confirmed he remembers me ~~ i cannot believe it ~~ even though he travels to a lot of places for signing and stuff ~~ he remembers me ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ  *cries ~~ i cannot ㅠㅠ 

Another reason why i was so nervous and demoralized cause the day before he had a signing for lesportsac at orchard ~~ and someone baked him a cake and he put it on insta ~~ LIKE A WHOLE ROUND CAKE ~~ i saw that and i look at my cookies and i sighed ~~ tbh my cookies are not like professional grade stuff and it was my 1st time ~ but still i was a bit sad ~~ but when i saw his reaction i was like ㅠㅠ  and he said he will post it on his insta ~~ and i was like ㅠㅠ !!! ~~ and he really did !! ~~ and he ate one of them and said it was delicious ~~ oh man ㅠㅠ  ~~ two years in a row my stuff in his insta but this year i had one post just for me !!! O.O ~~ i did see he post other ppl's cookies as well and i think that they are so much nicer and  more professional compared to mine ~~ but he still posted my one up ㅠㅠ ~ thank you so much ~~ and in another insta post where he thanked all the asia fans ~~ my red packs of cookies and card in the the pic too ~~ and the cookies were in the middle ~~ just like how my keychain was in the middle last year ~~  sooooo much happiness that i cannot comprehend ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ ㅠㅠ ~~ and also the year before that when he clipped my chains to his jeans ㅠㅠ ~~ #somuchfanservicefromhim #thankyousomuch #stillcannotbelieveit

Next year ~~ i hope he comes again ~~ and that would be the 5th time that I am going to meet him ~~ wow ~~ five years is a pretty long timg 0.0 ~~ and i hope he remembers me ~~ i mean i think he does remember me but i myself still cannot believe that he does ~~ even though he knows what i wear ㅠㅠ ~~ i just cannot believe that he knows me out of so many thousands of fans worldwide !!

Patiently waiting ...

ㅠㅠ

♥♥♥

ㅠㅠ ♥♥♥

He called me a sweet fan ㅠㅠ *cries

I  also brought two extra cookies ~~ the plain heart ones ~ and i ended up giving them to Ziqi from Monster Little and Andy from Toyrevil ~~ it was so cool meeting Andy cause i have never met him before and i always go to his blog to look for all the toys and art prints haha ^^ ~~ he was really nice too ~~ he put on his eye patch for me and he even gave me and sam a small packet of toy and stickers ^^ ~~ thank you very much andy !!

Andy from Toysrevil ^^

The cosplay was as usual ~~ a few stand outs ~~ i saw sisters dressed up as elsa and anna ~~ and there was a evil queen from snow white as well ~~ and who else ~~ i dont really remember but i didnt see any adventure time cos this year :( ~~ probably cause we keep missing it and not walking pass them >.< ~~

Wolverine ahjussi again!!

Furry gang :p (?)

Tigger x Doraemon

This year~~ to be really honest ~~ i felt that there was very limited stores ~~ which is good in another sense that i can save money haha ~~ but some of the big names were no there >.< ~~ like play imaginative ~~ and even disney that came last year ~~ but one thing that we did differently this year ~~ we went to queue up for artists that we didn't really know to get drawing by them ~~ and let me say that was the most awesome thing ever !! ~~ I discovered new artists that i really like and even sam too ~~ Sam really liked Alex Solis and his Chunky cartoons haha ^^ ~~ and some artists were really awesome too ~~ since i was in a tigger outfit ~~ some of the drawings that they drew for me included tiger/tigger ^^ ~~ so cute !! ♥♥♥

STUFF ^^

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And as usual ~~ i brought my 3ds out and the street pass is awesome as always ~~ met a lot of new people with it ~~ like i think almost 50 if im not wrong ~~ had to stop and clear my streetpass data like every once in a while ~~ but still it was really fun ~~ and after the whole thing ~~ we took many photos in our outfit as usual haha ~~ the jump shots and stuff  ^^ ~~ and that concludes the end of STGCC ~~ haha ~~ till next year ~~ NEXT YEAR \^^/

#needtothinkofoutiftsnow #alwayslastminuteoutfits #needtogothebigcomicconsoneday 

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

♥ 뽀뽀 ♥

Fantasia by Escriba ~~ filled with sugar and sweetness

An event centered around sugary sweetness ^^ ~~ what is there not to like?? ~~ I got to be a part of Fantasia by Escriba ~ a sweets x theatre event ~~the event was quite cool actually ~~ cause I don't think I ever saw something like this before ~~the moment i walk into the place all i could smell was chocolate and more chocolate 0.0 ~~ and it was mainly because of the huge chocolate fountain.

