Say CHHHEEESSSEEEE !! ~ 芝士 !! ~ 치즈 !! ~ \^^/

I was deciding if i should post this since i have tons of things to post and this is like very very behind time ~~ and i think its not very interesting ~~ but then i am lazy to delete the draft ~~ soo i will just blog about it anyway ~~ who knows i may find it interesting in the future when i read it !!!

So i met a friend from that previous korean event and she is working in the Trick Eye Museum at RWS ~~ and she was very nice to invite me to the grand opening for the Museum ^^ ~~ yeah Gomawo \^^/ ~~

When we went to the venue i saw the huge line of people queuing to get in 0_0 ~~ it was like a very VERY long line ~~ but thankfully we didnt have to queue ~~~ hahaha *coughi likeavip :p ~~ The place was much bigger than i expected !! haha ~~ it was really fun cause i thought it will be really small but it is something different ~~ and partly cause we did poses different from what the 'right' action should be ~~ it was very very tiring too ~~ cause we tried alot of challenging poses !!

Scale the mountain!!

You take my photo or I take yours :p

We spent quite a long time in the museum ~~ i didnt know it took us such a long time to go through all of the stations (?) ~~ but i had fun !! ~~ it was very funny looking at wee kiat and sam trying to do difficult poses haha !!! ~~ it was even very tiring for me with my flexibility level ~~ imagine sam old bones hahahahaha !!! 老人

Look at the diff !!

Afterwards we went to play the log movie thing and the shooting game ~~ we keep going in and coming out and going in ~~ and you know what is awesome ??!! ~~ i landed myself on the highscore chart !! OF ALL TIME !! meaning all the people that goes to sentosa and play the game i am ranked third ~~ AHEM 3rd !! *flip hair hahahahahahhahahhah ~~ and if you wan to stereotype ~~ i am a girl so i beat many of the guys !!!! hehehhehehheh who is awesome ~~ i am awesome

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Anyway ~~ the main point was the museum is really fun but i guess its may be a one time thing cause once you take all the photo it is quite pointless to go again soon ~~ but probably can go again after some time with a different crowd to take more unusual pictures ^^ ~~ but seriously thanks to mandy for inviting me for me to experience the awesomeness 1st !!!

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

*Muacks snowman ^^/♥

An interesting experiences filled with all things korean ~~

Now ~~ This is the aftermath (?) of the event in which consist of bittersweet feelings ~~ haha ~~ i want to try to not include the name of the events and name of people to prevent in case this blogspot comes up in google ~~ better be safe ~~ haha ~~ cause although I was glad to have an opportunity ~~ i learn that there are people who are juz ... how do i put it ... lets just say .... simply... just we do not get along well... >-< yeah

Let's just go straight to the point since this is like way overdue and I can't really rmb much of what happen ~ so our meeting are all held at the school and the school is like so so so far away from me ~~ the travelling time is crazy and i dont usually complain bout travelling but i go there and nothing happens ._. for like the whole day !!! Those meeting usually take up one whole day and the content is seriously ... what is the point if you bring me all the way to talk about stuff we already talk bout in whatsapp ._. seriously !!  and the volunteer meeting too .... there is no need for so many of them ._. ~ waste ppl time too~

On the event day itself, I rush down after my own rehearsal (I had performance that time so I was like doing these two and I have school as well >< ) ~~ and i learnt that the rehearsal for this event did not really go well as planned ~~ so technically the performers didn't get to rehearse >-< ~ and i feel that this kinda lead to problems later on ~~ and yeah >-< it was pretty messy on that day....

Let's just talk about happy stuff 1st ~ so i knew that a lot of effort are put into shows but experiencing it 1st hand is just wow !! ~ It takes a lot of effort to coordinate every single part too ~~ and some ppl are not really helping ._. ~~ but im really thankful for my team ~~ i selected them through the interview and i am so so SO glad that i picked the right people !!! ~~ and let me say Lunafly are really really nice ~~ i think partially cause Sam can speak english so he spoke to the people backstage ~~ and i can see other members getting pretty lost and what he was saying ~~ i had to tell them to be careful cause the stage was slippery and i didnt know how to say it in korean so teo was looking at me totally clueless of what i was saying haha ~~ Ooooh and lunafly took a selca with me ~~  Yun took my phone to take the selca ^^ ~~ i thought that was very nice of him

Lunafly ^^

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Now onward to the not so pleasant stuff ... throughout the whole process ~~ the thing that got me the most upset is that ... we are all allocated to a certain section in which we are in charge of ~~ there are logistics, marketing and so on and i was in charge of backstage/production ~~ i mean since we are all in charge of our own parts we should be doing our own parts ~ why do certain people have to come in and do EVERYTHING ~~ it's not like i didnt do my part but why do people have to barge in and do everything and like you dont even inform me ~~ then why do you need me in the 1st place ~~ to tell you what i know so you can do everything??!! and during the event day cause why do you have to come in to my territory and try to take over certain thing ~~ i was so angry/upset that i almost cried !! you know what ~~ it is a teamwork for a reason... unless you wan to organize the whole event by yourself ... ._. ~~ i mean why on earth do you call the performers when i was the one informing them and emailing them ~~ I can step down and let you do everything.... would that be better for you??!! I VOLUNTEERED MY TIME and you treat me like this ... seriously .... 

And after the event ~ i realized they changed the password to the google drive .... i was really angry too !! I mean i understand that stuff belongs to them ~~ BUT HOW CAN YOU LOCK ME OUT OF MY OWN INFO THAT I PROVIDED !!! seriously.... i just ..... >:(!!

Haiz..... this was a first for me ~~ i have my ups and downs ~~ and i learn to work with different types of people ~~ i would say the auditions was quite successful and the event itself is okay ~~ cause i did not have as much control as i hoped i would have on the event ~~ i was really glad when everything ended cause i need a break from all these ~~ especially being treated like that when i volunteered for it ~~ but i have to say the backstage team that i picked is really really good !! picking the right team is really very very important ~~ even though i did not get a good main exco team ~~ I am really glad to work with every single one of my backstage team !! ^^

As for whether i would do this again.... it really depends on the main team ... even though im doing something i like... sometimes the person you work with is really important... we will see how it goes ... unless they invite Bigbang or B.A.P ~~ ahhhh then i have an incentive haha ~~ lets just see ...

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XOXO, Hugs and kisses

비에이피~~ 어디니?? 뭐하니?? ^^

BAAM BAAM !!! hahaha i'm sooo lagging behind blog posts ~~ but anyway !! ~~ lets go back to one fine day on 30/31 May ~~ \^^/ hehehe B.A.P

On 30 May was the hi-5 and fan meeting ~~ which i didnt managed to get an autograph pass for ㅠㅠ  ~~ but it's okay ~~ cause i realized most people who got the autograph pass actually bought more than 1 albums ~~ and caused eehui got me bbang's autograph from their korea fansign ~~ so its okay haha ^^ ~~ and the venue was at the open area in city square mall ~~ that weird shape area 0.0 ~~ where it is so so humid at that area >< ~~

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but since it was open i decided to go there and try to see if i will be able to take photos of them ~~ even though i have no knowledge of how to do it >< ~~ WOW and can i say have zoom lens is like wow 0.0 ~~ like WOW ~~ like its so ZOOM!!! ~~ me obviously new to camera stuff being so amazed haha ~~ and in addition to me renting lens ~~ i also got stools ~~ which is AWESOME!! omg ~~ next time i can just come late and stand on my stool ~~ the downside is that i have to stand in a way that i do not block people ~~ but hey ~~ the stool is more awesome than tip-top-ing and trying to see haha ^^

