Music makes one ~~~ MAMA 2013

TADAH ~~ It's that event again ~~ haha once every year ~~ MAMA awards ^^ ~~ hehehe ~~ this year it was held in Hong Kong again ~~ and bigbang went again ^^ !!! ~~ its like every year I watch MAMA just to wait for Bigbang ~~ 

Eehui, dar and sam came to my house to watch haha ~~ eehui came at like 10 am in the morning 0.0 ~~ soooo early !! who even wakes up so early in the morning >< ~~ we were suppose to study though but hahaha ~~~ end up ~~ ummm doing something else :P hehehhehe ~~ 

蜜蜂 at press conference :P

We are sat in front of the TV at 5pm i think ~~ 5pm to 7pm was the red carpet then 7pm to 11pm was the show.... Danny was the host ^^ ~~ i think i see the red carpet just to see him host haha ~~ i mean i only wait for BB and like last year they didnt even walk the red carpet... GD said during the press con that they will appear but like haha ~~ you know how it is with bigbang ~~ 

Then finally near to the end of the red carpet ~~ they finally appeared !! haha ~~ finally ^^ !! ALL FIVE OF THEM together ~~ ^^ WEARING NORMAL CLOTHES haha ~~ i mean like not wearing too outrageous stage clothing ~~ looking super fine too  ~~ TOP look like a small kid haha with his fringe down ~~ but i cant get over GD hair though ~~ it is not that its bad ~~ but then the sushi pictures appeared 0.0 ~~ and then eehui said about the moth thing -.-  ~~~ then i cannot unsee it /.\ ~~ then taeyang went to make danny piggyback him haha ~~ that was cute 

Bigbang !!!

YG love ♥

After bigbang appeared on the red carpet i got really excited haha ^^ !!! Then riri tweeted a pic~~~ i mean i was soo excited like you know ~~~ 哥哥五个人站在一起!!! ~~ then i was so happy that he tweeted ~~ but when i was scrolling back after MAMA I realized something haha ~~ ahem ~~ mr panda lee riri ~~ Mnet Aisan Music Awards ~~ Aisan ??? ~~ hehe but maybe cause you very excited or something ~~ cause you spelled it right in your other tweets ~~ only this tweet was wrong~~ and i think no one corrected you also since all the VIPs are like being so excited and stuff haha ~~ and Gri ship sailing along ~~ but still ahem *cough :p 

:p

GTopRi sat at the audience ^^ ~~ that was a pleasant surprise cause i thought only GD would be there like last year ~~ but i guess GD had to get awards and Ri was also nominated ~~ and then TOP is there ummm because he is good looking ?? haha ~~~ but why not just put daesung and youngbae there also ~~  dunno what they are doing backstage for sooo long 0.0

But Ri was so entertaining to watch ~~ hehe and GD also ~~ making small actions to the camera ~~ then there was an epic moment ~~ when hyuna was discovered to be part of 'infinite' gang  and lift Hoya's jacket ~~ riri appeared on the camera and had the following reaction...

hehehe

That moment was like sooooo epic ~~ haha people kept talking about it ~~ his reaction was like wow 0.0 ~~ haha but actually there was another truth appearing in the V.I.P world ~~ that was kinda not his reaction to the performance .... there was a fancam floating around ~~ and some said that that it was actually riri was leaning backwards on his chair and then suddenly he saw himself on camera ~~ then he started laughing  ~~ and GD actually laugh at maknae afterwards haha ~~ but GTop reaction to troublemaker kiss was real haha ~~ seeing ur past group-mate kissing a girl on national tv~~ 0.0 

0.0

Then the most anticipated part ~~ at least for me was BB performance ... i think no need to say anything ~~ *elitist vip mode :P ~~ everyone was super awesome !!! ~~ still feel kinda unfair for Dae though :( ~~ that he didnt get a solo ~~ he could have sang 'I love you' even though it was jap ~~ but anyway it was good to see them as 5 ^^ ~~ OT5 ~~ i dunno why but seeing them as 5 is like :') ~~ because they each are soo good at their solo stuff ~~ its really hard to see them as 5 even though they are a boyband ~~ They dont really need Bigbang but Bigbang needs them ~~ i dunno how to explain it ~~ but seeing them individually is awesome but as BIGBANG ~ Wow just WOW !! 我的五位哥哥们 ♥♥♥♥♥