At first, I went for the casting~~ I thought it was the worst casting i ever attended >.< ~~ they gave a brief introduction about the event and about Escriba ~~ then they said something about there are looking for either a cleaner who is clumsy & funny or a chimpanzee ~~ i was a bit confused cause like this kind of casting is very different from those that i normally go to ~~ i think i did not very well cause went to prance around and eat imaginary banana ... Yes i did >.< ~~ the person say "actually chimpanzee don't do much" ... i was like ._. ... oookkaaayy ~~ anyway long story short i thought i did not very well cause i was clear of what was needed of me ~~ but in the end i still got casted so thats good ^^ ~~ for the cleaner role

^^

It was a pretty cool opportunity too ~~ I got to work with really talented people from Spain and let me say they are really really good !! When they were doing stretches and warm up, wow they are so flexible 0.0 ~~ i guess some of them does acrobatics so its usual for them ~~ but i have never seen it before so i though it was really awesome ~~ but the reason why i really like this was because there was no set routine for this ~~ i practically did it however i wanted ~~ and i realize i really do like performance with human interactions ~~ not only you can get energy from the audience ~~ it is interesting to see how different people would react too ~~ but i did divert from what the needed performance was ~~ cause the cleaner role turns out to be like a really bored person and like didnt want to do their job kind of person ~~ and it was relatively low in energy ~~ so i kind of went out of my performance space and into the audience ~~ Im glad i did it if not it would be so boring for ._. ~ and the one time when i went out one of the audience actually gave me the choc lip lollipop ~~ i was so touched :') ~~ thank you miss kind lady ~~ whoever you are ^^

♥♥♥

I think the whole exhibition was split into 5 areas if I remember correctly ~ there was a dream area ~ and an animal area and the theater place and the cake place (where I am) and i guess the streets area ~~ haha but I expected it to be bigger though and more like a fantasy world ~~ At first when you enter it did feel like a fantasy world ~~ but after the animal world ~~ i felt that the magic was gone ~~ the place was filled with mini performances and stuff made up of chocolates ~~ there were cakes on display too ~~ and while you travel around the place there are food stations where you can get food from ^^ ~~ the food was hit & miss haha ~~ the chocolate hotdog was supposedly a famous attraction ~~ but i personally >.< do not like it at all ~~ it was my least favourite food ~~ my most favorite food was the egg thingy and also the chocolate ham with olive oil !! ~~ i really really like them !!!! ♥

~ Display Pastry ~

FFFOOOOoOoOOOODDDD

I have 2 tickets to the show so i could invite two people to come for one of the shows ~~ In the end only eehui went haha ~~ let me say ~~ to be going for an event that you are working on and people recognize you is the best thing ever !! ~~ I get to  have more food than i supposedly suppose to have and also i dont have to queue up for food ^^ ~~ hahaha so eehui could eat everything in that place when we suppose to only be able to eat 3 food ~~

Oooohhh ~~ and i made her get a balloon too so both of us got a balloon from the balloon blowing moon ^^ !! and i did tell the actors before hand that i wanted a balloon and to give me one when i went on the stage haha !! and then i made eehui to go up on stage to get one too hehe ^^ ~ and after trading with a very nice lady ~ i ended up with a pink balloon and eehui ended  up with a green one !!

Tadah ~ the entrance !!

And after we walk though the whole place, we went to the kids activity corner cause there was nothing else to do anymore ~~ and another awesome thing for working there ~~ by right we aren't suppose to do the thing at all but then because of my crew pass and asking ~~ they let us do it ^^ ~~ The activity was to decorate a cookie with some food gel pens ~ i think the pens was like chocolate and strawberry and something else >< ~~ i forget and i ate the cookie before i could take a pic of it ><~~ cause the gel icing thing taste sooooooo goooood tooo !!! Oops .~. ~~

Hehehe candid shot
I think it was a good shot too ^^

In general, i thought this was a pretty good experience ~ the director Joan Font said i was really good ^^ ~~ and that was awesome ~~ he kept showing me the thumbs up and he tried to speak in english haha and his action was really cute ~~ it was great to be able to work with him ^^ ~~ and also Escriba also gave me thumbs up haha !! Great accomplishment !! ^^ And also his lovely assistant Antonella who translated things for Joan and she was really very nice too ^^ ~~ and also all the other performers that i had a great time playing with ^^