O.O

I was amazed at how tiring taking photo is 0.0 ~~ like amazed ~~ It was really fun though but it was tiring ~~ trying to shun people and like stuff ~~ i think i did okay for my 1st try haha ~~ but yeah ~~ amazed at fansites who take awesome photo *clap clap ~~ I knew it was difficult but i didnt know it would be that tiring >< ~~but its fun ^^ ~~ though now i have to figure out how to edit the photos >-< ~~ but hey ~~ its for me to look at only ~~ let me take my own time haha !! ~~ Bigbang come ~~ have a Fanmeet or open presscon ~~ i want take photos of you guys hehe ^^

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On 31 May, after rehearsal ~~ i headed down to star vista for LOE ^^ ~~ Walked around trying to collect stuff ~~ i got some banners and i wanted to collect photocards ~~ bad decision man ~~ omg 0_0 ~~ either it was like super super super chaotic !! like SUPER ~~ or the line was super super long >< ~~ haiz i just gave up ~~ i wanted to get some from bbang's fansite ~~ but then ~~ OMG THE CHAOS >< ~~ I'm scared ._. lol ~~ But i did get some photocards from fansites that printed quite an amount cause i went to collect after the chaos has died down haha ~~

So after all the photocards and stuff ~~ >-< Yeah .... ~~ Soooo i kinda made a bet with eehui ~~ i cannot believe it /.\ ~~ i cannot believe the both of us >< ~~ it started out with her buying a stitch costume and i said why not wear that to Mblaq's fansign ~~ and if she does that ~~ i will buy a tigger one and wear it to LOE ~~ and yes ~~ she did wear it ~~ and soooo i have to do it too /.\ ~~ *hide in one corner and think about stupid stuff that i do ~~ omg ~~ once i wore it ~~ everyone was like "oooooohhh tigger" ~ omg *Run and Hide !!! And i think ~~ im not very sure about it ~~ i think bbang saw it >< ~~ and he was laughing ... at me... i think ._. #why

>-<

and then ~~ we were late to enter the concert venue .... yes late ~~ i mean we missed like the opening and almost one song ._. ~~ u know why ~~ cause we had to queue to enter the venue !! ~ and they let ppl in via batches and it took SOO LONG !!! Damm upset >< !! like ._. ~~ the entry was so slow !!! haiz ....But then our seats were like awesome !! ~~ omg !! like the 2nd row !! ~~ it was so so soooo close !!!! I cant believe it either haha ~~ \^^/ awesome

As for B.A.P themselves ~~ omg i was sooo impressed !! ~~ they improved so much compared to last year when i saw them !! They seem to be able to be more relax throughout the whole concert and also be able to fully enjoy themsleves while they perform ~~ and also they played with energy from the crowd and they able to did more natural stage interaction and impromptu stuff ~~ must be because they kinda did it before compared to the previous time ~ see experience helps haha ~~ so they know what they are doing haha !! ~~ they were really really happy on stage too ^^ ~~ that is always a good thing

Jongup was awesome ~~ like flat out awesome !! ~~ haha i think he was the one that evolved the most ~~ and his dance solo ~~ damm that was good ~~ he had soooo much charisma in him during his solo ~~ so proud of him ^^ ~~ Himchan's singing also improve quite a bit ~~ and his dancing too ^^ ~~ Youngjae's voice got a bit more stable ~~ but for daehyun ~~ his voice .. is getting a bit over-stressed (?) ~~ he needs to take care of his voice >< really he needs too ~~ and the maknae is always awesome ~~ as always ~~ and the leader too haha ~~ he got more relaxed too and his movements were more fluid ^^ ~~

#Chilicrab

The concert was really good ~~ but then ~~ chaos appeared again and like >< ~~ it started with a few people running towards the front ~~ and then suddenly a stampede appeared !! ~~ like OMG 0.0 ~~ it was so scary cause i was standing at the isle and i suddenly got pushed in front and i couldn't go back to my seat 0.0 ~~ the chaos was soo bad that no matter how many staff came ~~ it was still chaotic ~~ even the korean staff came out in the end and man they were SCARY !!! I thought people running in front was kinda unfair for the rest of the people also ~~ but yeah i was upset about it ~~ but then the boys seem really excited bout it ~~ but still ._. ~~ yeah...

In general, I was really really proud of them ^^ ~~ they grew so much in just one year and to me that was pretty impressive !! ~~~ Watching them grow is so happy for me haha ~~ i have no idea why ~~ overwhelmed with proud feelings haha ^^ ~~ as for withdrawal syndrome ~ i had a little i think ~~ i mean im looking forward to the next time when i can see them ~~ who doesn't want to see them perform haha ~~ #It'sLate #B.A.PisAwesomness #보고싶어요 #비에이피짱 #사랑해 ~

#EarthNeedsYou

#LOESG2014

#BAP&Babyz

XOXO, Hugs and Kisses

Music & Foam ~~ Just awesomeness ~~ \^^\ /^^/

I had an awesome weekend from 23-25 may haha ~~ although i was really tired cause i went out every single day of that week ~~ still kinda bummed that I didnt get tickets for youtube fanfest ~~ but i felt better after realizing it was like a mosh pit kinda seating ~~ which is a bit stupid no >< ~~ cause it would be so uncomfortable and chaotic ~~ last year it was held at a hotel with seating ~~ this year at scape with standing ~~ a bit of downgrade huh ~~ and tixs are like more ex this year too i think ~~

So elaborating on that not being able to go for youtube fan fest this year ~ i dunno why i decided to do that ~~ but i went to town to try my luck into bumping into them on friday ~~ cause on thursday night i saw that ppl got selca with tyler and troye ~~ so since i was free i was like why not go and try ~~ and since twitter is such a wonderful place of knowledge haha ~~ i kinda found out where they were staying ~~ and wow ~~ let me say the wait is definitely not worth it ~~ at least to me ~~ cause just seeing them walk pass is like a bit like nothing to me ~~ cause i was hoping to get an autograph or a selca ~~ so yeah ._. ~~ i only waited for like around 1 hr ~ but for ppl that waited for them forever and only get to see them walk pass is not really worth it TBH ~~ and fans are really crazy ~ with security guards headbutting them ~ im serious not joking ~~ and fans that ran in front of the cars ~~ that happened when troye came out 0.0 ~~ it was madness ~~ and i realised something ~~ im usually a pretty calm fangirl ~~ and fangirling (?) alone makes it even calmer ~~ so i was like super calm haha waiting there ~~ yeah ._. ~~ not worth it and as usual fans can be scary  ~ what's new lol ~~

Only caught a glimpse of tyler oakley :(

After the very chaotic wait at the hotel , i meet sam to go down to clark quay for music matters k-pop night out ^^ ~~ it was awesome ~~ like really really awesome ~~ not to mention the sound system was super duper awesome as well ~~ just standing there listening to music without the pushing and squeezeing ^^ ~~ it was really awesome ~~ there was even space to jump around !! ~~ and its really fresh cause i have never really heard all the songs before or know who the band is ~~ i just went without and expectations and wow ~~ I was so amazed but every one of the band ~~ the ironic thing was that i went to see Lim Kim ~~ but turn out i was quite disappointed in her performance ~~ i felt that her performance was the one that i like the least out of the 5 groups ~~ but the rest of the band ~~ they just blew my mind away ~~ just pure AWESOMENESS ~~ \^^/ ~~ but on a side note ~~ standing up for like 3 hours is like really really tiring >< 

K-pop Night Out

And the next exciting event was the foam run ^^ ~~ this was the 1st running event that i actually went for ~~ not counting those school ones ~~ i thought it would be fun cause there were like promised to have jumpjumpjump ~~ the inflatable thingy ~~ and i really liked that ~~ so i was like why not ~~ but its really expensive though >-< ~ we bought it off groupon but still it was like $50 ~~ why is it so expensive 0.0