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I know there are certain people complaining about how MAMA is about Bigbang and their stage was so long ~~ buuuttt ( still in elitist vip mode ) ~~ u see the amount of crown lightstick in the crowd ~~ and they all perform their solo cause they ALL release a solo in korean with the exception of Dae that had a solo in Japan ~~ I mean if your band had a solo for all the member they can perform it too ~~ no ?? :p  

And I dun really involved myself in like fan-wars and stuff  ~~ But STOP with the BB vs Exo thingy ok -.- ~~ like some KVips say ~~ Bigbang is Exo sunbae ~~ so i heard in korea the fans also have the kind of status ~~ like V.I.P are higher then Exotics ~~ so ya ~~ stop the EXO is so much better -.- ~~ our maknae took really good care of exo during MAMA okay ~~ so ya stop ....

Anyway ~~ Congratz Jiyong oppa on ur awards ^^ ~~ you deserve it !! ~~ like seriously ~~ i think from 2012-2013 you have been working like non-stop with not juz BB tour but also ur own Tour and 2 albums !! ~~ You truly deserve the awards ^^ 축하해 ~

^^ 오빠 짱 !

And seungri oppa ~~ i know you really want the award ~~ cause for 'Lets talk about love' you didnt get any :( ~~ i know how you feel when they called GD's name ~~ I have been in ur shoes before ~~ When it happened to me i was happy for the winner but ur heart will just drop and tears will kinda fill ur eyes unconsciously ~ so 我看了很心痛 ~~ i know that you are happy for your 'Hyong (:P) ' ~~ but u would have wished that they would have called ur name right ~~ its okay ~~ you no need awards to gain recognition ~~ you have a bunch of VIP behind you ^^

:'(

Well the following are the list of winners for MAMA 2013 ~ for my own reference haha ~ and my thoughts about it ~~

Artist of the Year – G-Dragon ( Yeah ^^ )

Song of the Year – Cho Yong Pil  [Bounce] ( Respect to Sunbaenim :) )

Album of The Year – EXO ( umm i will eleborate below )

Best New Male Artist – Roy Kim ( Yeah ^^ )

Best New Female Atist – Crayon Pop ( kinda wanted Lee Hi but Crayon Pop deserve this :) )

Best Female Artist – Lee Hyori ( Yeah ^^ )

Best Male Artist – G-Dragon ( Yeah ^^ )

Best Female Group – SNSD ( Well deserved haha )

Best Male Group – INFINITE ( Yeah for eehui's 哥哥 ^^ cry both eehui and dar :p )

Best Dance Performance (FEMALE GROUP) – SISTAR [Give It To Me] ( Yeah ^^ )

Best Dance Performance (MALE GROUP) – SHINee [Dream Girl] ( Yeah?? 爸爸 :P )

Best Dance Performace (FEMALE SOLO) – CL [Baddest Female]  (自己人 haha~ )

Best Dance Performance (MALE SOLO) – G-Dragon [Crooked] (happy but wanted riri :( )

Best Vocal Performance (FEMALE) – Ailee [U&I] ( wanted Lee Hi but Ailee deserve it )

Best Vocal Performance (MALE) – Lee Sung Gi [Return] (wow awesome voice !! )

Best Band Performace – Busker Busker [First Love] ( Yeah ^^ )

Best Rap Performance – Dynamic Duo [BAAAM] ( Yeah ^^ )

Best OST -Yoon Mi Rae [Touch Love] ( Yeah ^^ )

Best Music Video – G-Dragon [Coup D'etat] ( Yeah ^^ )

Best Concert Performer Award – Lee Seung Chul ( Sunbaenim :) )

As for Exo winning the Daesang ~~ my personal thought is that it is too early ~~ having success at such a early stage isnt a good thing to me ~~ i mean congratz but i think its still too early for them to get a daesang ~~ i mean bigbang only got it a few years into their career ~~ like you can see when infinite won the male group the kind of feeling  ~~ if you have success too early you wont get their feeling ~~ and also in my brain ~~ i believe 新人 must at least have a few years before they get big awards or even awards to be fair to their sunbae ~ with the exception of rookie award of course ~~ but still congratz to Exo but i feel that its too early ~~

And also it was eehui's 哥哥 Dongwoo's birthday haha !! ~~생일 축하해요!! ~~ I kept my promise and bought a cake to celebrate haha ... Ahem i wan to celebrate my bro one also ^^ ~~ anyway the three of them did the feeding of cake nonsense and we sang a bday song ~~ anyway 동우 씨 생일 축하해 ~~ hope you had an awesome birthday with the award you guys got ^^ !!