Joan Font & Antonella ^^

And to add ~~ haiz ~~ i also feel so helpless about it ~~ at 1st during the event i thought the sg employee side was quite unprofessional with the handling of us. Firstly, the meeting was scheduled quite last minute and i had to starve during rehearsals cause the timing was not told to us properly and also we spend a long time waiting and i wasn't told about this beforehand ~~ i mean i understand the waiting and stuff but just that it would be better if they informed us 1st about the schedule >,< ~~ and the most important part .... I am probably not getting paid for this ~~ which is very stupid cause i was suppose to get $600 for this ~~ and $600 is A LOT of money to me >.< ~~ it may not be very significant for the rest cause they have jobs and stuff and i dont >< ~~ and i really do need the money ~~ they say the company is insolvent and that you know ..... they dont reply my emails nor do they answer my calls ._. ~~ this is really not right and im typing this in November when the event ended in august ~~ anyway there is not much i can do about it too ~~ i emailed but if they dont pay ~~ then what to do ~~ i like the experience but the company in the singapore side is really ._. ~~ seriously ~~ and i dont believe that what the emails are saying too ~~ at 1st saying that they are ready to mail out the cheque ~~ next they say that they cannot pay us cause they have too much creditors ~~ seriously ._. ~~ haiz ~~ i really need the money >.< -end rant- *shake head

But i do hope there are similar event next time that i can participate in ~~ with more responsible management ~~ cause this event was fun while it lasted !! ^^

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

\^^/

All that are left of the long long holiday ~~

I think I am finally finish with recapping the last of what happened to me during the long summer holiday ~~ with the exception of me being stuck in singapore and not going overseas ㅠㅠ ~~ as much as i have always gone to hong kong and shenzhen ~~ not going there also feels weird ~~ like it is a kind of habit kind of thing ~ :(

I was so close to going to hong kong ~ partly or mostly >.< cause of the 'Best of Best' concert ~ cause B.A.P was there and then Seungri was there ~~ how often will both of them be at the same concert that I have a possibility of going for ?? ~ but then cause of the ghost month cannot fly and stuff ~~ i didnt went in the end ~~ my mum gave me hope for going and then no more ~~ *cries ㅠㅠ

And another part of the holidays ~ I WENT TO WORK \^^/ ! ~~ like normal normal work !! ~~ like office work from morning to evening ~~ and i did that for 2 weeks ~~ i am very proud of myself for doing it !! ~~ cause i didnt think i would be able to survive an office environment for so long since i dont really feel right in it ~~ it makes me kinda feel very constricted like i don't know how to describe it too >.< ~~ i was a project co-ordinator (?) ~~ my job scope was fairly simple ~~ i had to call people to inform them about the event and then send email and call them again to see whether they have received the email and call them a few days after to check on their attendance ~~ it is actually really simple and relaxing ~~ but doing routine stuff ~~ i really dont like it very much ~~ but I am glad i did it ~ on one point i truly know that i really dont like office work ~~ on another ~~ i have money to pay for B.A.P n BB ~~ ._.

My desk featuring Shishi, Dada & Toto ^^

Another interesting thing that happen to me was I MET FINN & JAKE !!!! ㅠㅠ !!!! such an emotional day ~~ I cannot believe that I actually got a chance to meet Finn & Jake in Singapore !! It was at suntec city and i totally did not expect to meet them when i walk into the mall ~~ so i went forward to take photo and hug them ~~ I also got my hand painted by a very awesome person ~~ she drew it super fast and like swift !! i was very impressed hehehe ~~ that was such a happy day !! 

♥♥♥

Princess Bubblegum ^^

Lastly, another thing that i remembered from my holidays was the sleepover I had with Sam at eehui's house !! ~~ we initially planned for a staycation but then we ended up with a sleepover instead ~~  first we meet and went to teoheng ~~ and of course with teoheng comes Nene chicken haha ~~

La La La ~

And after that we went to her house ~~ and we watch videos ~~ as we always do ~~ and somehow sam went on a GOT7 spree ~~ like she got so interested in Got7 ~ i forgot who she was interested in though >.< ~~ but she got so interested in them ~~ and we saw a lot of got7 vid due to that and exo stuff too since sam was so interested in Tao ._. ~~ and we bought snacks to eat and so coincidental when i put the candy down ~~ pinky hand was inside the candy~~ haha i dunno what to say and i immediately took a photo of it !!

Pinky wants candy too !!