Anyway ~~ the run was not as fun as i expected it to be ~~ it was supposed to be 5k but it felt lesser than 5km though ~~ and we more of walked instead of running haha ~~ cause firstly, it was too crowded to run and secondly its so difficult to run on sand 0_0 ~ and there were less obstacles than i wanted it to have :( ~~ so disappointing ~~ and some of the staff people were not very nice either ~~ there were a few nice one ~~ but there were so that were not very nice :( ~ but i still had a good time ~~ partly cause of the people i went with ~~ so it was a very nice walk ^^

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oh ~~ and i met a monkey ~ his name was mickey ~~ and i high-fived mickey ^^ ~~ mickey hand was so soft ~~ i hi-5 mickey like 3 times haha ~~ and we shook hands ^^ ~~ and i wanted to collect flowers and seashells along the way ~~ but some died halfway and some fell off haha ~~ so in the end i was only left with one flower and one seashell left >~<

the remaining ^^

so yeah ~~ this post is super overdue haha ~~ it was in my draft since forever ~~ im been quite tired with rehearsals too haha ~~ cause on days where i dun have rehersals ~~ im too tired to do anything i dunno why 0.0 ~~ but yeah ~~ its finally up ^^ haha ~~ slowly clearing my drafts

Anyway i changed songs to my blog too ^^ ~~ both B.A.P n BB having new songs ^^ ~~ Weeeehhheeeeehehee awesone ^^

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

Ways of wandering ~~~ with unexpected surprises ^^

YYYYEEAAAHH \^^/ Exams have ended ~~ and i have a few months of freedom before school starts again ~~ other than the routine cleaning of my room ~~ which is a yearly commitment :p ~~ i have actually a few interesting things going this holiday ~~ and I may have more than just a few things going on haha ~~ This is actually good though ~~ i think ~~ cause im actually doing stuff that i really like ^^ ~~ but then ~~ i have lesser time to myself ~~ haha but it will be fun ^^ ~~ 

First thing that I'm doing will be an event ~~ Korean Night Festival ^^ ~~ this one is kinda cool ~~ so i get to be like in charge haha ~~ I'm the production manager and also the stage manager for the event ~~ gotta admit it's pretty cool signing off with that :p ~~ and its something i can add to my resume ~~ so far i think there are hits and misses for the event ~~ a few disagreements here and there ~~ and the commitment level is INSANE ~~ like crazy O.O ~~ and i have to travel all the kembangan for meeting >< ~~ which is like 1.5 hours journey?? ~~ and then disagreements and mixture of views along the way ~~~ with changes to the people in charge~~ its like super confusing now at this stage ~~ so yeah ~~ i guess that how things are like in general as well ~~ you cant always have things happening smoothly i guess >< ~~

But one thing ~~ the audition day was a huge success ^^ ~~ at least to me it was ~~ like kinda planned the whole thing and watch it come true ~~ apart from a few technical difficulties ~~ i mean the sound system as sooo bad >< ~~ like so much static and wow ~~ and we had no technicians too ~~ everything had to be handled by ourself ~~ so you know ~~ its pretty impressive haha ^^ ~~ soooo much work ~~ but yeah pretty impressive ~~ and also its so heartwarming to see ppl in email thanking us for our effort ^^ ~~ that was really nice of them ~~ and running around the place was soo tiring >< ~~ i was soo tired when i went home then i juz lie on the bed and juz sleep ~~ and my legs were aching like mad ~~ It's so different from joining an audition and actually planning one ~~ its so much more work and like you realize that people kinda ask dumb questions sometimes >< ~~ sooooo yeah ~~ interesting to know

#KNF6

Next thing !! ~~~ Ways of wondering ^^ ~~ a theatreworks project part of singapore international festival of arts ~~ This one is more of a group kind of performance ~~ similar to the one i did previously with L.I.F.T ~~ so im pretty interested to see how this one turns out ~~ cause its a group dynamics and we get to work with some pretty awesome mentors ^^ ~~ rehearsals haven really started out yet as we will be creating a piece as a group ~~ but i've been to a few socials and it was fun ^^ ~~ like i really find it interesting and stuff ~~ so looking forward to rehearsals very much ~~ and maybe make a few new friends along the way ~~ haha idk >< ~~ see how it goes

Pinky is excited too ^^ ~

Last one ~~ was quite an unexpected one ~~ haha i got casted for a play that will be done for a group of students at Republic Poly for their final year project~~ i saw the audition and i was free so i was like why not and go try for it ~~ cause i mean it was holiday so i pretty much have nothing to do on weekdays like physically haha ~~ cause KNF is like emails everyday and stuff >< ~~ but yeah ~~ so its kinda cool ~~ like i got casted haha ~~ and I will be appearing in 3 scenes out of 7 scenes i think ~ which is pretty good haha ~~ had my 1st rehersal today ~~ the director was really nice because she said she dont mind our views as well ~~ which is good ^^ ~~ cause i dont really like it when someone just direct me and i have to do  totally what the director says >< ~~ and yes ~~ apparently i was asked to dance during casting ~~ and i later found out that i got casted because of that dancing 0.0 ~~ and i will have to kinda dance for one scene 0.0 ~~ oh man ~~ im so doomed ~~ like so doomed 0.0 ~~ oh man >< ~~ have to see how rehersals go for that scene >< ~~ but the play is pretty interesting ~~ its about crime in singapore and what the social media reactions are ~~ so im excited for that as well ^^

Sooo to sum up ~~ im gonna be pretty busy during the holidays as well ^^ ~~ but im a good way cause im actually doing things that i want to be doing as my job ~~ so im really glad and happy ~~ instead of doing internship like everyone else ~~ im actually doing stuff that im happy to be doing and are more than excited to be involved in !! ^^ ~~~ its gonna be an interesting holiday ^^ ~~ and probably this will take me further into more projects like these in the future haha ^^ *cross fingers

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

GDYBRI ~~~ Thinking of you ~~~

\^^/ ~~ okay to be more honest ~~ maybe it not too much \^^/ ~~ haiz bigbang how ~~ i dunno where i stand with you guys ><  ~~ 不是不爱你们了~~ 你们五个无论如何都是我的哥哥~~ 超级无敌厉害到要死的哥哥们 :P ~~ 不管去哪里都有人在你们后面尖叫的哥哥们 ~~ 让我这个妹妹很骄傲的哥哥们~~ 可是 ~~ 新的粉丝/幼稚的粉丝真的让我很想把你们放下 ~~ 上个演唱会我有想过把你们放下~~ 可是那时我以为是说说而已~~ 但我去了这个见面会 ~~ 才知道上次不只是说说而已 ~~ 我整个人被粉丝和主办单位搞到很没有心情 ~~ 然后见到你们 ~~ 心情也没有变的特别好 ~~ 不是不喜欢你们了~~ 我自己也不知道 ~~ 怎么办 >< 我心情好乱 ~~ ><

Anyway ~~ the day started off with queuing as usual ~~ actually to be exact ~~ the day before the fanmeet ~~ overnight again ~~ haha ~~ im actually quite fine with queuing overnight cause like ~~ i enjoy being out late at night where the surrounding are all quiet and I'm walking around ~~ its like everything around me stops ~~ so the only time I am able to do this is when i queue overnight for concert ~~ but everytime i queue i also think i very dumb for queuing cause like >< ~~ you know ~~ i could be at home sleeping haha ~~ so i was like around 15th person in the queue ~~ and guess who was 1st ~~ the one that started the queue since wed ~~ the same bunch of people ~~ seriously -.- ~~ i knew it !! ~~ the one that spoil market (?) as ppl call it haha ~~ they started super early for F1 too ~~ haiz i dont even want to talk about it ~~ everything that needs to said has already been said ~~