Blow candle haha

Till next year ~~ MAMA 2014 ~~ hoping BB comeback with an album and blow everyone away again haha :p ~~ and B.A.P also maybe comeback with something awesome and get nominated so they can perform too ~~ haha i dont hope for them to win anything but at least they can perform ^^ and i can see the both of them ~~ oh yeah and Mnet !! i wan my Hip-Hop section back >:( !! ~~ this year one was really short !! 

지용 오빠 축하해 ^ ^

빅뱅 대박!!!

XOXO, Hugs and Kisses

11/11/2013 ~~ HAPPY PEPERO DAY \^^/

Its that day again ^^ ~~ pepero day haha ~~ i almost forgot about it this year if eehui had not reminded me ~~ 해피 빼빼로 데이 \^^/

Wrote post-it to remind myself about it ~ so i bought pepero at cheers before i went to sch ~~ I bought 4 in total ~~ 3 to give eehui sam and dar ~~ 1 to give myself to eat haha ^^ ~~ PINK STRAWBERRY FOR SELF :P ~~ hehe

PINK STRAWBERRY ^^

I ate that pink pepero in sch ~~ and i also went to randomly ask jolene what day it was... i thought she wont knew since pepero day was a korean thing ~~ but i forgot i tweeted about it like 5 mins before i asked her >< ~~ haiz >< stupid

So at night i meet to celebrate with sam and dar~~ like again :p ~~ we all kinda sat there and ate pepero... and the two of them went like super crazy 0.0 lol ~~ oh and like when we meet ~~ sam took out seaweed and i thought she bought seaweed instead of pepero ~~ then i was like 'which part of pepero in pepero day did you not understand' haha :P

So the two of them decided to do something very stupid >< ~~ and started putting pictures on their phone and feeding pepero to them -.- ~~ and when they did that ~~ at first i didnt know ~~ because i was drafting my tweet to bbang >< ~~  so during my hesitation of whether i should tweet him they both were taking pic of them 'feeding' people pepero 0.0 ~~ so after i sent the tweet and like regretting whether i should delete it they showed me the photo ~ and i was like WHAT NONSENSE IS THAT ???!!! omg /.\

then sam went home ~~ and i was still thinkin whether i shld delete the tweet ~~ so i told dar to go tweet eunhyuk ~~ and she juz said 'ok' very coolly ~~ then i cant understand why she so calm when i am kinda like freaking out 0.0 ~~ so seeing her so calm ~~ i told her to go tweet daehyun too ~~ then she said okay also 0.0 ~~ then i dunno whether my mind was like weird ~~  i ask her tweet bbang ~~ i think i wanted to say faster tweet daehyun or something .... but my mouth came out bbang ~~ so she laughed and tweet

Later when she tweet~~ i then realized on twitter that she tweeted bbang ~~ and i realize she TWEETED THAT PHOTO !!! ... i was like NNOOOOOoooOOOO !!!! /.\ ~~ and you know what happened... bbang came online >< !!! OMG YOU ~~ you dont come online very often and you came online at this timing >< ~~ then i was like already banging the wall / rolling on the floor ~~ then eehui have to come online and encourage dar 0.0 ~~ OMG!! LIKE THIS THING WILL NEVER END !! ~~ >< ~~~ and soon after sam came to join in the party also >< !!! omg you guys seriously #no ~~ i blame myself >< ... i think it all started causing i was freaking out about tweeting him >< omg wow ~~ my friends /.\ i cannot

Anyway ~~ thanks to eehui, dar and sam for the pepero ^^ ~~ even after all the drama that happen !!! watching you guys >:( !!! ~~ getting you all back someday man ~~~ SOMEDAY !!! Muahhahhahahha >:)

♥\^^/♥

Hugs and Kisses, XOXO

Bonus Pic

Girasaur :P

BOO ~~MUHAHHAhahahahhahah !!