Then we all watched videos until really really late ~~ again ~~ as we always do and then we went to bathe ~~ sam was so tired she slept immediately ~ i think after that eehui slept and i was the last to sleep ~~ when i sleep i think the sky was already bright >.< ~~ we had to wake up around 12 (?) the next day as we were planning to go playnation ~~ n guess what ??!! ~~ I WAS THE 1ST TO WAKE UP !!!! omg hahaha and i actually woke them up ~~ i cannot believe it too

Then we went to play at playnation ~~ i cant remember what we played though ~~ cause it was so long again >.< ~~ but we played quite a couple of games ~~ then after that we went to play basketball at the court cause since i brought the basketball and there was a court ~~ and SOMEONE STOLE OUR COURT >:( !!! Seriously dude !! NOT COOL !!! how can you just come in and like steal our court !! it was a bunch of guys somemore >:( ~~ 

Sam's paparazzi shot that made us look quite cool haha !!

Then afterwards we went to 313 to eat dinner ~ we wanted to eat haidilao but then it was like 2 hrs wait .-. ~~ so we ended up at that food court ~~ and somehow we came up with a story about a town and like how i was part of a gang run by my gege and B.A.P was another gang ~ and how eehui stayed next door to himchan so they can walk past each other every day and how infinite was in town as another gang and i would always mistook sunggyu for GD ~~ haha if i have time ~~ i will write about that story !!

But i guess thats about it ~~ the end of my holidays ~~ \^^/ yeah !! ~~ and the only thing that i didnt achieve in the holidays ~~ as always ~~ is to clean my room >.< ~~ my room is uncleanable (._.) (.-.) (._.) ... UNCLEANABLE I SAY /.\ ~~ *run away

Hugs & Kisses, XOXO

To me HAPPINESS is the most amazing feeling one can have ~~

Firstly !! STOP CORRECTING MY MISTAKE ON MY BLOG >:( !!!! you know .... you can whatsapp me to tell me got spelling mistake right ~~ ppl ~~ Come on ~~ you bunch of evil people !!

Okay the main point of this ~~ the end of ways of wandering ~~ which was a couple months ago >< ~ continuing the being way overdue trend ~~

In general ~~ it was a good end to everything that happens ~~ no more really early morning rehearsals that are super super tiring cause the things we do are soo physically demanding ~~ after the 1st day i had muscle ache ~~ that is how physically demanding it is >.< ~~ but im glad to be able to work with that bunch of people in which we have very good chemistry together ^^ ~~ caused we had to learn a lot of things very fast and im amazed at how well we all are able to create pieces and able to move so fast with these pieces !! and it was also nice to be able to this with N again with all our usual nonsense and stuff ~~

Look at my zebra pants that I got !! haha

This is against my no track pants policy ~

I learn quite a lot from doing this show ~ not just things but also about myself ~ Learning to accept changes to your work ~ something what we produce in perfect in our mind but sometimes in order to let it fit into other people work changes are need ~ 'Don't be too precious!' ~was the biggest thing that i learnt from this ~ i mean i'm always open to criticism in my work but still i may a bit defensive about it sometime ~ but learning to let go of it feel actually pretty good ~ letting go of something could let you discover much better things then you actually had in the first place ~ and learning to not hold grudges for people that changes your 'perfect' work is harder than i thought haha ~ i mean i spend a lot of effort/time and you want to change it ~ it is reasonable to feel frustrated/upset right?? ~hahaha 

And adding to that ~ the actual performance that was put up consists of Impromptu stuff ~ many last minute changes and unexpected lags and wow ~ it amazes me how did we pull it off so naturally cause it was literally made up on the spot !! ~ so amazing the bunch of people that i was with ^^ ~ but there was a certain set that we did ~ that india kungfu thing ~ called kalari(?) ~ i forgot but that was SUPER TIRING -.- ~~ wow that is juz one word 累 ~ 

这个~ 累死我

And also ~ thank you to the people who came down to see it ~~ i mean it was like so early in the morning 0.0 ~ I'm a bit questionable on why did i ask my mum and dad to go ~ cause this was not a typical show and it was quite experimental so ~ but im kinda glad they came ~ at least they get to see what i am doing ~ and thank you eehui n sam for coming too ~ i know it was super early >.< ~and thanks for the flower n the cupcake ^^ ~and dar i know you read this so its okay you couldnt come haha !! 

hahah this is just pure awesome that sam took

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To summarize ~ i enjoyed this whole thing ^^ even though it is super super tiring ~~ community theatre is awesome ~ sharing your story with other people and seeing the impact these leave on them ~ people's reaction are the best payback you can get !! ~ it doesn't have to be an applause ~ a simple smile or a nod is just as powerful ~ Sharda said someone "aw~" when i blew my kisses ~ that was awesome haha ^^ ~ it just kinda brought me back to why i love performing ~ this is not just about doing something that i like ~ it is also about the impact that i can leave on someone else ~ even if it was just a little moment ^^

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

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