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Anyway ~~ on that sat ~~ it was CRAZY !! ~~  cause you know what ~~ ticketing for LOE was on that day too >< ~~ like wow ~~ actually i was still okay with it ~~ cause i thought there was a sistic counter at indoor stadium ~~ GUESS WHAT ~~ IT CLOSE DOWN >< ~~ wow wow wow ~~ at first i was still like ~~ okay i can queue for BB n B.A.P at the same day ~~ then sistic -.- ~~ whhhhyyyyyy u close at indoor stadium :( ~~~ haiz >< ~~ so i decided that i will travel down to millenia walk sistic to get tixs the next morning ~~ but that morning i check twitter and i realize there were already 2-3 ppl waiting  ~~ then i was like >< haiz ~~ luckily i suddenly remembered my friend told me that were a sistic counter at bras basah and no one goes there cause no one kinda knows bout it ~~ so i went there ~~ and indeed i was the 1st person at the counter~~

Since the sistic person told me to go to the counter at 12 when the ticketing is release , i found a place near the sistic counter to sit down ~~ then there was this lady (?) that was wondering around sistic ~~ i didnt assume she was going for LOE cause i mean like babys are usually of a younger age (?) ~~ if i was queuing for BB i would like ask her immediately ~~ then after a while I went to ask her ~~ then she was so fierce >< ~~ :'( ~~~ but long story short ~~ i still got to be first in line ~~ and let me tell you ~~ sistic counter is absolutely useless >< ~~ the tickets sales was CRAZY !!! ~~ I couldnt even click the any tickets in cat one !! CRAZY ~~ even for BB i think it wasnt this bad !! ~~ I panic so much >< ~~ i was almost like ~~ i dont want to go anymore ~~ bye bye B.A.P :'( ~~ but wowwowwowwowwow !!! wee kiat is one awesome dude !! He managed to get tixs on HOTSPOT !!! HOTSPOT PPL !! omg ~~~ THANK YOU SO MUCH ^^ !!! ~~~ omg when i got back to queue i kept shaking him like mad !! HE'S AWESOME !! n not only that he got seats !! he got like really front seats !! 0.0 ~~ and he managed to get two more pair for eehui's friend !! ~~ wow ~~ i dont know how he did it !! AMAZING !! and yes MUST THANK TO SAM's HOTSPOT OKAY SAM ??? hahaha ~~ yes sam is AWESOME too :P

Okay back to BB ~~ yes then another annoying thing happen ~~ whats is with the fandom seriously !! ~~ i miss the calm era :( ~~ i dont even feel like typing it out ~~ long story short ~~ super chaotic ~~ if ppl were trampled on im not surprised ~~ zero crowd control ~~ ppl lost the list and then LUCKILY found it again ~~ then ppl shouting at ppl ~~ and irresponsible ppl and rude ppl ~~ and just a huge big mess >< ~~ 

Anyway ~~ the organizers gave us piece of paper to write our details in ~~ i got a feeling its for like the picking of fans from the mosh pit ~~ i was right haha ~~ they left a space for us to write message but i doubt GDYBRI will read them too ~~ but just for fun ~~~ and i actually wrote stuff at the back and ~~~ haha i shall not translate it ~~ if not ppl will faint :O 

~아이이이잉~ haha

Then we entered ~~ but my mood was already very spoilt >:( ~~ haiz ~~ but ya ~~ we got the 1st row of the mosh pit ~~ but the pit was really very small ~~ and they were quite alot of empty seats all round >< ~~ haiz ~~ this event really ~~ haiz ~~ and it was suppose to be 2 hrs ~~ but i think it was around 1hr 30 mins only ~~ then i think we stood in the pit for around 1hr too before the event started ~~ then the mv that they were showing was all 2ne1 ~~ for like 30 mins ~~ i was a bit upset about that too ~~

Then dee kosh came out and hosted the fanmeet that lasted around 30 mins ~~ they picked ppl to go on stage and then GDYBRI have to dress them up according to certain theme ~~ it was quite fun to watch them haha ~~ GD totally like flop haha :P ~~ his theme was cute ~~ then he dressed the girl to look like harry potter ~~ really 오빠 ?? ~~ harry potter haha ~~ YB got hip-hop which he did a very good job in ~~ and what about maknae ~~ haha he got sexy !! and wow ~~ you ~~ he gave the girl a whip ~~ then he ask the girl to hit him o.O ~~ someone a bit too excited ah :P ~~ GDYBRI also twerk /.\ ~~ wow ~~ i have to say although i don't like the way dee kosh portray himself ~~ he is a pretty good host ~~ haha

~tadah ~

Then 3 of them performed solo songs and then for the encore ~~ they came out to sing bad boy n fantastic baby ~~ seungri was ~~ as usual ~~ the best to us haha ~~ he was like 'I dont care GD, I want to talk' 'You guys pay good money to see me so i must talk !' ~~ yes ~~ we love you too ~ haha ~~ his english improved ALOT too~~ so proud of him haha !! ~~ not bad ~~ learning english, chinese and jap !! 오빠 ~~ 잘했어요!! haha ~~ when i went back to hear the recording ~~ haha it was so awesome !!

And we also got a free shirt after the event with GDYBRI printed autograph on it ~~ cause ppl complain tixs were too expensive >< ~~ so ya ~

^^

Did i enjoy myself after the fanmeet? I really dont know to be honest ~~ prob because the other things spoilt my mood ~~ you can see i type this also like half hearted ~~ haiz ~~ bigbang how ~~ idk >< ~~ hhhoooowwww ~~ i actually 放空 during the concert >< ~~ what is this >< !! ~~ i know you cant blame BB ~~ but i really think the fans affect me alot ~~ dont get me started with the local fanbase also >< ~~ haiz !!! 不知道不知道不知道不知道 >< !!! 난 몰라 >< maybe ~~ idk ~~ haiz ~~ lets just not go on ~~

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

사랑해요 오빠  ~ 

하지만...

난 진짜 몰라 ><

要到什么时候才会结束。。。

再一次。。。又哭了。。。

到底要哭到什么时候。。。

原本以为过了初中就不会这样了，没想到大学也没有好到哪里去。一开始的眼泪直到今日都还没流完吗？一次又一次的心里折磨，我也受不了了。眼泪流的不只是伤心和心痛，也流着愤怒、后悔、盲目和愚蠢。

伤心和心痛， 因为无法忍受自己没办法追求梦想。

后悔， 因为或许自己再努力一点，今天就不会这样。

愤怒， 因为或许自己不够好，没有能力，没有勇气。

盲目，因为心以麻木了。

愚蠢，因为又不是第一次。

这是我的问题吗？或许我真的不行。。。

社会眼中的我，一定很不好吧。我不会读书， 也不会跟着规矩走。不是一个理想的公民吧。你们要我读书，我也尽量配合了。让一个完全坐不住的人，把自己捆起来为了读书。我已经很尽量的跟着你们的规矩了。难到你们不能体谅一下我的感受吗？

从小到大因为跟一般人的想法不一样，老是被人批评、取笑。为了配合大家，我也曾经把自己藏起来。但是为何我要那么做呢。跟大家不一样就是错的吗？难道这个社会上没有我存在的位子吗。我不想再说了，也不想再一次有一次的解释我自己了。因为我已不在乎了。

