19102013 ~~~ Birthday of AWESOME proportions

Hi ~~~ hahahhaha ~~ this post is like SOOooooOOOOO overdue >< ~~ been so busy these few days ~~ with project and like essay submission... no time to sleep... me at this state is like the most sleep deprived i have ever been...tooo much projects :( !! ~~  been seeing a LOT of things lately...as in like i can confirm that i saw a message that someone send through notification~~~but there was no message.. and i kept seeing things wrongly also ~~  a bit worried for myself 0.0 ~~ need find one day to slp haha

BUT ANYWAYS ~~~ HAPPY (very belated) 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!! ~~ 生日快乐 ~~ 생일 축하해 ~~ *insert claps & music & balloons ~~~ 21st already ~~ i guess thats like the official adult age or something ~~ but like wadever haha ~~ its not like imma gonna grow up instantly and become an adult  after my birthday ~~ its like everyone assume u will like change after your 21 bday ~~  Maybe i should be more responsible around money though ~~ thats one thing that i should change ~~ but other than that.. im still me... the same me haha ~~  life goals and beliefs are still the same ~~ hehe ~~ but i can go casino now !! YEAH ^^ !!! i can see what its like and stuff ^^

So my birthday was kinda SUPER SUPER awesome this year ^^ ~~ like it has been a while since my bday was such a big event with like party and stuff ~~ i decided that this year i wanted to celebrate my bday at like that moment when 18 oct turns to 19 oct ~~ actually i wanted that for quite sometime already ~~ but i guess 21 is like a free pass to do whatever you wan so yeah !! haha ... but somehow planning it was like more difficult than i thought it would be ~~ cause diff ppl have like diff plans :( ~~ soo not all the people that i wanted to be there were there ~~ but its alright haha ~~ in the end only dar and sam did the 12 midnight thingy ~~ but that's already very awesome ^^

Me and sam when to Teoheng at like 10pm ~~ before that i went to collect my choc fondue for the party ~~ the fondue was at such a weird place >< and i went at 8pm by myself ~~ soo scary 0.0 ~~ but anyway we book the teoheng from 10 to 1am ~~ all people changed plans until only left me and sam went for teoheng ~~ "changed plans" haha~~ anyway we sang crooked like 3 times and there were coffee shop also ~~ and kinda scream through bap songs randomly cause no lyrics!!

Then at 11.50 or something~~ sam said her 'dad' called ~ so she left the room ~~ then she came back with a balloon and dar haha ~~ and said surprise !! ~~ haha okay actually when dar told me she cant make it ~~ i was like upset cause it was like really last minute ~~ then due to some signs i gathered haha *not telling how :P ~~ i kinda know that maybe she coming to surprise me~~ as in not confirmed but kinda knew abit ~~ but still THANK YOU SAM AND SUETLIAN (caps okay ~~ seeee APPRECIATION !!! )

But in all seriousness really thank you ~~ *ahem im explaining now ~~  cause i always treat festivals very importantly ~~ cause festivals suppose to be happy events and everyone shld be happy ~~ i guess this thought kinda been with me since primary sch until to now which i why i always want to be able to bring  happiness and fun to ppl during festivals ~~ i guess i have doing it for soo long its kinda became a habit and i kept planning and doing stuff for people... i feel happy when the people receiving also feel happy ^^ ~~  i nvr really thought of people giving back to me ~~ and i guess thats because very little ppl really treat festivals as anything ~~  but when you guys surprise me and put so much thought in it ~~ i was really reallly touched :') ~~ i mean u guys kinda know right cause like i kinda cried (soo stupid >< ) ~~ but as in its really nice to be on the receiving end ^^ ~~ it was really reaallly juz wow ~~ :') 真的很谢谢你们

BUNNY CAKE♥♥♥

BAAALLLLOOOONNN!!!

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So after teoheng ~~ we all walk back to my house ~~ and fetch ruilin along the way ~~ i think by the time we reach my house everyone was like tired haha ~~ everyone wanted to eat ramyun but somehow they ended up all sleeping when i finish bathing 0.0 ~~ so i decided to just let them slp and cut deco myself ~~ but suddenly dar and sam woke up 0.0 (gave me a shock) ~~ haha ... then i cook ramyun for them and we ended up cutting heart shapes and stars until like around 5 am??  ~~ and we woke up the next day at around 11am i think ~~ had breakfast and bought stuff and started decorating ~~ wow holding a party is sooo hard and tiring >< ~~ 

Breakfast

So later shiyun, eehui and esther came to help with decorations too ~~ thank you guys soo much ~~ for doing so much haha ~~ ~~and thank you EEHUI hehe (See caps also ... APPRECIATION :P ) ~~ for designing the logo thingy for me !! that was seriously really really awesome !!! ~~

so like after all the decorating i went up to change... Hiphop top princess bottom haha ~~ i was really afraid that my mum will want me to wear like the gown dress ~~ but lucky dun have... i actually didnt want to put on make up also ~~ but i did in the end ... since my mum compromise with dressing... i dont hate make up but i juz dont understand why everyone have to do make up for their bday >< ~~