MUUUHAHahhahahhaha *Insert lighting sounds and witch screams~~~ HHahaaaaaPpPpppppyyy HhhaaaalllooooWWeeeeNNN ..... MUUHAhahhahahaHHahhaha ~~~ haha anyway Its Halloween again ^^ ~~ this year was like the most celebrated Halloween ever~~ I still haven got a chance to do trick and treating though ~~ but i went to my 1st Halloween party and also carve 'pumpkin' ~~ it was awesome ^^

My theatre friends that i met through LIFT held a Halloween party ~~ so i kinda went cause like everyone said we shld go together.... n costumes were a 'MUST' so like i planned to go rent one or something~~ but it was such a busy sch week ~~ luckily i was a cheerleader so i tried very hard to fit into my uniform haha ~~ and it fits *phew ~~ so i decided to go as a zombie cheerleader instead~~ my makeup was soo successful hehe ~~~ i kinda juz randomly tried it out and it worked out !! haha ~~ sooo awesome

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The party was at downtown east and i kinda expected it to be really crazy and stuff ~~ it turn out better than i expected though~~ it was kinda fun ~~ and sometimes when something else happened ~~ my friend kinda covered/protected me so it was ok ~~ i went home at around 3am i think ~~ it was pretty late but i didnt want to stay over since i had to attend jiayin bday party the next day ~~

~everybody~

Then on halloween itself, 31st oct ~~ i had sch ~~ so i decided to make stuff from everyone ~~ haha and i would be good also since that week i think everyone was really stressed over project and stuff ~~ and as usual ~~ everyone shld be happy during any festival \^^/ ~~ so i made caramel popcorn, choc with gummy worms and also i found candy corn at the supermarket so i got those too ~~ then i wrote what i though was 'Halloween appropriate' messages ~~ hehe... and people got really suspicious of them ~~ like many people ~~ COMEON ~~ its halloween not april fool ~~ HEHEHE >:) 

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Then after school, i met dar and sam to kinda celebrate halloween ~~ it was quite a last minute decision haha and i made stuff for dar so why not ~~ we decided to buy oranges and carve them....i have no idea how carving orange would work but we kinda gave it a shot ~~ digging out the flesh of the orange was sooo difficult 0.0 ~~ we initially wanted to eat the flesh of the orange but ahem ~~ it was soo gross afterwards that we just decided not to eat it ~~~ but the carving turned out quite well .... n i had candles left over from my birthday so i decided to light candles into the oranges too ^^

WOOOoooooOOO

When i lit up all the oranges and off the lights ~~ it was sooo pretty ^^ ~~like seriously wow super awesome .... then after a while we began to smell orange-like smell ~~ haha apparently the flames were so high they burnt the top of the oranges ~~ after when the candles finished burning ... the top of the orange were black haha ~~ but it was really fun and awesome !!! A great way to celebrate halloween ^^ 

MUHAHHAahhahhaaHHAHAH

XOXO, hugs and kisses

19102013 ~~~ Birthday of AWESOME proportions

Hi ~~~ hahahhaha ~~ this post is like SOOooooOOOOO overdue >< ~~ been so busy these few days ~~ with project and like essay submission... no time to sleep... me at this state is like the most sleep deprived i have ever been...tooo much projects :( !! ~~  been seeing a LOT of things lately...as in like i can confirm that i saw a message that someone send through notification~~~but there was no message.. and i kept seeing things wrongly also ~~  a bit worried for myself 0.0 ~~ need find one day to slp haha

BUT ANYWAYS ~~~ HAPPY (very belated) 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!! ~~ 生日快乐 ~~ 생일 축하해 ~~ *insert claps & music & balloons ~~~ 21st already ~~ i guess thats like the official adult age or something ~~ but like wadever haha ~~ its not like imma gonna grow up instantly and become an adult  after my birthday ~~ its like everyone assume u will like change after your 21 bday ~~  Maybe i should be more responsible around money though ~~ thats one thing that i should change ~~ but other than that.. im still me... the same me haha ~~  life goals and beliefs are still the same ~~ hehe ~~ but i can go casino now !! YEAH ^^ !!! i can see what its like and stuff ^^

So my birthday was kinda SUPER SUPER awesome this year ^^ ~~ like it has been a while since my bday was such a big event with like party and stuff ~~ i decided that this year i wanted to celebrate my bday at like that moment when 18 oct turns to 19 oct ~~ actually i wanted that for quite sometime already ~~ but i guess 21 is like a free pass to do whatever you wan so yeah !! haha ... but somehow planning it was like more difficult than i thought it would be ~~ cause diff ppl have like diff plans :( ~~ soo not all the people that i wanted to be there were there ~~ but its alright haha ~~ in the end only dar and sam did the 12 midnight thingy ~~ but that's already very awesome ^^

Me and sam when to Teoheng at like 10pm ~~ before that i went to collect my choc fondue for the party ~~ the fondue was at such a weird place >< and i went at 8pm by myself ~~ soo scary 0.0 ~~ but anyway we book the teoheng from 10 to 1am ~~ all people changed plans until only left me and sam went for teoheng ~~ "changed plans" haha~~ anyway we sang crooked like 3 times and there were coffee shop also ~~ and kinda scream through bap songs randomly cause no lyrics!!