我已经很尽量的面对了。一直逃避责任、逃避现实的我，一点一点努力的走向社会。可是不管我多么努力，后果还是一样。在社会的眼里，我还是不成功的。

可能有一天，我真的会放弃。不是没有梦想了，而是因为恐怕我坚持不下去了。

我也是人，也拥有着脆弱的心。

我真的不想再哭了。。。

没力气了。。。

累了。。。

可能有一天，陈韵馨不会存在了。

~~ 나 오 늘 미치GO ~~~ 싶어 yeah \^^/

Come on girls ~~ come on boys ~~ come on come on ~~ get your crayon crayon ~~ haha ~~ crayon was the previous previous album right~~ hmm i shld prob sing the newer album ~~ umm ~~ this is my coup de tat ~~ hahaha ~~ THE REVOLUTION IS HERE !!

okay ~~ so hahaha ~~ Kwon Jiyong \^^/ ~~ me and sam went to watch OOAK 3D movie in cinema ~~ second BB movie after alive in HK ~~

So we began buying tickets as always haha ~~ and we choose to watch at GV Marina ~~ cause i thought most ppl would choose there too and it would be quite high ~~ i was sooo wrong >< ~~ soooo wrong !! ~~ anyway there was a standee outside the cinema ~~ and we took photo with it ~~ I bought both ver 3/4 of my lightstick and sam got version 4 ~~ and i even brough GD world slogan !! ~~ cause since i got it haha ~~ for fun :P

\^^/

Then we all went into the cinema ~~ it think just similar to Alive ~~  cause i think they took the footage from the DVD ~~ so for this i think it would be the same footage as the DVD also ~~ the 1st thing i noticed was that no one around us actually brought lightstick 0.0 ~~ and i think only 2 other ppl other than us bought lightstick 0.0 ~~ oh wow ~~ I suddenly feel that HK was so much better ~~ at least ppl on lightstick and even though they did not wave them ~~ there was this girl behind me thinking of whether to on hers ~~ then i turn behind and told her to on it ~~ haha ~~ yes i did that ~~ but then still :( ~~ the atmosphere was like >< ~~ the person beside sam was like annoyed that we had lightstick ~~ but then ~~ haiz

I was so upset that i didnt really enjoyed myself too ~~ mostly because of the lightstick thing~~ furthermore ~~ most ppl seem not to know GD previous songs from Heartbreaker ~~ like she's gone and stuff ~~ cause only like OOAK/Crayon ~~ received reaction from the crowd ~~ haiz >< ~~ 

~only us with crowns~

Why so serious ~~ yes why so serious ppl ~~ lol ~~ most people were soo tense >< ~~ haiz ~~ maybe next time i will choose seats at the last row ~~ so that we turn on our lightsticks also no one will see >< ~~ but i made friends with the girl with the lightstick behind me ^^ ~~ haha that was one happy thing that came out of it~~

This sat ~~ will be GDYBRI FM ~~ and i was soo excited for it ~~ but not anymore >< ~~ the organizers haiz ~~ it is suppose to be organized by One production and Launch ~~ shldnt Launch be a really good organizer ?  ~~ and like ~~ sudden changed of seating plan ~~ up till now still never release info about the diff in the GA1/GA2 for the pit even though they said they will ~~ merch list too ~~ like really >< haiz ~~ i hope it all goes well on that day ~~ oh did i mentioned ~~~ the host for the event >< ~~ i really do not like him haiz ~~ >< ~~ i was originally so excited ~~ but now :( ~~ i hope it will still be as fun ~~ Panda Lee riri ~~ plz make it fun ~ haha ~~ im counting on you !!

xoxo, Hugs & Kisses

~^^ ~

안녕~~ 친구아~~ ♥

This is one post that im really genuinely dreading to type about >< ~~ haha ~~ cause haha :p ~~ ya~~ in case you are reading this (which im not very sure whether u read or not ~ but if read just pretend you didnt ~~ cause i shy /.\ ~~ and i dont usually say this kind of stuff) 

I actually though about it before she left ~~ i was like 'will i miss her?' ~~ cause technically i nvr really kinda had anyone leave me for so long before ~~ when  i was young my dad did go overseas quite often ~~ and i rmb always crying ~~ until it became too frequent and i stopped crying >< ~ but i dont recall it being super long ~~ and that time i was in HK ~~ i kinda didnt really miss home ~~ so ya ~~ i thought bout it ~~ i mean there is something called the internet right ._.

and after all these that happen ~~ i got my answer ~~ i dont wan to tell you ~ but yes i miss you >< ~~ its to a point where i know you are missing cause there are stuff we usually do and you are not there ~~ like during lecture ~~ and then a certain kind of movie that i want to watch ~~ and stuff like that ~~ like stuff that we do ~~ and then its missing you ㅠㅠ ~~ and ya ~~ you not even gone for a month yet ><

Everyone is banned from going overseas for a long time ~~ cause i cannot take it ~~ >:(

Anyway ~~ me and sam and esther went out with eehui on the wed that she was flying ~~ eehui went to fetch me from sch and then we watched frozen ~~ which btw was pretty good ~~ storyline typical disney ~~ but the animation and details were sooo good ~~ anyway then we was suppose to meet esther and sam for dinner ~~ it was so funny cause we actually planned to treat her ~~ but then we were scared that if we eat fast food and stuff then we cannot pay for her ~~ so we will like choose restaurant ~ as long as restaurant its okay !! ~~ so i only thought of Nandos ~~ so we said in front of her then she said no ~~ hahha i wanted to laugh ~~ cause my point was as long its resturant its okay ~~ then i think esther and me look at each other n laugh :p ~~ but yes we still managed to find a restaurant and ate ~~ and waited for sam like 4ever >< ~~ and we were all super hungry~~ then we went to the icebar to eat dessert ^^ ~~ that eehui made ~~ haha the cookie dough thing was nice okay ~~ everyone say its very sweet ~~ its not >:( ~~ i like that :p ~~ hehe ~~ 이회 고마워 ^^/♥ ~~ oh and we played some memory drinking game thingy

\^^/

then me and sam actually thought for quite a while like in dec i think ~~ what we were going to give her ~~ and as usual we think and nvr do ~~ i really shld have start earlier though haha ~~ I decided i will do 100 hearts with messages in these 100 hearts ~~ so you know ~~ she can open when she wants to ~~ i wanted to write all jokes ~~ but wow ~~ i dunno whether is that i dont get the joke or what ~~ i went through like 5 joke books ~~ i only choose like 20 jokes >< ~~ then i was like shld i put motivational messages ~~ but then i dun really like quotes usually too ~~ then i though of drawing cartoons of things we do together ~~ omg ~~ i cannot believe it ~~ but i did it >< !! I managed to draw 50 of those !!! ~~~man ~~ so proud of myself haha ~~ they are not say very pretty but they are cute ~~ and i took photos of all 50 of them ~~ and i want to put it here ~~ but then in case ~~ u are reading ~~ to be safe ~~ not putting it up haha ~~ so total this 50 and 30 jokes and 20 quotes -> 100 hearts *clap for self

♥♥♥

Then i found a box in daiso ~~ to put them in ~~ and daiso had like no boxes left >< !! ~~ what is this ~~ then managed to find one that fit ~~ i was like good !! haha ~~ then i wrote the instruction manual to the box in sch ~~ in the morning of her flight ~~ at least i finished it in time :p haha ~~ then after that i was suppose to write a letter ~~ then it hit me >< ~~ i dunno why also ~~ i started writing the letter ~~ like normally ~~ then halfway ~~ maybe not halfway but a few lines after ~~  i couldnt continue ~~~ cause i started :'( ~~ ya ~~ the lect room got sand i cannot see >< ~~ yes got sand ._. ~~ and i couldnt stop (cause sand kept going in my eye ><) ~~ haiz ~~ i duuno why man ~~ i so drama >< ~~ nvr ever before eh !! ~~ then i had to call esther to come and stop me cause sam was not in sch ~~ thanks esther haha ~~ but ya ~~ wow ~~ so much sand ~~ then i was afraid the same thing may happen in the airport also ~~ but i figured since sand went into my eyes for so long ~~ i probably got no more tears lol >< ~ stupid sand ._.