So after very much chaos ~~ party stared .. very bad at the keeping ppl occupied thingy ~~ so i kinda juz walk everywhere and stuff ~~ tell ppl about guest book and choc fondue and balloon guy (which will be explained later) ~~ so after the talking to ppl thingy ~~ it was cutting cake time ~~ haha ... I kinda had two cakes cause my dad did one and i did one ~~ my dad said that the cake was the one that he ordered for me when i was young so he wanted to do one too ~~ for my 21st :') ~~hehe thank you  ♥ ~~ and after all the 客套 pictures and stuff ~~ then the fun began......muhahhahhah

Smearing cake on people face !!! MUHAHHAHHAHAHHHA ~~~ as always hehe ~~ that was like the most fun thing out of the entire party !! ~~ i managed to almost smear everyone i guess haha ~~ ^^ YEAH !!! how awesome... smear people before they smear you :P ~~ but i gotta give props to shiyun though.. she took the crown with cream and came towards me ~~ i totally juz put down my head to let her put it on me .. wow good one seriously !! *clap for you ~~

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But although some of the party didnt really work out as planned ~~ but it was good ~~ okay it was kinda awesome ^^  ~~ people were happy and they enjoyed themselves... i would like to have like games and stuff though to make it more fun ~~but im glad people enjoyed themselves ^^ ~~if i neglected some of u im really sorry >< ~~ sam said i stayed at eehui's table most of the time haha ~~ but i thought i kinda move throughout the room ~~ but anyway thanks to everyone that came ^^ 

Then comes the highlight of the day !! THE SLEEPOVER HAHA !! ^^ ~~~ Eehui, dar and sam stayed over..... so i mean .... if u put all of us together ~~ how calm can we get :p ~~ we all bath and opened present and then we played dance central/ Just dance... YES WE PLAYED THAT in the middle of the night ~~ like a bunch of crazy people haha ~~ then after that we went to suck helium from the balloons and like it was soooo epic !! ~~ like drug addicts haha ~~ we all sounded really adorable and cute too haha~~and i think i inhale too much that i actually got a bit dizzy from it :P ~~~ then after that sam juz slept haha ~~ then the 3 of us started playing the category game but KPOP style hehe ~~ so like naming people of a certain bands ~~ songs titles of a certain band ~~ and the loser will get flick on the forehead ~~ >< so unfair ~~ I have sooo limited kpop knowledge other than that 2 bands.. so i pretty much got flick ALOT !! haha but it was really fun ^^ ~~ but stiil >:( next time!! REVENGE MUHAHHAHAHHAHHA

Sooooo now is present appreciation time haha ~~ regarding the balloon guy ~~ my cousin got me a balloon guy for my bday party !! IT WAS SO AWESOME~~ haha like really that was just wow ~~~~ I always wanted a person to make balloons in the party and it happens thank you ~~ I recived ALOT of presents this year ~~ thank you everyone ^^ ~~ im really grateful ~~ especially those that put a lot of thought into it ~~ u guys know who you are haha ~~ with the screaming and stuff haha ~~ ahemliketheadventuretimebookandtheromerobrittostuffandthebluerosesandthehellokittyphonecaseandlikehhahahhahhashishimatoheheheandtheaccessoriesandthepokemongameandlikartbookandalltheotherawesomestuff

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And also thanks for the awesome message in the book thingy and also the cards ^^ ~~ i really like when people give me cards/handmade things because i really appreciate the effort put into it ~~ so i like each and every one of the messages in the book ~~ as well as the cards ^^

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And after thanking everybody ~~ there is also another person that also made this birthday super super amazing ~~ Bang Yongguk shi ~~ really wow ~~ i know this is like very fan-girling and stuff ~~ but i said on the 18 oct that if you would tweet or even better post a pic ~~ it would be like really really awesome... when i said that my head was thinking how would that be possible haha ~~ i mean Bbang dont really tweet and give pic ... like seriously the chances of that happening is like low low low... BUT WOW seriously .... you really tweeted WITH a photo on 19/10/2013 and just right at 7.00 pm when my party started 0.0 ~~ i couldnt believe it ~~ i was so busy that when eehui told me about it ~~ i was like "WHAT!!*insert screams and nonsense language" ~~ and i couldnt take the time to see it cause have to say hi to ppl .. but like JUZ WOW ~~ i mean seriously what are the chances !! Quoting from my twitter "虽然你不懂我的存在，可是你昨天做的事真的谢谢" ~~ Really it is by chance that u choose that day at that time ~~ it may be nothing to you ~~ but it really made my day ^^  (*ahem 我那五位哥哥，三个有Twitter都没有tweet, 真是的 >:| , but 你有就more than enough haha *shy)

♥용국오빠 고마워요 ~~~ 진짜♥

But wow ~~ seriously this bday is one of the days that i will always remember ~~ thanks to all the people that took time to come to my party ^^ ~~ and to those that helped me with my preparation and clearing too .. really thank you guys ~~ you all didnt have to do it ~~ it all because you all helped that made it all possible .. especially the 3 of you (*cough Ahem u know who u guys are ~~i already thanked you all personally~~ and most prob the only 3 that reads this blog *cough haha) ~~ really thank you and i mean it ~~ i really glad to have known you guys and have you guys in my life (so mushy but yeah ACCEPT IT haha )

21岁了，是该要长大了吗？我也不知道。我很喜欢现在的自己。再让我做小孩，再任性多几年吧。因为我真的很害怕长大。长大了，世界就不一样了。

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

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