Then at 11.50 or something~~ sam said her 'dad' called ~ so she left the room ~~ then she came back with a balloon and dar haha ~~ and said surprise !! ~~ haha okay actually when dar told me she cant make it ~~ i was like upset cause it was like really last minute ~~ then due to some signs i gathered haha *not telling how :P ~~ i kinda know that maybe she coming to surprise me~~ as in not confirmed but kinda knew abit ~~ but still THANK YOU SAM AND SUETLIAN (caps okay ~~ seeee APPRECIATION !!! )

But in all seriousness really thank you ~~ *ahem im explaining now ~~  cause i always treat festivals very importantly ~~ cause festivals suppose to be happy events and everyone shld be happy ~~ i guess this thought kinda been with me since primary sch until to now which i why i always want to be able to bring  happiness and fun to ppl during festivals ~~ i guess i have doing it for soo long its kinda became a habit and i kept planning and doing stuff for people... i feel happy when the people receiving also feel happy ^^ ~~  i nvr really thought of people giving back to me ~~ and i guess thats because very little ppl really treat festivals as anything ~~  but when you guys surprise me and put so much thought in it ~~ i was really reallly touched :') ~~ i mean u guys kinda know right cause like i kinda cried (soo stupid >< ) ~~ but as in its really nice to be on the receiving end ^^ ~~ it was really reaallly juz wow ~~ :') 真的很谢谢你们

BUNNY CAKE♥♥♥

BAAALLLLOOOONNN!!!

~^^~

So after teoheng ~~ we all walk back to my house ~~ and fetch ruilin along the way ~~ i think by the time we reach my house everyone was like tired haha ~~ everyone wanted to eat ramyun but somehow they ended up all sleeping when i finish bathing 0.0 ~~ so i decided to just let them slp and cut deco myself ~~ but suddenly dar and sam woke up 0.0 (gave me a shock) ~~ haha ... then i cook ramyun for them and we ended up cutting heart shapes and stars until like around 5 am??  ~~ and we woke up the next day at around 11am i think ~~ had breakfast and bought stuff and started decorating ~~ wow holding a party is sooo hard and tiring >< ~~ 

Breakfast

So later shiyun, eehui and esther came to help with decorations too ~~ thank you guys soo much ~~ for doing so much haha ~~ ~~and thank you EEHUI hehe (See caps also ... APPRECIATION :P ) ~~ for designing the logo thingy for me !! that was seriously really really awesome !!! ~~

so like after all the decorating i went up to change... Hiphop top princess bottom haha ~~ i was really afraid that my mum will want me to wear like the gown dress ~~ but lucky dun have... i actually didnt want to put on make up also ~~ but i did in the end ... since my mum compromise with dressing... i dont hate make up but i juz dont understand why everyone have to do make up for their bday >< ~~

So after very much chaos ~~ party stared .. very bad at the keeping ppl occupied thingy ~~ so i kinda juz walk everywhere and stuff ~~ tell ppl about guest book and choc fondue and balloon guy (which will be explained later) ~~ so after the talking to ppl thingy ~~ it was cutting cake time ~~ haha ... I kinda had two cakes cause my dad did one and i did one ~~ my dad said that the cake was the one that he ordered for me when i was young so he wanted to do one too ~~ for my 21st :') ~~hehe thank you  ♥ ~~ and after all the 客套 pictures and stuff ~~ then the fun began......muhahhahhah

Smearing cake on people face !!! MUHAHHAHHAHAHHHA ~~~ as always hehe ~~ that was like the most fun thing out of the entire party !! ~~ i managed to almost smear everyone i guess haha ~~ ^^ YEAH !!! how awesome... smear people before they smear you :P ~~ but i gotta give props to shiyun though.. she took the crown with cream and came towards me ~~ i totally juz put down my head to let her put it on me .. wow good one seriously !! *clap for you ~~