Pretty box ^^ !!

Then after law ~~ me, sam and esther went to the airport ~~ it was soo funny ~~ cause the three of us were super not wanting to take mrt cause it was very long~~ and eehui said she will be at the airport at 9.30!! ~~ so we took a cab down haha ~~ guess what ~~ we reach airport like 1 hour earlier than the person that is flying off hahaha ~~ it was so funny

Then ya ~~ *insert all the 客套 stuff ~~ then wee kiat came too ~~ then we waited for her to go it ~~ then it was all okay ~~ haha ~~ then suddenly i saw chengmum like want to cry ~~ then i hear sam say '哦, 她哭了!' ~~ then suddenly the aiport very sandy again -.- ~~ i think she didnt see though cause i kinda walk off ~~ very sandy cannot >< ~~ and it would be bad for her to see this ~~  then ya ~~ haiz ~~ really 不舍得 ~~ which is why everyone is banned ~~ cause my heart cannot take it ~~ and i dont like the airport being very sandy ~~ yes sandy >< ~~ then ya ~~ haha

 i think we left around 1am ~~ cause too sandy ~~ need to wait for me >< ~~ imma soorrry ~~ lol ~~ so ya ~~ after the sandiness ~~ we took cab home ~~and yes ~~ that it ~~ the main point was i realized the airport have alot of sand in the air >< ~~ n ppl are banned from going away for a long time

I think you are having fun over there ~~ so its good ^^ !! ~~ take care and have fun k ~~ haha ~~ n say hi to all my 오빠 and 동생 ^^  ~~

친구야~~ 안녕~~  ♥
너무 보고싶어 ~~ ^^/♥

Xoxo, Hugs and Kisses

^^

우와 ~~ 비에이피 축하해 ~~ !!! ^^

WAAAHSJhDKAHKJSBKAKJHVhdkjshfdbvkj ~~ Yes just as the title says ~~ B.A.P Congratz !! ^^ ~~~ WWWOOOOWWWAAAHHH ~~ hahaha yes im very happy ^^ as if it was not obvious enough ~~ Good job guys ~~ imma proud of you all haha ^^ ~~  recognition after so long of constant promoting ~~and i guess this also represent that more people are supporting you guys and im very happy ~~ one step closer to world domination (?) haha :p ~~ and 可以让我放下一点点因为你们证明给观众看了^^ ~~ like sam say im like a mum -.- lol

To be very honest ~~ there is a part of me that do not concern about awards and stuff~~ cause its kinda like a popularity contest / company manipulation ~~ and you never know if there are manipulation or not >< ~~ so i dont take these awards too seriously ~~ if you win ~ I happy ^^ ~~ if you dont ~~ its okay ~~ its sort of like winning an award is an additional bonus (?) ~~ and then again ~~ there is a question of popularity is not equivalent to quality ~~ and stuff ~~ a song that is not suited to the mass population taste may not be a bad song

Unless they themselves really really REALLY wants the awards ~~ like Mr Panda Lee Seungri ~~ yes you 승리오빠 ~~ then i will be quite upset when they dont get it ~~ cause this time B.A.P also promote on twitter to ask for votes ~~ but they didnt win that time >< ~~ but comeon its okay !! you guys got 3 wins !! ~~ thats a start right ^^ ~~ slowly ~~ somemore i went to create melon account for you guys eh ~~ i didnt even created for BB and i created for you all haha  ~~ *whisperCauseBBdontgoshowchampionalso:P

It was so epic the 1st win ~~ cause i juz meet the person to trade photocard ~~ and then llike 15 mins later ~~ the girl text me thanks for trading ~~ then she said FYI b.a.p just got their 1st win ~ then i was like 0.0 ~~ the 0.0 was my face ~~ my brain was "hasjdhkHSAGJDGIWGBJBdaskhdhaskd"  ~~ cause i haven process that i juz got bbang's photocard ~~ then suddenly u told me they win ~~ i couldnt even walk properly eh ~~ like i kept looking at my phone while waking to Daiso (Cause it was the period where i went to buy stuff for Vday) ~~ then i was like cannot concentrate on what i want to buy man ~~ then i want to tweet but twitter kept eating up my tweet -.- ~~ so u saw a girl just walking around in circles at plaza sing >< lol

\^^/ 축하해

Then after a while ~~ it think it took me 30 mins ~~ i have no idea 0.0 ~~ walking in circle while looking at phone makes u dizzy :P ~~ then i begin to process info lol ~~ then i was like oh they won show champ ~~ 80% of me is like still yeah ~~ but the 20% was like ohhh okay show champ~~ cause i think show champ not a very big music program right ~~ but i was still happy that they won ~~ cause they were all so happy haha

And a few days before this win ~~ i saw someone post on tumblr or something that if B.A.P won~~ Babys shld give out sweets and stuff ~~ i dunno whether they gave to friends or stuff but i think some XMM gave to their friends ~~ then i was like 随便说说 ~~ i told sam ~~ if they won inki ~~ then i will do that ~~ give sweets to everyone ~~ then sam was like 'Everyone as in like strangers on the street?!' ~~ then i was like yeah ~~

And WOW ~~ they really did won INKI ~~ I think i was even more happy than their 1st win lol ~~ i mean INKI eh ~~ like ~~ major program ~~ * repeat all the crying/ajshdkbbckj/0.0 ~~ and i was with sam at the time cause we were on the way home from the valentine day celebration thingy ~~  then sam was like ~~ so you are giving sweets now ? ~~ then i was like .... oh ya ~~ wow ~~ ummmm >~<

So although is 随便说说 ~~ one should do she said she will do ~~ sooo ~~ i went to daiso and bought sweets and ziplock bags >< ~~ and i went to type out the reason of why i am doing that and cutted out 75 pieces of paper ~~ cause the ziplock bags was 75 ~~ haha such a weird no ~~ but the point is ~~ i kept my word

/.\

And little did i know this was going to turn out to be an epic thing 0.0 ~~ so i took the above photo and i tweeted all 6 ppl of B.A.P ~~ juz when i finished tweeting ~~ Youngjae tweeted ~~ then i was like oh wow my timing so accurate haha ~~ then i thought so maybe there is chance they will see this ~~ the ironic thing was that i wanted to tweet them the night before when i finish packing ~~ but i was too lazy ~~ and wow lets talk about timing and luck ~~ then after a few minutes ~~ suddenly i got a notification "@BAP_Himchan is now following you " ~~ i was like WHAT ??!!! ~~ then went to spam eehui and dar ~~ then eehui say maybe is a twitter glitch ~~ then i was like oohh okay ~~ then suddenly eehui told me its not a glitch 0.0 ~~ then ~~ i was like 'OMG I SO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO REACT TO THIS O.O!' ~~

After the initial shock ~~ my reaction was like "hahahhahahhah" cause Mr Kim Himchan ~~ reading babys mention and accidentally click and follow me right ~~ cause he accidentally retweeted someone tweet before ~~ hahahahah ~~ so it was half shock and half laughing at him ~~ I'm not delusional to think that he really follow me >< ~~ but the point was ~~ the person he accidentally followed was ME 0.0 !! mannn ~~~ i really dont know how to react >< ~~ the 1st thing i tweeted him was "oppa ~ Gomawo? " hahahaha ~~ but i assume that he did see my tweet and the thing eehui translated for him (Gomawo eehui ^^)

힘찬 오빠 진짜 고마워요 ^^

And i totally dunno how to give out sweets eh ~~ after this whole KHC drama thingy 0.0 ~~ lets just say i didnt know how i was going to do this ~~ then after the whole thingy ~~ i was even more flustered 0.0 ~~ I actually planned to put it on the seats in the lecture hall but i realize 75 was too little to do that ~~ so i decided to just give any one that walk pass me 0.0 ~~ since i was late for lecture i decided to distribute them after lec ~~ and i need time to recover from himchan 0.0 ~~ even till now when im typing this post ~~ it still feel so unbelievable 0.0

So ~~ I would say that at 1st it feel like ~~ umm what am i doing ~~ and after the 2nd and 3rd ~~ when adrenaline took over ~~ it was like Bammm ~~ haha wow ~~  i dont know where i get so much confidence and courage from >< ~~  but i mean ~~ it wasnt that scary or anything ~~ to me its quite like okay ~~ like a normal day (?) lol ~~ is normal day a bit too calm ~~ but ya ~~ i think its due to the adrealine and maybe my high confidence level lol ! ~ and eehui who was with me ~~ juz kept laughing all the way >:|  ~~ haha but at least there was someone walking with me :p ~~ and i got claps from her haha ^^

~ hehe thanks for the tweet ^^ ~

So ya ~~ after i gave out everything ~~ it was like fine ~~ like the whole thing nvr happen ~~ but still ~~ WOW i cant believe i did it 0.0 ~~ and i still cant believe the himchan thing happened !! ~~ actually i was quite happy doing it already ~~ but knowing that himchan kinda saw what i did ~~ it was even more worth it haha ~~ i really hope that even just 1 of the 75 saw the MV and like B.A.P because of it ~~ and i will be really happy ^^

B.A.P ~~ i helped you guys publicize already ~~ although 75 is very little but >< ~~ it was all that i could cause of i didnt have alot of cash then >< ~~ at least its something ^^ ~~ You need to attract people to stay haha ~~ and i nvr do this kind of things for BB eh ~~ 看我那么疼你们 :p

Sounds very chessy ~~ but ya ~~ Me and many many other babys will be behind u guys always ^^ ~~ so your effort and hardwork will be seen by many many more people !! I think what i did was very little compared to what other babys have done for B.A.P ~~ but we are all here for you guys ^^/♥

우리 비에이피 화이팅 !! ^^/♥

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses

♥\^^ 해피 발렌타인데이 ^^/♥

Jajiang !!! Its another festival again ^^ ~~ Happy Valentine day everyone (as usual belated vday haha >< ) ~~ every year this day comes ~~ and i think about what to make for people ~~ you know ~~ being me and not repeating my gifts to anyone haha ~~ i thought bout choc fudge and stuff ~~~ but one fine day i saw this awesome pic of an oreo pop ~~ it looks SOOO pretty when its bitten into ~~ so i decided to  do it (which is not a very good choice >< ~~ lets carry on)

So i decided to go buy oreo ~~ and being me ~~ i bough every single flavour of oreo avaliable haha ~~ so i think i had 6 flavour ~~ Orignal, strawberry, ice cream, golden orea, chocolate, choc peanut butter ~~ cause i wanted to do sort of like a bouquet for those closer to me haha  ~~ so i thought it would be a good idea to have alot of flavour ~~ turns out ~~ i did 12 for each flavour i think ~~ so i total i did 72 oreos 0.0 ~~ WOAH ~~~ like lets just say ~~ i wont be touching oreo anytime soon ><

Naked oreo hehe :P

After the middle of my process of making it ~~ i then realise that i may have done too much 0.0 ~~ like a little late man~~ but i was good that i make too much cause some of the stick began falling out of the oreo -.- ~~ soo ya ~~ lucky i have many to spare ~~  i think i melted choc and washed the bowl like 4 times ~~ i shld prob buy a new metal bowl >< ~~ and this time i tried very hard to temper the choc ~~ it still didnt temper though >< ~~ maybe i should have not bought coventure but the fondue kind ~~ cause it took forever to harder -.- ~~ but it look super pretty when i finished ~ GOOD JOB CHERYL ^^

Decorated oreo \^^/

Because it took like forever for the choc to set ~~ i only wrap it the next morning before class >< ~~ i woke up in the middle of the night to see whether it did harden but it didnt >< ~~ so no choice have to wrap it in the morning ~~ and lets juz say ~~ i really really made alot ~~ cause wrapping took like forever ~~ but i caculate ~~ each bouquet have 7 ~~ 6 flavours and 1 with name ~~ and i made 5 of those ~~ so that like 35 ~~ okay now when i type this ~~ i then realise that 72 was way too much >< ~~ but i think i rejected around 20 oreo pop cause they didnt set properly and like the stick were dropping out ~~

~ tadah ~

The bouquet turned out really pretty though !! like really pretty ~~ soo proud of myself ^^ ~~ and all 5 of them recieved very much love haha ~~ so im really really happy ^^ ~~ it really looks like a bouquet ~~ i actually bought  those kind of paper used to wrap flowers to wrap it ~~ but just by tying them together ~~ it was already so pretty ~~ i do not want to ruin it haha ^^

^^

and after lecture ~~ i went to Xcape (?) ~~ the lock room escape game thingy ~~ with sam, eehui and esther ~~ it was cool~~ it was fun when we actually did stuff ~~ but i think cause we were stuck in the room for very long while waiting for the other group to unlock the door ~~ it was pretty boring ~~ but once we got to do something ~~ it was fun ^^ ~~ and imma so proud of myself ~~ i managed to find a hidden door ^^ ~~ i was like 'wow, cheryl you are awesome' in my head when i figured that out haha ~~ i would probably want to go back if everyone wants to play it again ~~ cause we didnt complete it >< ~~ then after that we went for ramen haha ~~ 

So i guess that its for Vday ~~ ^^ ~~ thanks sam for your handmade blue rose and esther for the M&Ms ~~ but i didnt managed to buy a real blue rose this year :( ~~ that was a bit upsetting ~~ but ya ~~ it was overall a pretty good Vday ~~ ^^ ~~ and i wished bbang happy valentines day too /.\ haha ~~ somemore i knew 발렌타인데이 from riri's tweet :p ~~ at least i typed the 해피 myself ~~ and i didnt type 하피 hahaha :p

oh and ~~ hehehehe ~~ B.A.P valentine day choc video ~~ that was awesome ^^ ~~ *pppppssssss especiallythelastfewsecondsofthevideo /.\ *run away

XOXO, Hugs and Kisses

/.\ hehehe ^^/♥

ItsVdayicanbenotfairandjustputoneperson'sphoto

~ Lady Gaga x Femmex fashion party ~

Tadah ~~ soooo i finally when to Zouk ~~ cause i think most people my age would have already been there~~ haha ~~ before going there i was thinkin about it though ~~ cause i mean i have never been to a club before and like idk ~~ lets just say the concept of clubbing is not particularly attractive to me ~~ but i totally didnt regret going haha ~~

Lets start with how i ended up with the tickets ~~  I was CNY clothes shopping with my mum ~~ then i went into Femmex ~~ i dont go to their store very  often though since i dont usually got to bugis ~~ then i bought a sweater ~~ and then at the counter i saw the event pamphlet ~~ then when i opened it i realize there will tickets attached to it ~~ then i was like take the tixs first and think about it later haha ~~ I was actually thinking about going cause i was held at zouk ~~ i mean it was a free fashion event which is awesome ~~ but its at zouk ~~ so i was still thinking bout going ~~ then i saw ppl selling tixs on twitter 0.0 ~~ but im like the tixs are free ~~ i took it from the store 0.0 ~~ then there were giveaways to win tixs too ~~ then i was like dont go very wasted ~~ i wanted to give them to jolene cause she likes lady gaga n stuff but she couldn't make it~~ thats why i decided to go on the last minute~~