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But although some of the party didnt really work out as planned ~~ but it was good ~~ okay it was kinda awesome ^^  ~~ people were happy and they enjoyed themselves... i would like to have like games and stuff though to make it more fun ~~but im glad people enjoyed themselves ^^ ~~if i neglected some of u im really sorry >< ~~ sam said i stayed at eehui's table most of the time haha ~~ but i thought i kinda move throughout the room ~~ but anyway thanks to everyone that came ^^ 

Then comes the highlight of the day !! THE SLEEPOVER HAHA !! ^^ ~~~ Eehui, dar and sam stayed over..... so i mean .... if u put all of us together ~~ how calm can we get :p ~~ we all bath and opened present and then we played dance central/ Just dance... YES WE PLAYED THAT in the middle of the night ~~ like a bunch of crazy people haha ~~ then after that we went to suck helium from the balloons and like it was soooo epic !! ~~ like drug addicts haha ~~ we all sounded really adorable and cute too haha~~and i think i inhale too much that i actually got a bit dizzy from it :P ~~~ then after that sam juz slept haha ~~ then the 3 of us started playing the category game but KPOP style hehe ~~ so like naming people of a certain bands ~~ songs titles of a certain band ~~ and the loser will get flick on the forehead ~~ >< so unfair ~~ I have sooo limited kpop knowledge other than that 2 bands.. so i pretty much got flick ALOT !! haha but it was really fun ^^ ~~ but stiil >:( next time!! REVENGE MUHAHHAHAHHAHHA

Sooooo now is present appreciation time haha ~~ regarding the balloon guy ~~ my cousin got me a balloon guy for my bday party !! IT WAS SO AWESOME~~ haha like really that was just wow ~~~~ I always wanted a person to make balloons in the party and it happens thank you ~~ I recived ALOT of presents this year ~~ thank you everyone ^^ ~~ im really grateful ~~ especially those that put a lot of thought into it ~~ u guys know who you are haha ~~ with the screaming and stuff haha ~~ ahemliketheadventuretimebookandtheromerobrittostuffandthebluerosesandthehellokittyphonecaseandlikehhahahhahhashishimatoheheheandtheaccessoriesandthepokemongameandlikartbookandalltheotherawesomestuff

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And also thanks for the awesome message in the book thingy and also the cards ^^ ~~ i really like when people give me cards/handmade things because i really appreciate the effort put into it ~~ so i like each and every one of the messages in the book ~~ as well as the cards ^^

♥♥♥♥♥

And after thanking everybody ~~ there is also another person that also made this birthday super super amazing ~~ Bang Yongguk shi ~~ really wow ~~ i know this is like very fan-girling and stuff ~~ but i said on the 18 oct that if you would tweet or even better post a pic ~~ it would be like really really awesome... when i said that my head was thinking how would that be possible haha ~~ i mean Bbang dont really tweet and give pic ... like seriously the chances of that happening is like low low low... BUT WOW seriously .... you really tweeted WITH a photo on 19/10/2013 and just right at 7.00 pm when my party started 0.0 ~~ i couldnt believe it ~~ i was so busy that when eehui told me about it ~~ i was like "WHAT!!*insert screams and nonsense language" ~~ and i couldnt take the time to see it cause have to say hi to ppl .. but like JUZ WOW ~~ i mean seriously what are the chances !! Quoting from my twitter "虽然你不懂我的存在，可是你昨天做的事真的谢谢" ~~ Really it is by chance that u choose that day at that time ~~ it may be nothing to you ~~ but it really made my day ^^  (*ahem 我那五位哥哥，三个有Twitter都没有tweet, 真是的 >:| , but 你有就more than enough haha *shy)

♥용국오빠 고마워요 ~~~ 진짜♥

But wow ~~ seriously this bday is one of the days that i will always remember ~~ thanks to all the people that took time to come to my party ^^ ~~ and to those that helped me with my preparation and clearing too .. really thank you guys ~~ you all didnt have to do it ~~ it all because you all helped that made it all possible .. especially the 3 of you (*cough Ahem u know who u guys are ~~i already thanked you all personally~~ and most prob the only 3 that reads this blog *cough haha) ~~ really thank you and i mean it ~~ i really glad to have known you guys and have you guys in my life (so mushy but yeah ACCEPT IT haha )

21岁了，是该要长大了吗？我也不知道。我很喜欢现在的自己。再让我做小孩，再任性多几年吧。因为我真的很害怕长大。长大了，世界就不一样了。

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

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