When i first reach zouk i was like 0.0 ~~ so many people OMG 0.0 ~~ and then after a while we finally got in ~~ wow ~~ zouk is really pretty 0.0 ~~ like i was so not expecting it ~~ and the first thing i saw was the runway~~ it was pretty cool and awesome ^^

~Runway ~

Then we went to get our free drink ~~ Chivas i think ~~ i got mine with spirit ^^ ~~ oh i was super nice ^^ ~~ and we stayed at the VIP lounge area haha cause the whole place was opened to sit anywhere since it was a close door event ~~ and the lounge area was a top-down view of the runway so it was a pretty good spot~~ i found out that after hearing a few ppl speak ~~ most of them were there cause of the free drink >< ~~ 

Chivas Mixer

The show was not bad ~~ All the models were blogger or something ~ so they kind of not very good in the catwalk? ~~ but there were a few that could walk really really well !! ~~ the clothes were pretty okay ~~ saw one or two piece that i really like ~~ and there were performance by Darren tan ~~ i really like him from his project superstar day !! ~~ then there was this guy that stood behind me ~~ then he ask when his GF walk out can i move to let him take pic ~~ he say if he didnt take photo ~~ his GF will kill him haha ~~ and when his GF walked out ~~ he screamed super loudly haha so adorable ~~ and he said sorry to me also haha ~~ so interesting~~

^^

Overall the event was not really like a clubbing thing... it was just like a fashion show ~~ so i technically have yet to still experience what clubbing is like ~~ it was cool though~~ when the event ended ~~ they disassembled the stage super fast !! ~~ i think is to make room for the dance floor for the clubbing ppl ~~ we kinda left after the event and did not stay for the clubbing ~~ but it was cool ^^ ~~ i had fun ~~ they gave out goodie bag too ~~ with stickers, pin and a lookbook~~ and a glow stick ^^ ~~ 

~goodie bag~

XOXO, Hugs and Kisses

^^

Happy New Year ?? ~~ Belated New Year :p

I have too much drafts piling up O.O ~~ need to clear all post ASAP haha ~~ lucky now its like recess week !! ~~ so i shld clear as many drafts that i have ~~if i have time that is >< ~~~ since i have a mid-term this sem have to study 0.0

Lets see ~~ New Year 1st ~~ well as always ~~ i spent new year at home ~~ but i think a few days after the new year ~~ my family decided to go on an impromptu trip to Johor ~~ like 3 days 2 nights haha ~~ so it was cool since we didnt go on a holiday in december ~~ and well Johor is still a getaway right :p

We stayed in KSL as like the last time we went to johor ~~ but my dad told me that there was a dinosaur park tickets that was given free with the hotel stay ~~ i was so excited you have no idea ~~ cause i mean ~~ A DINOSAUR THEME PARK ~~ and guess what -.- ~~ turns out ~~ it was juz a small kid pool like park ~~ like wow man ~~ wow ~~ come lets talk about disappointment... but at least there were really cool moving dinosaur figures ~~ that was cool ~~ but comeon ~~ it is no where near like theme park >:|

Very impressive entrance

RAWR

Johor was pretty standard though ~~ we went to Johor Premium Outlet ( or peanut world as my mum pronounce it that one time wrongly haha ) ~~ this time round it was good haha ~~ i got quite a bit of clothing and it was good ~~ cause i mean kinda dont have to worry about CNY ~~ but i bought like skirt and jacket :p ~~ so i mean haha ~~ then again at least i have new clothes ^^ ~~ nothing pretty much happened ~~ juz shopping and stuff ~~ so yeah !! ~~ and i found something really amazing ~~ a coconut ~~ like a round flesh and juice only coconut !! ~~ 0.0 ~~ the guy was so skillful in cutting all the husks off it ~~ and it ended up with a round plop of edible flesh that pop-out of the husk 0.0 ~ super duper awesome

Coconut 0.0

Nxt would be CNY ~~ I never really anticipate CNY alot ~~ cause i have quite a ~~ lets put it 'dramatic' family background and i do not even interact with this one uncle due to reason and i think i only saw him like really once a year no joke ~~ and if that uncle is there ~~ my mum wont be and so on ~~ so ya ~~ CNY is quite umm standard i guess ~~ since i dont really fancy nomnom-ing CNY goodies too ~~ so CNY is just like gambling n angbao ._.

This year CNY was epic though ~~ cause me ~~ yes me ~~ i got a fever 0.0 ~~ i dont even rmb the last time i got a fever ~~ i think it was like super long ago ~~ its so ironic cause dennis gets sick every year during CNY ~~ so i guess this time round ~~~ its me ~~ haha fever somemore ~~ not like a normal cough or flu ~~ n guess what ~~ during the eve of CNY ~~ i heard really loud siren noises ~~ like omg the next moment i saw fire engine entering my condo 0.0 ~~ THEN I SAW POLICE CAR ~~~ OMG i was so scared >< !!! i didnt see any smoke though ~~ but im super confirmed that there must have been a fire in my condo 0.0 ~~ like omg man !! i was so afraid >< ~~ fire is well ~~ fascinating yet terrifying ><

And then there was this lame joke about 马上有钱 ~~ and then dennis took out his horses and did it too haha ~~ it is quite adorable actually ^^ ~~

马上有钱

There is one thing i always see during CNY ~~ is that ppl will post photo of OOTD ~~ haha i think if fine ~~ but it is kinda funny when they put #mandatory ~~ cause my cousin was sayin ' its like people forced you to take the photo and post it on insta' haha ~~ but i wore very colourful and print like for the 1st day ~~ very very jap i would say haha ~~ VERY JAP :p ~~ i did take a photo but did not put it anyway so ~~ here it is haha ~~ #notmandatory

OOTD #notforced :p

The 1st day is pretty basic ~~ gamble and angbao ~~ Second day i went houses without my mum n dad ~~ cause of 'drama' ~~ and i went to visit my uncle dogs ^^ ~~ and then ~~ i met that uncle ~~ and his wife >< ~~ Im not one to really be annoyed but his wife ~~ lets just say ~~ I feel that she is really really not a good person ._. 

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The hightlight of this year CNY would prob be the 3rd day ~~ haha it was so cool !! ~~ I played firecrackers for the 1st time ever !! It is way louder than i expected haha ~~ but it was sooo dope !! we hanged it up at my uncle house in Johor and dennis lit the thing ~~ haha we were all scared at 1st ~~ only one of my uncle where like juz fearless ~~ cause when opening/hanging some of the firework will drop ~~ so you can actually lit a single firecracker~~ and he just lit it and threw it ~~ like wow 0.0 ~~ and since dennis was the bravest one among us ~~ he decided to lit the big one ~~ and he kept hesitating until my uncle went to hold the firecrackers for him to lit it ~~ i mean wow ~~ my uncle is soo brave 0.0 ~~ and then bakbakpakpakbakbakpak hahhaha ~~ it was cool to have at least played it once ^^

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The aftermath haha

So i guess that is a very brief summary on new year haha ~~ cause i mean i guess nothing very intresting happen~~ sick/fireworks ~~ shld be the highlights haha ~~ OH YA ~~ and flappy bird yes ~~ flappy bird was ~~ ummm ~~ very time occupying haha >< ~~so yup ~~~ ummm happy belated new year :p

XOXO, Hugs & Kisses